A new beginning

Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

DooJoon twist and turns in his sleep. Flashbacks from the night before plays in his mind but he can’t quite put them together into anything cohesive. He sees his friends, the girls at the party, the drinks. He throws his head to the side remembering that he told someone he already had someone. He throws his head to the other side remembering that she didn’t look like that was gonna stop her. More random flashbacks disturbs his sleep, images from when he visited his father, from work, from the girls he has been with, Uruha and on and on till he gets the image of the girl from last night with her hands around him and her lips on his.

“NO!” DooJoon jerks up into a sitting position. He looks ahead rubbing his hurting temples and pants slightly.

“” he looks around trying to remember where he is and how he got there. Seeing it is a bedroom he has never seen before he starts getting scared and his first thought is that he really really messed up “Oh god” he moves wanting to leave but his head is killing him to the point where he has to lay back down unable to do anything.

He closes his eyes rubbing some tears out of them with a hand.

A second later he hears a door open and he reluctantly turns his head seeing a figure. He can’t quite focus enough to see who it is and with the light coming from behind the person and the room being somewhat dark it is hard to see anything anyway.

“Oh you are awake” the lights are switched on and DooJoon closes his eyes averting the light.

“DooJoon are you okay?” Uruha’s concerned voice makes DooJoon a bit more relaxed and he opens his eyes and looks at Uruha weakly moving his hand towards him “Uruha?”

Uruha quickly walks over and sits down on the bed next to DooJoon. He takes his hand and smiles using his free hand to wipes away some tears from DooJoon’s cheeks. DooJoon looks up at him not sure what to think. “Sorry” he simple mutters.

Uruha smiles a little bigger “DooJoon you have no reason to apologize. How are you feeling?”

DooJoon frowns and closes his eyes again “My head is killing me”

Uruha nods “I can imagine” He DooJoon’s hair “I talked with a doctor and he says you just need some time. It’ll pass. You got drugged”

DooJoon sighs “Great. Just my luck” He looks at Uruha and frowns “I know you always take care of people but you really don’t have to look after me”

Uruha smirks “Its fine. I want to take care of the guy I’m seeing”

DooJoon stares at Uruha “Y-you… h-huh?”

Uruha chuckles

DooJoon jerks up “You are seeing me?” he grunts and rubs his head when the pain starts shooting through him.

Uruha moves a finger under DooJoon’s chin and plants a kiss on his lips “Yes DooJoon I’m seeing you”

DooJoon drops his jaw and stares at Uruha with dreamy eyes forgetting about the headache “You are?”

Uruha nods and laughs “You should see yourself right now”

DooJoon smiles and puts a hand on Uruha’s cheek “You are my boyfriend?”

Uruha smiles looking at DooJoon’s expression completely infatuated with how adorable and innocent DooJoon is looking. “If you want me to be” Uruha takes DooJoon’s hand and kisses his palm.

DooJoon grins and pulls Uruha in for a hug with his arms around Uruha’s neck “I do! Be my boyfriend Uruha”

Uruha chuckles and holds DooJoon around his back “Off course. Are you okay?”

DooJoon frowns “For a second I forgot about my head… now I remember” he groans and relaxes intending to fall back down on the couch but Uruha holds him up. DooJoon smiles and looks Uruha in the eyes “Do I want to know how we got to this?”

Uruha chuckles “Let’s just say you thought you messed up but turns out you are just about perfect”

DooJoon looks down shortly “I am?”

Uruha nods. DooJoon moves his hand up moving his fingers softly over Uruha’s cheek.

“I’m sorry I took so long” Uruha frowns a little

DooJoon shakes his head “Uruha I don’t care about how long it took. I don’t care about anything but the fact that now I have the most wonderful person in the world holding me” He looks Uruha deep in the eyes.

Uruha chuckles “That is so cheesy”

DooJoon chuckles but his head starts hurting and he sighs “This would be better if my head wasn’t so bloody painful”

Uruha laughs and moves from the bed keeping DooJoon sitting up. DooJoon looks at him confused, watching how Uruha moves behind him and sits with his back against the wall.

Uruha pulls DooJoon back to himself so DooJoon’s back is against his chest. He makes sure DooJoon’s head can rest against his shoulder and wraps his arms around DooJoon’s stomach “Better?” he kisses DooJoon’s hair.

DooJoon grins and relaxes against Uruha. He nods softly and lets his eyelids fall almost closed “You are too damn perfect Uruha”

Uruha moves a hand letting it find its way too DooJoon’s hand and they watch their fingers fall into a perfect fit “I never thought I would be able to sit with you like this” Uruha whispers softly. DooJoon breathes deeply “Had you told me I would be sitting like this 6 months ago I would have laughed at you”

Uruha nods and looks at DooJoon “Sounds right”

DooJoon looks up at Uruha “Sorry”

Uruha smiles and shakes his head “Don’t apologize. It was a bit ambitious of me to think I could make a womanizer like you gay”

DooJoon laughs “Well you did” he flinches from his headache and Uruha hugs him a bit tighter “You should relax or you won’t be ready to work tonight”

DooJoon nods “Can I stay here?” he turns his head a little and looks at Uruha who chuckles “Like I was gonna let you go”

DooJoon smiles and nuzzles a bit against Uruha’s chest. He takes a deep breath “I don’t think I have ever felt this happy”

Uruha smiles into DooJoon’s hair and nods "I know how you feel.... Promise me something DooJoon"

"Anything" DooJoon moves her head a little and looks at his boyfriend. Uruha looks at him as well and smiles lovingly "From now on only walk home with me"

DooJoon grins and leans in for a kiss "Please baby I'll never go anywhere without you ever again"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I changed the name and poster again. . . Well I just didn't think I was gonna want to develop it in the way I'm doing now so I had to!!! This is better anyway

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Mianits
#1
Chapter 32: Oh my! I'm sooo loving this story! Please keep it up ♥
-Angela-Zhang-
#2
Chapter 28: This is very interesting...I remember a part about Uruha having relationship problems, himself, although of a different nature than Doojoon's.
What is it that Doojoon will have to find out?
hehe~ you seem to be deliberately putting Doojoon back into his arrogant, protective character ^^ I like how they are mutually submissive ^^ It suggests the equality that ought to be in a real relationship :)
That's one thing I particularly like about this story- the characters' reactions and the way in which Doojoon and Uruha are progressing with their relationship.
I'm very interested by this "secret detail" that seems to be undisclosed to Doojoon, though. Hopefully it won't have a negative impact on his and Uruha's new relationship...
-Angela-Zhang-
#3
Chapter 27: And I forgot to mention- your writing has improved a lot since the beginning of the story ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#4
Chapter 27: I certainly have enjoyed this chapter just as much as the last^^
I hadn't ever really thought of it, but now that it seems as though Doojoon is being portrayed as the delicate one in the relationship, or, as a commonplace term, the "submissive", I can say that I find this newfound fragility in Doojoon to be quite tasteful. It's really quite a nice inversion; a stray away from the conventionality of what might be expected from any pairing involving Doojoon and I really like it ^^ Somehow, it certainly seems much more realistic that someone as unsure of himself, as frightened and as estranged from love as Doojoon is, would need someone to take care of him both physically and emotionally. And it just seems appropriate that that someone is Uruha, no matter how pretty or "girly" Uruha's appearance might make him out to be.
It seems like a theme in this story- not judging someone by their appearances or reputation ^^ Like how "player" and "manly" Doojoon certainly has a full range of emotions, as does anyone else, and is by far much more hurt than anyone would ever have perceived. And how Uruha, who seems to be publicly more of a flamboyant type of person, attentive to his implied feminine appearance seems to be the one who can offer Doojoon a sense of safety and protection that he seems not to have ever had before.
Uruha kissing Doojoon's palm is such a tender moment in the story ^^ And, having read and written some mpreg, myself, Uruha wrapping his arms around Doojoon's stomach gave me a faint impression of Doojoon having a baby or something hehe~ ^^' (my mind out of wraps...) but a very loving gesture, indeed ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#5
Chapter 26: Hehe~ second time reading this chapter today ^^
Doojoon is so cute when he was crying and wanting his Uruha ^^ poor Doojoon... He thought he messed up again...
I'm so happy about this chapter (⌒▽⌒)
-Angela-Zhang-
#6
Chapter 26: Yes, yes YES!!!!!!! :D
This chapter made my day, even though it's just starting ^^
I'm so glad it wasn't Doojoon's fault and that girl is just horrible DX.
Yay!!! Uruha asked Doojoon out again!! :D
They're already so cute together and poor Doojoon when he wanted 'his' Uruha ^^ he seems so fragile in this chapter and I liked that ^^
-Angela-Zhang-
#7
Chapter 25: Oh no...! :(
Doojoon...! What have you done...?!
I have a pretty bad feeling for how things are going to go for Doojoon now... Actually not so much in terms of a relationship, but I think Doojoon himself is going to suffer a lot with what happened...I feel like he's going to give up on himself, not just on a relationship with Uruha but give up on himself as a person...
-Angela-Zhang-
#8
Chapter 24: This is one of my favorite chapters ^^
I really like Doojoon's dad and how he so easily accepted that his son is in love with a man :)
The chapter was so full of warmth and love and this chapter, more than any other, really shows how Doojoon had changed. It's great to see that he really is love with Uruha and that he's reconciled with his father. It certainly seems necessary for him to love his family before entering into a relationship with Uruha.
It was actually quite striking to hear how Doojoon's father married a year ago and Doojoo wasn't even aware of it. It shows just how distant from those close to him he became.
Hopefully Yoonja's daughter won't give Doojoon a hard time... ^^'
It would be very interesting, indeed, to see Uruha meet Doojoon's parents ^^
and hopefully Doojoon will fnd some solace about his relationship with his mother. That rejection when he was only seven must have been terrible.
-Angela-Zhang-
#9
Chapter 23: :'(
What an emotional chapter!! It was great, but poor Doojoon! It seems like this was really the breaking point for him,but I'm actually glad that he got so many negative feelings out in the open. It seemed like a necessary thing to do and now people know exactly how he's feeling. I think it is time that he's given a little more care and support ^^ and I think that the fact that he went to apologize to Donghae shows that he is changing and him pushing Donghae out of the way is proof of the good person that Uruha sees in him :D
I really love the realism in this- how Uruha's not plunging into a relationship, but not giving up on Doojoon, either and how Doojoon's coming to face himself :)
-Angela-Zhang-
#10
Chapter 22: <3
Thank you for thinking of me ^^~ And my exams did go well ^^
That's okay! You take your time in updating- I always love reading this story and I will patiently await your updates :D

I was really glad that Uruha and Doojoon privately spoke with each other in this chapter and that Uruha noticed not only the effort that Doojoon has been applying in trying to change, but also how Doojoon's been struggling with a rather rude confrontation of his faults. I think that having bad feelings go unacknowledge by others is just as bad as dealing with those feelings alone and I was happy that Uruha stood up for Doojoon, despite how much trouble Doojoon's put him through. Doojoon certainly does deserve some notice for his genuine efforts to change.
I like how Uruha is just as protective of Doojoon as Doojoon seems to be over Uruha ^^~ And there was really quite a bit of wisdom in this chapter, about having to trust yourself first, before expecting others to trust you.
I think the seriousness with which Uruha told Doojoon that he liked him and shouldn't let people tell him that he's heartless had quite an impact on Doojoon. It seems to me that this may have been one of the first times, if not the only time, that someone has really seen Doojoon's vulnerability and said to still have feelings for him, regardless. It feels like this sort of reassurance and support is not at all something that Doojoon would have received, prior to speaking with Uruha, on account of his mother not being in his life anymore.
hehe~ in my opinion, there should be even more subscribers for this story! ^^ Although there are not many jrock stories on here and even less "cross-overs", I think that there is a significant audience for this and this is a really awesome story ^^