I arose from my bed, looking over at the clock on my bedside. It was only six o'clock and I was already up. Getting up slowly, not wanting to wake Donghae up; I slipped on my slippers and walked out to the livingroom--looking at the calender.

        "It's been officially six months and two days since I left Key," 

I said to myself, It wasn't easy leaving someone I love; especially since he was my childhood best friend who I could tell everything to. Especially being about four months pregnant, I need major help since Donghae doesn't help with me at all. At least I have Saeyoung, she has a child named Saehyun so she can help me through this, I grabbed my phone and texted Saeyoung,

         'Hey, Can I come over? Donghae will probably be asleep all day again.' -Kyemi

I sighed, sitting there, waiting for a reply. Finally my phone buzzed,

        'Sure! I'll be there in a few. Saehyun is excited now :)' - Saeyoung

I giggled when I read 'Saehyun is excited', it reminded me of how Jonghyun always said Key was excited when I came over as a teenager, now that my teen years are over; and I'm pregnant with a child of a man who doesn't even want to love it. Sometimes I wish I could be un-pregnant and be with my one true love-Key. My phone buzzed a few minutes later

        'I'm here, Saehyun's getting cranky so please hurry.' -Saeyoung

I grabbed my purse, put on my flip flops and went out the door. My baby bump made it really hard to walk these days; Sometimes I don't even think there's ONE baby in there!

        "Hi Saehyun!" 

I said as I got into the car, he clapped his hands and smiled; he was only about a year old so he couldn't really speak.

        "So why does Donghae want your baby again?"

Saeyoung asked as she pulled out of the driveway,

        "A toy, basically."

I groaned, Donghae's mind was sick and she could throw up right now but she was in Saeyoung's car, so she wouldn't.

       "Ugh, he should go to jail."

Saeyoung groaned in disgust, I nodded as we pulled into the driveway of Saeyoung's apartment.

         "Don't you have an ultrasound tomorrow?"

Saeyoung asked before getting out of the car,

         "Yeah, and Donghae won't go. So will you go?"

I begged and pleaded,

        "Sure! Can I bring Saehyun?"

She asked in a childish way, she always had to bring Saehyun wherever she went unless her mom was watching him, because of the fact that her fiancee died in a car accident.

        "Of course! Why wouldn't he be able to come?"

I said and looked Saehyun, who was fussy in his carseat. Saeyoung looked at me with a smile-slash-smirk on her face. I laughed and got out of the car, we all went inside of the apartment and crashed wherever we could.

         "I can't believe Donghae is forcing you to do something, can't he get another girl to do it? Obviously you want this child and you love someone else!"

Saeyoung exclaimed, I gave her no reply, because it was all true and I really had no answer. Just then my phone buzzed as I saw a text from Donghae,

        'You better only be at Saeyoung's and not on a flight to South Korea or something. I'll expect you home in thirty minutes.' -Donghae

I sighed, closing my phone and rubbing my temples,

        "What's wrong?"

Saeyoung turned to face me,

         "Donghae is so protective, he want's me home in thirty minutes."

I said as I grabbed my things and stood up,

        "Well you don't have to leave now, right?"

Saeyoung stood up and put her hand on my shoulder, Saehyun sensed some tension. So Saeyoung just sat back down and let me leave. It took about 10 minutes to get home, I walked in the door; as soon as I did I felt a hand reach my face, making me fall to the ground.

         "Never leave without my permission, again!"

Donghae yelled and walked off, I was sitting there; in tears as I daydreamt how life would have been if I didn't meet Donghae.