Jonghyun`s POV

I woke up to a wonderful melody of someone giggling softly. And when I opened my eyes it got even more wonderful then before. I was greeted with his small smile and cute dimples. Somehow I wanted to see him always like that. These sad eyes I once saw on his face didn`t suit him at all.

He didn`t notice me being awake. And I didn`t want to disturb his beautiful smile. It’s even brighter than the sun and warmer as her sunrays ever could be. I couldn`t help but smile too, even though it didn`t suit me at all. We are not meant to be so… friendly after all…

I was ripped out of my thoughts when his giggling stopped. Now wide eyes staring at mine, his beautiful smile slowly dying on his face. I was almost sad to let it go just like that. But it turned out to be not as bad after all, as I saw a soft blush growing on his checks afterwards.

I felt the need to touch them, to feel his skin again under my fingertips and I didn`t notice doing so as these thoughts came into my clouded mind. I almost expected him to turn away, to push me away, to reject my touch like he is supposed to do.

To my surprise he didn`t. And it seemed like he wasn`t scared about my presence anymore. Instead he leant into my hand and closed his eyes, as if my touch would be the most enjoyable thing in his life now. But as much as he seemed to enjoy it, the more it felt unreal to me. Like a dream, a