“Hold him Hyung~~” Taemin whined as Onew ran away.

“Aish.. no use Taemin-ah. He’s coward..”Key said as he picked Yoogeun up.

“I’m not!”Onew protested.

“So why are you ran anyway?”

“I’m just-“

“I know Hyung.. I’m not ready yet for taking care of the baby..  Ugh. But see?? It’s almost three days with him and you still ‘like this’??!” Key is getting frustrated.

Onew pouted.

“It’s okay Hyung..”Taemin sighed. “Maybe next time..” he said.

Onew stared at his dongsaengs and Yoogeun. The baby who supposed to be taking cared by him. But, just look at him. He can’t do anything. Sure, he can.. He already gave Yoogeun a bed, dressed as a cow, cooked for him, being in the first place. But still, he doesn’t know what to do. So, when the others busy playing with Yoogeun, he just sat far away from them, watching whatever they do, sometimes smiled of what Yoogeun did, an run away if he tried to be close to him.

So, here’s Onew. Sitting alone in the bench as he knew that someone was  already sat beside him.

“What’s wrong Hyung??”

“Eh? Minho-yah?? What are you doing here?? You supposed to be taking care of Yoogeun right?” Onew said.

“Same for you Hyung. You supposed to be taking care of him too” Minho said calmly.

Onew sighed.

“I’m not you, you know.. I’m Jinki.”

“What’s the problem of being Jinki??”

“A coward and careless Jinki. That’s the problem..” he spacing out again.

An awkward silence between them made Minho felt weird. So he began to speak.

“No you’re not..”Minho broke the silence. Onew looked at him.

“Huh?”

“What do you mean with a coward and careless Jinki??” Minho asked again.

“Stop it already.. It makes me sad.” Onew looking to the ground again. Chin rested on his knee. He sighed heavily. “Kibum’s right.. I’m a coward.”he said. “And careless…”

Minho kept silence until Onew spoke again.

“I want to be like you, Key, or Taemin, or Jonghyun.. I want to be close to him. But-. I don’t know how..”he said again.

Minho saw a different side of his Hyung. This Onew seems so depressed, so far from a happy and talkative Onew who always has his own Condition. This is his condition now.. Minho feels sorry for him.

“How??” Onew said.

“Playing with him Hyung.. Or..”

“Will he likes me? Will I be a good dad?”

“Of course.. He picked you to be the number one appa right?”

“Doesn’t mean he likes me.”Onew puffed his cheeks.

“No he doesn’t like you..” said Minho. Onew look at him and blinked.

“What!??”

“He loves you hyung.. Yoogeun’s loves you.”

“What do you mean?”

“What do you feel when you’re with him?” Minho asked.

“I don’t know.. Sad because I can’t be with him, happy because he’s too cute and funny..”

“And?”

Onew’s quiet now. What he feels?

“Love..” Onew said. Looking at Minho. Minho smiled at him.

Yes, he feel so loved. He loves the way Yoogeun tried to catch him and have his attention. He love sthe way Yoogeun call him Appa. He loves the way Yoogeun hugged him. He loves the way he kissed him when he was asleep.. Yes, he loves Yoogeun.

“See? You love him right?”

Onew smiled.”Yeah..”

“Well, so what are you afraid of?”

“I’m afraid if a will hurt him. I love him like he was my real brother, kid maybe.. so I’m afraid if I may hurt him.”Onew said again.

Minho sighed.”Well, c’mon hyung! Let’s go inside.. It’s kind of  chilly out here.” He dragged him. Onew looked confused.

 

“Yah~ where have you been?” Jonghyun asked as he saw them went inside the house.

“ Looking for the fresh air” Minho grinned. “Where’s Yoogeunnie?”

“In his room with Kibum and Taemin.”

The three of them went inside Yoogeun’s bedroom. They saw Yoogeum playing alone on his bed with Taemin and Key who played with Yoogeun’s toys on the floor.

“Yah! What are you guys doing?” Jonghyun asked.

“Playing. Do you want a cup of tea?” Taemin offered Jonghyun a plastic tea cup.

“Haish..”Jonghyun sighed.

Yoogeun knew that someone’s coming. He knew that his appa was there. So he stands up from his seat and yelled.

“Appa~~!”he opened his arms like he want you to hug  him. But, Yoogeun goes too far. He climbed the bed ad almost feel. There Onew’s yelled.

“Yoogeun!!” Onew ran quickly as he grabbed Yoogeun who’s feel on top of him. Onew sat  down he look at Yoogeun with panic expression. “Are you okay?!!” he touched every inches of Yoogeun’s body. Yoogeun looked at his appa cutely. “Don’t scared me like that!!” Onew hugged him.

The other SHINee member looked shocked. Shocked because of Yoogeun who’s almost hurt and Onew because of what he did.

Yoogeun smiled brightly as he knew Onew saved him. “Appa!” Yoogeun leaned on Onew chest. Onew looked confused for a moment them hugged yoogeun groggily.

“Don’t do that again.. You’re almost hurt.”Onew whispered. He looked at Yoogeun who’s still smiling at him. ‘How cute..’ he though.

“Onew appa..” Yoogeun snuggled closer to him.

Onew feel loves. He smiled as tears escaped from his eyes. He sniffed.

“Yah, Hyung? Are you crying??” Minho said as he looked at Onew.

“No, I’m not..”

“Aigoo Yoogeun-ah. Look at Onew appa. He’s crying.. That’s bad.” Jonghyun said. “Let’s say Crying is no,no.no..” Jonghyun sang their song from commercial. Onew just smiled at him.

“Yoogeun ah.. looked at Onew appa” Jonghyun ordered.

Yoogeun looked at him and saw the tears. Slowly he put his hand on Onew’s cheek and wiped that tear. Onew tensed and that makes him want to cries more..

“Aigoo Yah.. Uljima. Yoogeun’s love you.”Key said.

“Kissed him Yoogeun ah. Onew appa ppoppo. Quick.” Taemin said.

Yoogeun kissed Onew cheeks and smiled. Onew hugged him. “Hello Yoogeun-ah..” he looked at Yoogeu eyes. “ Na do Saranghae..*” And he kissed Yoogeun cheeks. Yoogeun laugh cutely.

Onew’S happy that now he can play with Yoogeun. Because he know that He loves him and so does Yoogeun. There’s no a coward and careless Jinki anymore. Now only a lovable and strong Jinki who exist.

 

 

well, my first fic! actually i made this long time ago.  i sent this on my LiveJournal. You can check here if you want!^^ http://rokkugomarhemal.livejournal.com/18102.html so, if someone who have LJ can send the comment trough it to me, eheheh  ^^

Actually, i found something in this site. Well, firstly i want to say sorry but i found fanfic that's same with mine. Even the title and the story. I'm very shocked because i made it by myself. I sent it to my LJ community, shinee_replay. I'm really sad.. Sorry doesn't mean i accused you who took it or something but if you want it you can put the source bb T_T. No one like being pirated.. If you want to know the fic that i mention is, here.. This is the real one that i made.http://community.livejournal.com/shinee_replay/1250552.html i'm an Indonesian so maybe we had a different time with other. if USA use PM/AM i'm use local time.. but really, this is make me sad. I hope this will make us be a better person. I just don't want this happening again. Not only me but for the others too.. Hope you guys enjoy my  fic and i'm relly sorry if my words insult someone but i'm really sad...  It's okay you want to share my fanfics but pleseeee put the source so there wont be something like this again. I know poeple can make something special, that's good and diffrent from other.. so, keep ur creativity!!! ^^ hihihihi

Thanks for reading bb~~^^