I’m so sick of this.

 

“ Hey, are you ok Sunyoung-sshi ? “

“ Y-Yeah. I’m just .. a little cold from the wind. “

“ We can warm you up if you want. “

“ Ha.. Ha .. erm no .. “

 

I even feel sick of this.

 

“ Eh ? What ? “

“ Don’t be like that .. We will be by your side. “

 

I don’t care who, someone please save me.

 

And someone  was there, but … when I mean someone, I didn’t meant that it would be him, who rebounded with  blood, and not to mention, having two half-dead guys on his hands, that to me, maybe others as well, he did resembles a GRIM !! I don’t know which one is scarier. These erted guys or him.

 

“ Hey you … “

My feet were shaken as he approached.

“ Woah ! It’s Kim Jonghyun !! He’s already released from the house arrest ?!! “

 

He won’t do anything to me right ? As long as these guys were still here.

 

“ You’ll be killed if your eyes meet his for 5 seconds !! “

“ RUN !! “

 

I thought I’m the weakest out of them ? Now what ? They leaved me alone ? With him ? And two of that half-dead body ?!!

 

He’s coming. I could feel it. His steps are nearing… and nearing .. as I slowly turning to my back .. “ Are you .. “

 

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Yesterday, as I woke up, I realized that I was in the infirmary.

“ I guess that person carried me there after all … “

 

But today, as I walked into the school, “ It’s that girl. The sophomore, Park Sunyoung. “ Could be said that everybody were oddly staring at me.

“ From yesterday, she was held by that Kim Jonghyun. “

They saw us I guess but that wasn’t the reason of my stunned face. It was when I heard, “ They say she’s Kim Jonghyun’s girlfriend ! “

 

What just they said ?!! I’m that Grim’ girlfriend ?!

 

It’s receding tides as I tried to explain myself. “ That’s not it ! “

“ Eh ? Really ? She’s pretty though. “

“ That’s a bummer. “ Right ! An extreme misunderstanding.

“ No way !! I’m not … “

“ Yo ! Are you ok now ? “

 

Did he just openly talking to me ?! In front of these people ?

 

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Cafeteria

 

This sort of turned out weird.

 

“ What are you doing Sunyoungie ? The breads are gonna sell out. “

“ Ah, Ok. “

 

First thing first. Food is more important than my issue with that Grim. I have to get that hot bun no matter what. But, the problem is … how ? I couldn’t even see the counter. Right. I will just squeeze in between those people. Right like that. Yeah .. eh ! No…

“ Excuse me.. Please stop pushing me. No… I want to go that way .. I.. Aaacckk !! “

 

I was lucky that it’s not the floor that met my face but my body was caught by somebody. “ I’m sor .. “

I tried to look up to this person’s face to say my sorry but when I does, “ RY?!! “

 

That Grim. It’s him again. I’m sure my eyes were bulging out and I tried my best to close my eyes tightly as those erted guys’ words playing in my head, “ You’ll be killed if your eyes meet his for 5 seconds !! “ 

I heard whispers even shrieked around me and once I opened my eyes I was surprised with the Moses’s Road-Way before me. Most of them were looking at us with those scared face, I know it’s not us. It was him. But then a tap on my shoulder had somehow loosen up myself. It was again him, “ Go on. “

* Huh ? *

I held tightly onto my purse as I hesitantly walking towards the counter with his eyes still following me. Did he just help me ?

 

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Jonghyun-sshi, is always being scared of by everyone. Maybe, he’s not all  that bad of person. Ever since that day, he’s always giving out his help towards me. I felt happy with his intention …

“ The dictionary is heavy~~ “

“ You are way too weak, you know ?! “ He said more like shouting at me as he swiftly took away my bag and helping me carry it.

Well he forgot one thing, I myself was weak. I almost fall down as he grab my bag without me getting ready for it.

 

But somehow, he is exaggerating things like there’s one time when  I did the cleaning for my class and out of nowhere he showed up, and took in charge in the cleaning instead of me. And there is also one time where I happened to have a cut on my finger and once again he popped out in front of me with a roll of bandage ready on his hand while saying, “ Why are you too weak ? Now you’re bleeding ? “

 

He was so kind to even helped me with the bandage but I will be more appreciated if he wrapped the bandage around the wound and not my whole body. Believe me, I tried to tell him but whenever I looked at his face, I stops. He seems quite nervous while doing it. Probably he never did anything like this before. So I just let it pass and end up having Qian unnie to treat my wound.

 

 

I was busy putting all of my books inside the locker when I saw him walking by. Quickly, I locked it up and tried as fast as I can to catch with him.

“ Jonghyun-sshi … “ I called him while running towards him.

 

He did stops and turned to his back which made me smiles. Yes, I wasn’t scared of him anymore. Well, a little of that maybe. I see him for somebody new. Someone who has a warm heart behind those fierce face.

 

“ Are you going back home ? “ I asked as I approached but somehow, my steps are getting slower than it already is. I felt dizzy out of sudden and I happened to fall down right when I was in front of him.

But that was not it.

It also happened to made his pants to slip down since I was holding onto it for a support. Luckily, if it was consider as lucky, he wore a boxer instead of you know what. Everyone around him were shocked with what just they saw and I’m sure he felt the same. By that time, I can only,

“ I’m sorry. I suddenly got Anemia while running … “

 

Oh my ! What have I done ?! I’m sorry Jonghyun-sshi.

I guess holding onto his pants for a support was obviously a bad idea.

 

“ You ! How dare you do that to Jonghyun !! “ One of his friend shouted at me.

“ Hey ! Hey ! Hurry and run ! “ I heard that. It’s Soojung’s  voice.

“ Of all things, Jonghyun’s pants … “ Right no more thinking. I should really follow Soojung’s advice.

I was about to get up from the floor when abruptly being stops by him. He looked at me like before, the time when before he save my life, the fierce face that always we seen.

” You are making up for this !! “

 

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“ Don’t even move a millimeters from that spot !! “

 

I supposed that was obvious but, here I am, at the rooftop, following Soojung’s idea to just ran away and I’m dead tired right from the whole escaping thing.

* Jonghyun-shi is super angry right now. *

 

 “ Aaah ! Cold ! “ I shrieked unconsciously when suddenly I felt a cold contact on top of my forehead.

I looked up and met with his face. “ Jonghyun-shi … “

He came back ?

“ You feel better after awhile ? “

 

Silence took place for couple of minutes before I started apologizing, “ I’m so sorry, for doing that kind of thing in front if everybody. “

He didn’t say a word and just side glance at me which made me feels more guilty. “ I’ve only been a bother to you. I’m really sorry. “

He snorted, “ If you think you were bad then show me with your body. “ What just I heard ? “ Body ? “

 

Could it be … “ Ki-…ss ? “ It can’t be right ? But the way he’s smirking at me right now, “ Yup. “

“ Like a hug and a kiss ? “

He leaned forward towards me with those smiling eyes. “ Maybe ? “ And back away soon after that with a little chuckles could be heard from him.

“ I’m sorry okay. “

And I did it, like been told. A peck on his cheek and a little hug for his forgiveness.

He looked at me with an indescribable stares, “ You .. really did it ? “ And seconds after that, a small laugh could be heard from him once again.

No way. Did he just … “ It’s … That-Th-..That was a joke ? “

And he keep on laughing after that, making me realized that I’ve been fooled. “ Meanie !! “

What else can he do than just laughing at a babo like me. “ And I thought what I did was really bad … “

I shook his body out of annoyance but he just ignored it and keep on teasing me. “ Haha ! Lucky me. “

I didn’t stop him from laughing at me, * I wonder why … when I see Jonghyun-shi’s smile, my heart becomes painful. *

 

Is the next classroom has always been this far ? I could feel that my feet started given in once my eyes locked with the stairs in front of me.

“ I gotta hurry before the bell rings. “

I took the book on by on that was scattered on the floor since I’ve tripped just now, * My physical strength is way too pathetic, if I say so myself … and .. owh .. *

“ Jeez, are even eating enough ? “ How can he simply lifting me up ?

“ Sorry. Why are you in a place like this ? “

“ I was on my way to skip class. Then you just collapsed again. “

“ I’m sorry. “

“ Quit with the sorry-ing already. “

 

Always, If I’m in trouble, he’ll come to help me without a doubt. “ Jonghyun-shi … “

He turned to look at me, “ If not words then show with body right ? “

I want this. I really felt that this should be done and not because he wants it, it because I want to. “ Thank you. “

I know what it meant by this peck, * I love you. *.

 

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“ You know lately, Jonghyun been kinda lame. “

“ Losing a heart for some girl, he’s being more like a servant. “

“ It’s pretty shameful huh. “

“ Generally, that Sunyoung chick is causing too much trouble. “

“ Hasn’t she realized that she’s been a burden to Jonghyun ? “ 

 

* I … Burden *

 

“  Yo. “ I was startled by his voice.

“ Are you exhausted again ? You’re powerless as usual. “

They’re right. I’m depending on Jonghyun-shi’s kindness.

“ Give them to me. I’ll carry them for you. “ He is pointing at my books.

“ That’s … okay. “

He already get a hold of one of the book, “ You can’t really restrain yourself this late now right ? I mean, It’ll be more troublesome if you collapsed right in front of me. “

It’s because he’s nice towards me, and I’ve fond with it way too much. I can’t let it to go on.

“ You don’t have to help me. “ Unconsciously, I yelled at him. I didn’t mean it. Really, I don’t.

“ I’m okay, by ,myself. “

“ So leave me alone already. “

You know what I means right ?

“ Ooh, really, now … “

 

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I don’t want to be a burden to Jonghyun-shi. I hate when they said I’m being a reason behind everything. I have to do this myself. No more Jonghyun-shi. 

“ That Jonghyun. His sense in woman is pretty good. “ Suddenly, a group of boys surrounded me.

“ You’re Jonghyun’s girlfriend, aren’t you ? “ I just dumbfounded looking at them.

“ Sorry, but can you cooperate with us a little ? “ Wait ! What did they want from me ?

 

 

I’m scared. I’ve been dragged towards this rooftop and worse being tied up by a chair. What exactly they want from him ?

“ I’ve contacted Jonghyun. “ One of the thug said while shoving his phone into his pocket.

“ That’s great. You’ll be meeting your boyfriend soon. “ I’ve becomes more anxious when I heard that from him.

“ Well, the moment we see him is gonna be an instant attack though. “

“ Thanks to you we can finally thank him for everything. “

“ I doubt Jonghyun can handle this many people. “ Stop. Please.

“ If it’s Jonghyun, then he won’t come. “ That abruptly made them stop talking.

I’ve said the truth. He won’t come. I’ve said terrible things to him. Besides, “ I’m not his girlfriend. “

I cannot hold it anymore and just have to let the tears falls. I feel terrible for every words that I said to him.

 

“ YOU BASTARD !! “

 

No way ! Why did he come ?

 

“ I’ll kill you all !! “

 

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Six people were literally being thrown here and there with of course blood covering their face and body. I couldn’t even recognize their face anymore. All looks the same with those bruises on.

 

“ So, how is this ‘ I’m okay by myself ‘ ? “

He help untied the rope, “ You’re … “ He’s going to be mad at me.

“ Always like this. So I can’t leave you alone. “ He pulled me into his embraced, his warmth hug.

“ I’m sorry I’ve caused you trouble again. “

He caressed my hair gently, probably wants to let me calm, “ I don’t care if you do, no matter how much. “

I can only smiles in my cries.

“ I’ll take it all in, since I’m strong unlike you. “

But then he pulled apart which made me startled, “ Jeez, using me so harshly like that ! If you think I’m gonna forgive you so easily … “

Quickly I wrapped my arms around his waist and tighten it as I don’t wanna let it go. “ Okay, I’ll forgive you. “

That happened to made me smiled. Was he always been this simple minded ?

“ Now that I think about it, I didn’t receive it this time. “

I just stared at him in confusion as he pulled away,

“ This. “ 

And he cutely points at his cheek when makes me smiles even wider before I slowly leaned towards him making him immediately closing his eyes in anticipation. Surely after this, lots of kisses will be repeated. The ‘ I’m sorry ‘ kisses and the ‘ Thank you ‘ kisses.

 

 I let out a chuckle when I caught him peeking at me and that’s when I hold onto his face, making him facing mine. He seems dumbfounded but I don’t care because from this moment, there would be lots of  the ‘ I Love You ‘ kisses.

 

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“ Jonghyun is madly in love !! “

“ That means she’s the strongest woman in history !! “

 

Yes I’m Park Sunyoung. That strongest girl that they’ve talking about and I’m happy that he choose me.