“Yes, I will tell her today” confidently I told myself that morning.

I couldn’t hide my feelings anymore. I was so confident of myself. Sulli kept saying how she wanted a boyfriend and was so envious of her friends who were always talking about their boyfriends. Well it just downed on me how much I wanted to be her boyfriend. How much I wanted her to be mine.

On the way to class I couldn’t stop smiling to myself even though I was already late to class. It did not matter to me. I was so happy that I felt like I was flying. I didn’t get mad when my housemate took last packet of instant noodles, when the bus was about 20 minutes late, when the bus was driven too slow (which normally I would had blown my top) but instead I just smiled.

        When I finally got to the class, it had already started. I just grinned and took my usual spot.

“Oppa, why were you late? Anyway I’ve got something exciting to tell you. I’ll tell you later, ok?” she whispered and quickly turning back to the front before the lecturer noticed.

        “Later….” I couldn’t wait for it.