Minho’s POV

‘Why did this happen to me?’ I said out loud waiting for an answer, but I know that no one would answer me. I must be going crazy, walking through an alley talking to myself and expecting for an answer. Seriously why me? Why him? Why us? I should've never let him enter my life as if my life was normal and everyone could approach me easily. He was different, that’s why. He was different from everyone and everything that I had ever seen in my whole life. He had a shining light coming from his eyes, a shining smile and everything about him was so bright. He brightened my life, my dark life. He was and is my everything even not being here with me. He will always be my everything. I want revenge but at the same time I remember him saying that revenge doesn’t heal anything. I just want to see those people dead, I want to see their blood in my hands, I want to hear them begging me to not kill them. I know he’s somewhere now and he’s watching me and he wouldn’t like it. I remember as if it happened yesterday…