The aroma of coffee beans greeted me as I walked into the usual place for drinks, Kona Beans. Probably one of the best places to get those awesome coffee based beverages. "Ommoni, get me 2 caramel frappe as usual please." I told Min's mum. Well, I heard Hae's mum was sick so she didn't turn up for work. The Suju ommas are just like my mum. They treat me very nicely as though I was their daughter. It's nice having people caring for you and they really show it. Since I am living far from my family, I miss my mum a lot. Hence, they never fail to fill up the empty spaces. Sometimes if I am here drinking caramel frappe alone, they would come up to me and have a little chit chat about lots of things.. School. Boys. Family. Anything!:) "There you go Hae Ra-ah.. Are you going to SM to meet Dong Hae?" Min's mum asked, already beaming, eyes glimming like the stars. I love to see her beam.. It just makes her look younger and carefree.. I just nodded shyly while gently taking the plastic from her hands. "Looking at both of you, I want to be young again to experience youth and love.. " I just gave a small chuckle.. She's just so cute. "Just remember to take care and have fun!" She exclaimed with excitement. "Hehe.. Neh omma!" I replied as I exited he shop. She is one of the ommas who strongly supported my relationship with Donghae. The cool breeze brushes against my skin. It's almost winter so the weather has been really cooling recently. By the way, this is the period I love the most. Almost the end of fall with winter coming round the corner. Maybe it was a bad idea to buy frappe instead of something warm. But drinking it never fails to liften up my mood. One of the favourite drinks and its also a common drink that both me and Hae oppa likes. Without wasting time, I headed straight to the building. I dressed pretty much better but casually. For today, I specially wore my black heeled boots out. Hehe.. Hope he doesn't tease me with the change for today's change of footwear. Soon enough, I reached the front of SM building.. Gosh, the elfs never fail to be there just to catch a glimpse of one of the oppas. The power of elfs.. Can be sweet and also scary to the max. Lost in thoughts, suddenly I only saw darkness. I panicked. "Who is it?" Said the soft, sweet voice who actually had his hands covering my eyes. I immediately know who it belongs to. "Ahh oppa.. Will you stop doing that? I'm going die of heart attack soon if you keep doing so.." I whined as I gave him my cute pout. Nobody, and I mean nobody could resist my pout. I froze, unprepared for the next thing that happened. He suddenly crashed his lips on mine. My eyes widened even though we did it a few times already.. I mean, we haven't done it for quite some time so its kinda sudden. Staying in that position for awhile, he broke the kiss. Lucky for us, there were no one else around. "I won't and don't stop giving me that pout.." he gave me a smirk, sending a thousand arrows to my heart. This is one thing I have always loved about him.. He is always giving you those cheesy lines that will make your heart beat so fast that its going to explode anytime soon. Hehe.. now back to the point, I looked down to my heels in embarrassment. "Arasso oppa.." I said softly, enough to let him hear. "Aigoo.. Jinja kyeopta.. My yeoja is still not use to this things.. Look at how red she turned." "Aish oppa.. Stop teasing me already. You're treating me as if I am a kid." "Arasso, arasso Hae Ra-ah.. Kaja!" He said as he held my right hand and led the way. Thinking back, did I really blush that much? Aww.. This is just so embarrassing. "Oppa, but where are we going?" I asked with my head tilted to the left. "Hmm.. Let's see.... I don't know too actually. Let's just walk around and see where we would end up at Kay?" Gahh.. he's giving that smile again. The smile that a lot of girls fell for the one that could kill you instantly. Once again, I looked down scared that he would see my blush. It's getting hotter because of my blushing when the sun is not helping. We walked down the pathment aimlessly, hand in hand. His warmth.. Just chatting here and there but mainly enjoying the silence. Not those awkward silences but those comforting ones when you know someone is there and just appreciate their presence. "Ohh oppa, I almost forgot.. this is for you" I gave him his frappe drink. "As expected from my yeoja.. hehehe.." he said as he took the drink from my hand and took a sip from it. "Mmm... This is really nice.. Why didn't you just buy one? Then we can at least share it." "Neh oppa, I'll buy only one next time." I said, laughing at his cheekiness. Hmm.. I wonder where we would end up at. We walked and walked whiledrinking our frappe too. Slurpp~~ slurp~~ I look at Donghae who was still out the foam even though the drink was already finished. I gave a light chuckle before I handed him my drink. "Oppa, there you go take this." "Jinja? Hehehe.. We'll be indirectly kissing then!" He beamed in excitement. Gahh.. Why must he mention about kissing.. Dugun dugun dugun.. my heart beat goes. Breathe in, breathe out. Ohh.. This place seems familiar. Ahh.. It's the park. Donghae and my favourite place. "Hae Ra-ah, do you remember this place?" He looked at me with the sweetest smile ever! *flashback* Donghae's POV. Woah this park is really nice.. I thought as I clicked the button of my precious Canon DSLR. It was given to me on my 20th birthday. By my late father so I really treat it nicely and I have been using it with a lot of care since then. My father was very nice to have bought me one because 1) He was not having a job and 2) he was actually saving up to buy his medication. Besides, photography is one of my hobbies that I enjoy most. To be able to capture precious moments and keep it as memories. My dad had also been supporting this hobby of mine, talking about it everytime and bringing me to wonderful places too to take photos. Nature, people. Basically everything that can be captured and things people do not usually see everyday. "Woah, wahh!" I turned my direction to the voice just nice to capture a picture of girl looking into my camera lens. She looked puzzled but very pretty and innocent. *Thud!* "Ouch.. That hurts!" Said the girl who had just fallen from her bicycle. Running up to her, I helped her up. "Gwenchanayo?" "Nehh.. ahh.." she groanedmoaned as she cupped her br "Excuse me, but were you taking my photo?" The girl asked. I panicked.. Am I not allowed to take her photo? "A.. aniyo.." "Ahh.. I see. I thought you were taking one of me.. Okay then, I'll get going first oppa!" With that, she went away. My heart was beating so fast but lucky I was still alive. I thought it was going to explode anytime soon. Eh.. what is this? Why am I like this? I should just continue taking photos.. Hae Ra POV. "Woah! Wahh!" I exclaimed as I finally got to stabalize my bicycle. Hehehe... Yes! Oww yes ah! I cycled for a bit and caught sight of a very nice looking guy. I can't quite see his face bacause its hidden by his big camera. He suddenly turned to me with his camera. His finger moved. Wait! Did he just took a photo of me? Andwae!! Appa would be really mad if he knows someone had been taking my photo. I must get him to delete... *Thud!* The next thing I knew, I landed on the ground on my . "Ouch it hurts!" I said as I rubbed my hurting . "Gwenchanayo?" I heard a voice ask. I looked up and adjusted my eyesight due to the blinding sunlight. Ohh.. It's him.. okay, keep your cool. "Nehh..ahh" I cupped my knee. I finally gathered up my courage and asked.. "Excuse me, but were you taking my photo?" Ahh.. I could see him look panic but what came out was different. "A.. aniyo" he said, stammering a bit I think he must have felt weird that I asked him such a question. "Ahh.. I see. I thought you were taking one of me.. Okay then, I'll get going first oppa!" I exclaimed, relieved to know he didn't take any photos of me. I flashed him a smile got up and dust myself. Gosh, that was an embarrassing fall but its okay. I took my bicycle from him and then went off. *End of flashback* "Nehh oppa... I remember this park." I replied shyly as I snapped out of my memories. I just wish we could go back to those times again.. "Hae Ra yah.. let's take a photo together. It's been a long time since I've taken one with you." *click* The camera went as both of us posed for it. The picture came out nicely. The background had some snow and a little of the flowers starting to bloom. Unknowingly, I hugged Donghae tightly, who was browsing some of his photos. "Hae Ra-yah.. Waeyo?" "Oppa, let's stay like this for a while... Saranghae.." I said to him, tightenning my hug. I could also feel him patting my back while my hair. "Nado saranghae Hae Ra yah.." Somehow, I felt weird hugging him now. There is something weird somewhere. "Umm.. Hae Ra yah.. " "Neh oppa?" "Can you help me with something?..." "What is it oppa? I'll help you, anything." Donghae pulled me closer and this time, I felt something hard pressed against my waist area. Ehh.. What is this? I looked up to him, having a desperate face. Uhh? What's wrong with him? He suddenly grabbed my hand and brought me somewhere. We arrived at a corner in the park. "Hae Ra yah.. Mianhae.." He said before pulling me closer. He gently pressed his lips on mine. It got intense after a while.. I kind of want it to stop but at the same time, I don't want it to stop. I broke this kiss, gasping for air. I could see his face getting more desperate. Before I could even stabilize my breathing, he pulled me in again. This time, I could feel the hardness getting harder. "Oppa, I feel uncomfortable. There is something hard in your pants." I said, pushing him away gently. "You don't see it?" He asked. "A..aniyo." He pulled me, this time quicker than before. We went brisk walking down the streets and arrived at a very familiar place, I call home. Confused, I asked, "Oppa what are we doing here? You want to sent me home? Don't you want to see me?" I pouted. *Ding!* The lift arrived at the lobby and he immediately pushed me gently in. "Oppa, what is really wrong with you?" Before I continued, he pinned me on the lift wall and started kissing me rather harshly. I think my lips could get bruises and blood would start coming out. I didn't want to give in to kissing him. But I gave up.. His kisses just send me on ecstasy. Soo nice that I thought I was in heaven. Finally we reached the 13th floor. He quickly reached for the door, punched in the door code and entered. "Hae Ra yah.. Jaebal.. I need you now.." he said, moving closer and closer to you. "Oppa.. do you mean that.." "Nehh Hae Ra yah.. Jaebal.." "But oppa, I am not ready..." He moved closer grabbed me by the waist and hugged me. "Jaebal.. Trust me.. You don't trust me?" He gave a slight pout. "But I am scared.." "It won't hurt.. I promise. It would be pure pleasure. If it hurts then just tell me. I'll stop. Jaebal Hae Ra ya.." With that being said, he grabbed me and started kissing me again.. I can't believe it but I am seriously enjoying it! I kissed him back passionately as he asked for entrance. I parted my lips and he explored every inch of my mouth. God, it feels like heaven. He slowly stopped after awhile, his hands my back, giving me goosebumps. He started kissing down my neck, causing me to let out a little moan. Little did I know, bit he got so . ing my black skinny jeans, he pushed me on the sofa and took it off me and tossed it on the floor. I shivered as my felt cold. "O.. oppa.." "Shh... It's okay, oppa is here.." I felt a bit safe when he said that. I hugged him first before he could take off my clothes.. I hope you'd take care of me well oppa. I trust you.. Showing him a sign of approval, he took off my clothes within a mere second. The coldness from the room made me shiver as my bare body is exposed. I hugged myself before he said, "You're beautiful Hae Ra ah.. please don't be shy..." He slowly removed my hands before pushing me down on the bed. He look into my eyes above me and slowly closed his eyes before kissing me. I wrapped my hands around his neck pulling him bearer and into a fierce battle for dominance. Now I'm in top of him with his hands travelling up and down my , sending me shivers. I won and explored his warm, sweet mouth. I placed light, gentle kisses on his mouth. I could sense that he was getting impatient and before I knew it, he flipped over leaving me under him. "Can I?" He said as he positioned himself comfortably. I just nodded, desperate for him to be inside of me. Before I know it he ed in slowly. I shut my eyes with full force as tears rolled down mt cheecks. Instead of letting me adjust to his size, he kept ing at the slow pace. Hae Ra was speechless. She felt horrible trying to adjust to the size. Narrator POV. "Oppa.." she cried, her hands grabbing the cushion while her tears streamed like there's no tomorrow. "Mianhae Hae Ra yah.." Donghae said while pulling out of her. Hae Ra could not say anything but just cupped her face while crying in pain. Hae Ra turned away from Donghae and kept sobbing. Her insides hurt so much. Donghae slid his left arm around her waist while his right patted her back. "Shh.... Are you okay? Does it hurt that much?" "..." Hae Ra just nodded still sobbing. "Jeongmal mianhae Hae Ra yah.. I am such a bad gut to force you into this.." "Oppa, I am also sorry I can't give you what you want." Hae Ra said while turning over to Donghae. Hae Ra's POV. "Aniyo, gwenchana.. I will wait for you to be ready." I snuggled close to him and buried my face in his chest, hoping to get some warmth from him. I smelled his scent and drove off to a deep slumber, exhausted from what happened just now. Donghae POV. I her dark brown hair as het beautiful innocent face buried into my chest. I am so sorry lovely I forced you into this. But I will wait till you're ready. Even if its a thousand years. I adjusted her face position for easy breathing. I caressed the angelic face in front of me gently as a tear escaped her eye. I wiped it away and gave her a quick peck on her lips before drifting off to sleep.