A week had passed since Kyu found out his feelings for Yesung and didn’t know what to do about it, was it right to love his hyung?

Kyu was becoming more and more distant to Yesung without realising it as he wanted to sort out his feelings before having to face Yesung. Little does Kyu know Yesung was hurting inside as he knew Kyu was trying to avoid him, when ever he wanted to talk Kyu would make up an excuse to get away from Yesung.

It was weird, Kyu had never experience this kind of feelings before, and it was hard to come to term with his feelings for the older. Even though he is rejecting his feelings, Kyu however still didn’t like it when other people touch what is his because his blood would boil but he fails to admit it. With that Kyuhyun had started to hurt Yesung emotionally and Yesung didn’t know what to do about it.

“Teukie hyung, Kyu is avoiding me” Yesung said

“ What made you say that?” Teukie questioned

“He’s been coming home late and not even calling me, on top of that he would brush of when I try to touch him”

“ Are you sure? Why would Kyu do that… you two are close enough to talk about this”

Teukie sigh trying to take in the information Yesung was giving him

“ That’s what I thought hyung but it seems I was wrong, what if I did something to hurt him hyung?” Yesung was now in a panicky state “ oh no I might have caused him pain without realising and that’s why he is refusing to talk to me”

Eyes widen Teukie replied, “I'm sure that’s not the case…” before he could finish Yesung cut in

“It’s all my fault hyung, that must be it!”

“Hey now, don’t blame yourself we just need to ask him about it”

“ But he doesn’t even want to talk to me anymore, when I try to talk to him he would run out the house saying he has things to attend to” tears rolling out of his eyes

Teukie leaned in to hug Yesung as he continues crying. Yesung never knew it would hurt this much to be ignored by Kyuhyun.

Meanwhile in the dorm

“ I don’t know what I should do!” Kyu exclaim

“What do you mean, if you like him then tell him you like him, simple” Heechul said in a matter of fact tone

“ How? I shouldn’t be liking him like this”

“There’s nothing wrong with it”

“ There is! I shouldn’t be liking my hyung!”

“ Brat! Yah! Look around you MinWook and EunHae are a couple and they don’t care about who’s older than who, all they care about is they love each other” Heechul was getting angry

“What if I end up hurting him? I know he is already hurt because of me”

“Then don’t… look, this is your choice, only you can make the decision to do something or nothing at all. I can’t force you because only you know what’s best for you. Relationships don’t always have a happy ending but it doesn’t mean we can’t try to achieve it. If you’re counting the odds then look at me a Teukie, we contrast each other so much, yes we fight and argue but at the end of the day we still love each other and look at how far it has gotten us.” Heechul continues, “you and Yesung have a strong bond between you that maybe you yourself don’t realise, the two of you have nothing in common but it didn’t make you stay away from him or hate him now did it? You know the saying opposite attracts, just embrace it…anyway enough of my rambling, just one last advice”

Kyu look expectant

“ Think about it probably before it’s too late” Heechul got up and left the room leaving Kyuhyun behind to think about his words

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“ I just don’t know what to do hyung”

“ Maybe before asking him about his feelings you should be asking yourself first”

Not getting what Teukie was talking about Yesung question him “what do you mean hyung?”

“I mean what are your feelings for him”

“…. I don’t know, I like him I guess, he’s nice to me most of the time and I'm happy whenever he’s happy but it hurts me to see him sad… I hate that he doesn’t want to talk to me anymore because it hurts so much…”

“Yesung?” Teukie called out as Yesung began to drift into his thoughts

“ You know what that sounds like?” Yesung’s full attention was now on Teukie

“ It sounded like you’re in love with him”

Yesung’s eyes widen by Teukie’s outburst

“ I guess you didn’t realise it yourself huh, well I wouldn’t be surprised, you are not always the most perceptive person…”Teukie looking at Yesung “the feelings you are experiencing is love, you think more about the other person than yourself, you have them on your mind 24/7 and would do anything if that person would smile at you”

“ I am in love?” Yesung question

“ Yes…”

“ The reason your hurt is because you feel like Kyu is rejecting you whenever he refuses to talk to you”

“So I am in love…” Yesung chuckled slightly to the new information while his head is still trying to process everything.

“ Don’t try to over think it, feel it… deep inside your heart you know the answer, I suggest you try to talk to Kyu and sort it out, I need to go now but if you need anything just call me okay?”

Yesung nodded before Leeteuk left the apartment

Moments later Kyuhyun arrived

“ Oh Kyu your back…um…I- I think we need to talk” Yesung said nervously

“ Sorry I cant” Kyu replied emotionlessly

“ But I have something to tell you” Yesung insisted taking a step closer to Kyu

Kyu stepped back “ I don’t have anything to say to you right now, please leave me alone for a while”

“ Did I do something wrong?”  Yesung asked with an anxious tone in his voice

“ No!”  Kyu exclaim, “it’s not you, it’s me, I need to work something out”

“ Maybe I can help if you tell m-“ before Yesung could finish Kyu shouted

“ It’s something I need to figure out myself, hyung, just please…”

Tears were gathering in Yesung’s eye

“ But Kyu, I just want to help you, I don’t want to see you sad nor do I want you to avoid me” Yesung moving his hand closer to Kyu’s face

“ Hyung! I don’t need your help!!! Can’t you just leave me alone!!! I don’t want to see you right now!!!” Kyu shouted and Yesung retract his hand straight away

Seconds later realising what he had said to his beloved Yesung he looked up quickly to see a crying and heart broken Yesung standing in front of him

“ I-I'm s-sorry…” was all Yesung could let out before his eyes were covered in tears as he ran out of the apartment

“ Hyung…” Kyu tried to call Yesung but he was already out

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Hearing the shouting and the crying MinWook, EunHae and TeukChul came running into the room

“What happened?” Sungmin asked

“Where’s Yesung hyung?” Ryeowook shouted at Kyu

“Answer him!!!” Donghae shouted

It wasn’t much of a surprise for Donghae and Wookie to ask about Yesung; out of everyone the two of them are closest to Yesung and love him more than others.

 “ He ran out” Kyu replied not looking at the members

“Why?” Ryeowook asked not able to control himself any longer as Donghae pulled Kyu’s shirt so that he would look at them

“…I told him to leave me alone and didn’t want to see his face s-“ before Kyu could finished donghae had landed a punch on his face knocking him to the floor

Everyone was surprised as Donghae was the 2^nd most patient person after Yesung so for him to do this… it was serious

“ I swear you better start praying because if anything happened to Yesung hyung I will be coming after you! I don’t care if your younger or whatever!! !!” Donghae threatened before running out

 “ And I wouldn’t mind helping!” Wookie added before running after Donghae to search for Yesung

Sungmin and Eunhyuk can only see how angry their boyfriends are as Yesung was indeed more than a brother to them; they also guessed that the words were not just a bluff. This was serious; they glanced quickly at Kyu before running to follow their boyfriends.

“What was that?”  Heechul said raised and eyebrow, he was angry and anyone who knew him could tell

“…” Kyu didn’t reply

“ After all I told you and this was what you decided to do?” Heechul was now shouting, some might not know but even though Heechul calls Yesung rabid dog, he was actually praising him and Heechul was also surprisingly protective of Yesung as he is his AB brother.

“ I didn’t mean to…” Kyu said finally looking up

“ Mean it or not you still hurt him and now who know where he is, he better be alright for your sake” Heechul let out. Teukie being the umma didn’t know what to say or do, he was speechless.

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Yesung has been running with tears continuously rolling down his eyes, he didn’t know what to do. It hurts so much.

He wished he could forget it all because it was killing him inside out. As he ran out the door Kyuhyun’s voice kept on replaying in his ears, he just wanted to forget everything…

Donghae and Wookie along with Sungmin and Eunhyuk just spotted Yesung as they tried to run to him. Yesung not noticing his surrounding as he tried to get away from everything ran onto the street while the light was green…

“YESUNG HYUNG!!!!!!!!!” was all he heard before he was hit by a car

Donghae and Wookie were the first to run to Yesung and Sungmin and Eunhyuk followed, the four of them while running toward Yesung saw the car and all shouted out Yesung’s name at the same time but it was too late, Yesung’s body was hit by the car with a drunk driver driving it. The 4 were stunned and shock for a moment before Donghae and Wookie started running towards the older kneeling down next to him.

Yesung was lying on the street with blood covering his body

“ Hyung, hyung please wake up” Ryeowook said while shaking Yesung gently with tears covering his eyes

“ Hyung you cant leave us. Please wake up” Donghae was panicking as the four of them were crying

“ Please, someone call an ambulance, please!!!” Sungmin shouted out

“ Hyung, please stay with us, please!!” Eunhyuk cried holding Yesung’s hand while praying for him

Yesung was slightly conscious and he could hear his dongsaeng crying out to him, he open his eyes slightly a mumbled the words

“t-t-ell ky-u-u i-m s-or-ry” it was blackout and the last thing Yesung could hear was the siren

“No hyung!! Wake up!!! Don’t sleep!!!” Wookie was shaking Yesung more vigorously

“ Hyung!!! You have to wake up!!! Look I promise I wont kill Kyuhyun if you wake up and tell me not to okay?? Please!!” Donghae told the unconscious Yesung

“ Yesung hyung!!! Please we need you!!!” both Eunhyuk and Sungmin yelled in union as they hug the unmoving Yesung.