What We Realize
Description
I love you, I do. But, in reality, I know that 'we' shouldn't 'be'.
I purposefully choose to stay away, because I know you deserve better.
I see it. I know it. There's someone that fills that void that I know I cannot fill.
They think I'm foolish, for throwing away the chance to get closer to you.
What they don't know is that I realized that we're fully capable of hurting the ones we love.
So, I prefer to stay where I am and not pursue wishful thinking.
They don't know it...but this...
This is reality.
(Note: Reader-insert but in first person. It was just easier that way)
Inspired by & Dedicated to –tofutae
Because without you expressing the love in your heart
This wouldn’t be.
<3
Foreword
"You love him, don't you?" Kibum whispered as I pretended to not acknowledge him. He nudged me and I looked at him from the corner of my eye and instead of asking one more time, he stated it as if it were a matter of fact."You love him."
"And what if I do?" I asked quietly, and I knew what he was going to say in response. So I continued before the words could
come out of his mouth. "I'm not about to let a dream bring me down. Besides..."
I looked over at him to find him smiling and laughing with Taemin.
"Besides...I'm happy where I stand in his life. I know he deserves better. He deserves to be happy."
"Tch. And you think you can't make hyung happy?"
"I know that I can hurt him."
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