That night Taeyong drove me home. His lips never got tired from smiling ear to ear, and I couldn’t resist that mine too. I’ve been smiling like an idiot for the whole ride. I pushed the door opened and stepped outside before bid him goodbye. I couldn’t sleep again last night. All I could think was Taeyong. It was not like I regret everything that happened, but… there was this feeling which was screaming Lee Gak’s name.

You could believe this or not, but this continued for about

2 years.

Me and Taeyong finally made it to our 2nd anniversary. He loved me so much that he even couldn’t let me hung out with my male friends. I found him adorable by doing that, and I was, ever so slowly, falling in love with him. But I hate myself more because up until now

I’m still missing Lee Gak.

Yes, I’m screw.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” Taeyong asked as he held my shoulder. I smiled.

“I’m okay.. Hey, let’s go to Han river. I really want to watch the fireworks.” I said. My mind trailed to where I and Lee Gak watched the fireworks last time. We sat on the same grass and his hair cut was similar with Lee Gak. I looked at him as his eyes widened in awe when he saw the fireworks.

Lee Gak… I miss you. So much.

Without me knowing, a tear slowly dripped down on my face. One tear lead to another tear, in no time, my face had drained on my tears. It has been 2 years and I’ve spent them together with Taeyong but why… why this heart still hurts?
I leaned my pounding head to Taeyong’s shoulder. This, was what I do to Lee Gak back then too. Sobs started to escape my mouth. It’s hurt.. my heart was pounding hard that I could feel the beating in my head. All of the sudden, I felt my head getting lighter. I couldn’t open my eyes. I was too weak to even move my fingers. I think I’m fainting. My ears were gonna burst out by hearing my own heart beating. Was this the impact of too much stress for the past 2 years? I couldn’t hear anything right now. All black. I’m sure now, I’m already faint. But, shouldn’t I be unconscious? How could I still talk like this in my mind?

Suddenly a hint of light appear in front of me. I gasped, trying to understand where the hell I was. I know I’m fainted! The light got brighter and ever so slowly, I heard some murmures.

“Your Highness! She’s awake!” someone shouted as I try to open my eyes.

“Bu Young!” my eyes snapped open as I know whose this voice belonged. And what did he call me again? Bu Young? From what I’ve remembered, Bu Yong is ME. 300 years ago. When my eyes opened, everything was blurry. Then I saw him… wearing a king clothes. I looked around as I saw EVERYBODY wearing those clothes where you could only find in drama.

“Park Ha?” I looked aside to where the voice come from. It was Yong Seol. He was the one, calling my name. I smiled as turned my gaze to the shocked Lee Gak.

“Lee Gak…” I called out his name as I caressed his face.

“Park Ha…” his eyes still widened in shock as a tear fall from his eyes.