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Junsu’s left hand gripped tightly on his chest as his breathing got heavier, his right hand searched through his desk drawer looking for the bottle of pills. His hands shakily opened the bottle taking out two small pills, swallowing them down with the cup of water that sat on his desk.

“Junsu!” EunHyuk yelled as he opened the door to Junsu’s office. He saw Junsu holding onto his chest, breathing getting heavier. “Junsu! Are you alight?!”

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Junsu stood in front of his house door, nervous to open the door. It was 11pm and he knew that Yoochun was home, indicating that an argument was waiting for him. He nervously opened the door and stepped in. The lights were off except the kitchen lights. He closed the door behind him and took off his shoes, slowly making his way to the kitchen.

“Why did you come home so late?” Yoochun asked as soon as he saw Junsu in the kitchen.

“I had to finish some personal things.” Junsu replied, not taking a look at the furious Yoochun.

“I waited for you all night.”

“I didn’t tell you to wait. You could of went to bed if you were tired.”

“At least you could of called informing me that you were going to come home late.”

“That thought didn’t cross my mind. Didn’t we already promise that we’d stay out of each other’s business.”

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“I think we’d be happier if we went our own ways.”

“So you’re asking for a divorce?” Yoochun asked fighting back the tears that threatened to fall.

“We’d be happier on our own.”

Silence filled the room.

“If that’s what you want.” Yoochun replied after the long silence, his eyes never leaving Junsu.

“I’ll go fill out the court papers tomorrow then.”  Junsu laid down on the bed. “Go to sleep.”
 

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. His vision became blurry and finally he closed his eyes laying on the soft white pillow  that began to soak up the tears and blood.