Never-Ending Jealousy

Only Tears

Written by cheesebloo


Raerim's POV:

"Hey ~" L.Joe said as he held onto a badminton racket. "Let's play a quick game of badminton ~" We all looked at him. "There's only four rackets ~" Seulmi said as she held onto another racket. "We can always switch ~" L.Joe said as he started to hit the birdy upward. "Come on ~" He encouraged. "Let's play ~" I then sighed. "But it's too hot ~" I complained.

L.Joe then looked at me. "Winner gets ice cream ~" he said as he smiled at me. I blinked. Winner gets ice cream... ? "Who's paying ?" I asked him. He then smiled more. "The losing team ~" he said. I then looked at Seulmi. "LET'S GO ~" I said as I stood, getting pumped. Seulmi then sighed. "I'll play second game ~" she said as she handed me the racket that was in her hands. "I'm too lazy to play ~" she continued as I pouted. "But Seulmi ~" I started to whine. "ICE. CREAM. Do it for the Ice cream ~!!!"

"I can always buy my own ~" she said as she pushed her sunglasses up & smiled. I then sighed. "Then who's going to be my partner ?" I asked as I pouted while I hug the racket. Changjo then came to me smiling. "I'll be your partner noona ~" he said as Seulmi handed him a racket. I then smiled. "Thanks Changjo ~" I said. "You're so nice... unlike some people ~" I then looked at Seulmi as she smiled & showed me a V sign. Chunji then walked next to me. "Are you sure you dont want to play Seulmi ?" he asked, concern. "You can take my place ?" Seulmi then shook her head. "No ~ You play ~" She said as she stood up & took an umbrella. "I'll keep score ~"

She then opened the umbrella as Chunji mumbled "Ohkae then..." Seulmi then put the umbrella over his head. "Gaja ~" she said as they walked over to where L.Joe was at. Changjo then nudged me. I looked at him. "Does Chunji hyung likes Seulmi noona ?" he asked, still looking at them walking together. I then shruged my shoulders. "I dont know... Why ?" I asked. He then looked at me. "Just wondering since he's always with her..." I then chuckled. "You like Seulmi ?" I asked.

He shook his head. "No... I mean, Seulmi noona's nice & all... she's also really pretty, but I only see her as a friend ~" he said as I nodded. "Besides ~" he continued. "I like someone else ~" My eyes grew wide. Awwww ~ Changjo likes someone ~!!! I must know who... "Who is it ? Do I know her ? Does she go to your school ? If so then... I dont know her... but I still want to know ~" I said as I jumped up & down, holding onto his arm while pouting. "Tell me ~"

He then laughed as he pinched my cheeks. "You're so cute noona ~" he said as he walked away, leaving me behind. "YA ~" i yelled out. "Tell me ~!!" but he didnt stop walking. He just continued. I then sighed as my shoulders sunk as I started to walk over where everyone was at. Once I got there, we started the game. "You two ready ?" Chunji asked as he played around with his racket. I nodded as Changjo gave a verbal response. "Yeah hyung ~" he said. "We're ready ~"

L.Joe then went to serving position. "You better not cry when you lose ~" he said looking at Changjo. Changjo then smirked. "You wish ~" he said. I then looked a Chunji as he looked at me too. He then shrugged. "Ready Raerim ?" L.Joe said as I nodded. He then served it & hit towards Chunji. Chunji hit it & it went towards Changjo. The game went on till L.Joe missed it. "Yeah ~" Changjo said as he high fived me. "Looks like we're getting ice cream ~" I said excitedly. L.Joe then took the birdy & pointed his racket at Changjo. "You got lucky ~" he said, "I wont go easy on you ~"

Chunji then served the birdy towards me & I hit it & it went towards L.Joe. L.Joe then smashed it towards Changjo & Changjo didnt get it in time. Changjo then looked L.Joe as L.Joe smirked. "I told you ~" L.Joe said. I looked at Changjo as he began to look serious. More serious when he's playing his game. This... cant be good. Throughout the game, L.Joe would always hit the beirdy towards Changjo & Changjo would always hit it towards L.Joe. Most of the time... Chunji & I were just standing there waiting. I sighed as I walked towards Seulmi & sat next to her under the umbrella. "Arent you suppose to be playing ?" she asked. I then sighed as I saw Chunji walking towards us & sitting next to Seulmi on her left side. "Yeah ~" I said. "But it's not fun when you're just standing there."

"Those two dont even know we left ~" Chunji said as we began to watch the game between L.Joe & Changjo. "What's up with those two anyways ?" Seulmi asked. Chunji then sighed "I dont know" he said. "But I wanna go swimming." I looked at the Seulmi & Chunji. "Let's go?" I asked & they both nodded as we stood up & took of our shirts. Luckily we already put on a bunch if sunblock so we made our way towards the water.

L.Joe's POV:

I laid on the sand, trying to catch my breathe as I closed my eyes & as the sun beat down at me. Soon, a shadow hovered me as I opened my eyes to find Changjo smirking down at me. "Give up hyung?" he said as he chuckled lightly. I scoffted as I stood up & glared at him. "Who said I gave up?" I asked, bitterly. He was about to speak when his eyes wondered off behind me & tilted his head. I raised a brow. "What are you looking at?" I asked, but he didnt answer me. He just continued looking behind me.

I eventually looked behind me & my eyes widened a bit. There, I found Chunji, Seulmi & Raerim already soaking wet from the water, laughing & splashing water at each other. "Were we playing for that long..?" I mumbled to myself. Apparently, Changjo must have heard me. "I guess so... I didnt even notice them going in..." he said.

I then saw Raerim jumping on Chunji's back, clinging on. For some unknown reason, I didnt like what I was seeing. Not only Raerim was clinging onto him, but the fact that Chunji started to give her a piggy back ride, smiling... it bothered me more to the point where it started to irritate me. I slightly glared at Chunji as I turned around & almost bumped into Changjo, forgetting that he was there from the start. My anger then grew as I glared at him & walked passed him & went back to the shaded tree where we all left our things. I laid on the mat that Seulmi laid out & sighed. 

Some sunlight shined down on me as the wind came & made the leaves from the tree move. I sighed again then closed my eyes for a bit. After a while, I felt someone's presence. I opened one eye to find Seulmi looking down at me, giving me that curious look of hers. "Can I help you?" I asked her. She blinked a couple times, "Byung... are you ohkae?" she asked.

I chuckled, "Byung?" I shook my head & sat up. "You're really calling me byung again?" I continued. She smiled a bit as she sat down next to me. "I called you byung before?" she asked. I nodded. "After Raerim gave me that nickname, both you & Raerim completely stopped calling me by my first name... Well maybe when either one of you is mad at me... that's when you start using my real name." She laughed a bit as I continued. "I havent heard you call me byung for... how many years now?"

She then looked at me as she smiled a bit. "Why are you laying here all alone?" she asked as she looked at the ocean in front of us. "Everyone else is having fun... while you're here being a loner.." I then chuckled. "Ya... I'm not a complete loner..." I defended myself then looked around as my eyes landed on the tree, that was providing us shade & pointed at it. "The tree was keeping me complany!"

She looked at the tree then back at me weirdly. She chuckled a bit as she shook her head. "I --" I then quickly cut her off.

"Question me?" I continued for her. She blinked. "How--"

"You always say that when I saw something weird." I answered her quickly & eye smiled at her. She then chuckled as she pinched my cheeks hard. "Ahh!! YA!" I said a bit loudly to her. She just brushed it off & giggled, still pinching my cheeks. I chuckled a bit as I smiled at her. She then let go of my cheeks & looked at me seriously. "Really Byung... Why are you alone?"

I then shruged a bit. "I cant be alone?" I asked. She then quickly shook her head. "I dont mean that..." she said. "I mean, I saw you looking at us then you turned away & walked all the way over here... You also looked like you were going to bash someone's head on the wall...." I laughed at her last sentence a bit & shook my head & ruffled her hair. "Aigo, you really want to know?" I asked her. She fixed her already messy hair & nodded. I leaned close to her a bit & whispered, "If I tell you... promise not to tell anyone?" She then pulled away & looked at me. "I promise!" She said. "I wont tell a soul!!"

I grinned as I nodded. "Well......"

Chunji's POV:

After putting Raerim down, I looked around a bit. I then saw a hand wave in front of my face. I blinked & looked at the hand in front of me. I then looked to find Raerim giving me a weird look as she handed me my shirt back. "Are you ohkae?" She asked me, curiously. I then nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine... I'm just... looking where Seulmi is...." I said. She then began to look around as well. "Yeah... where did she go off to? Her shirt's not there either...."

I then started to get worried. Where did that girl go?! She barely has her memory back & already she runs off to a place unknown!!! I looked around & saw Changjo walking towards us with a towel on top of his head. "Ya Changjo-ah!" I heard Raerim call out. He looked up & walked towards us. "Yeah?" he asked.

"Have you seen Seulmi?" I asked him. "I've been looking for her..." He then started to look around a bit. "She told me she was going somewhere...." he said, still looking around. "& you didnt ask her where?" I asked, getting more worried. He then looked at me as he backed away a bit. "Sorry........." he mumbled, looking down a bit. I sighed as I rubbed my temples a bit. Now I know I cant trust him..........

"Oh there she is...." I heard Changjo say. My eyes widened & I started to look around. "Where?!?" I asked, looking side to side, then back at him. He then pointed behind me. "She's talking to L.Joe hyung." L.Joe....? I then turned around to find Seulmi & L.Joe sitting next to each other, laughing & socializing. I usually dont mind L.Joe talking, hugging, bothering, eating or breathing the same air with her... but for some reason... seeing them together bothered me.

Seulmi then smiled as she hugged his neck & they both ended up laying down on the mat, next to each other. I felt my eye twtich a bit & my hands turning into fists. I then started to glare at the scene in front of me. I could feel Raerim & Changjo looking at me, whispering things about me.

"What's wrong with hyung...?"

"I dont know....... he looks mad though, so I dont want to ask...."

"Noona you should ask... you're closer to him...... He scares me a bit...."

"He's scaring me too!!!! You're the guy... So go ask him!"

I took in a deep breathe & glared at Raerim & Changjo. They immediately shut their mouths & avoided eye contact with me. I looked back at Seulmi & L.Joe, who were still laying down next to each other. "Aish........." I said as I began to walk towards them. Once I got there, Seulmi looked at me & smiled. She then sat up. "Oh... Chunji-ah~" She said as she showed me her eye smiles. I looked at L.Joe then back at her, not saying a word.

"Hyung..." L.Joe started to speak. I glared at him a bit as his eyes widened a little "... A-are you ohkae?" he continued, studdering. "I'm. Fine." I said, still glaring at him. L.Joe then looked at me both confused & scared. I noticed Seulmi looking at me, then at L.Joe, then back at me. "Chunji-ah...." She said as she stood up & tugged on my arm a bit. I looked at her as she tilted her head a bit. "Are you really ohkae?"

I looked back at L.Joe then back at her. I decided not to answer & walked pass her. "Hyung!!!" I heard L.Joe call out. I didnt bother looking back & continued walking.

Seulmi's POV:

I tilted my head a bit as I watched Chunji walking away. I looked back to find Raerim & Changjo standing next to the tree. "What's up with him?" I asked. They all shruged. I pouted a bit & looked at the direction Chunji walked. "He just looked mad when her was looking at you & L.Joe hyung earlier....." I heard Changjo say. I looked at him. "Why would he be mad though?" I asked Changjo, looking at him. He shruged as he took the towel off his head & put it over his shoulder.

I waited for someone to go after him, but they just stayed where they were. I then looked L.Joe. "Arent you going after him?" I asked. L.Joe then looked at me. "Whenever he's mad... I usually give him space so he could calm down..." he answered. I squinted my eyes a bit then looked back at the direction he walked. "Usually he would go to you when he's mad... or something..." I heard L.Joe continue. I sighed a bit & started walking the direction Chunji walked on.


cheesebloo: yaaaaaaaaaay!!! we're writing... AGAIN! ahaha. Had this on drafts for the longest time... but it was half finished... so... yeah. I finished it...

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loLEEpop-jjang
#1
Update soon~~
pheny-y
#2
Chapter 8: omo omo ~ i can't help but realize, that dongmin is seulmi's dad..
am i right ?? -w-
pheny-y
#3
Chapter 23: who is dongmin ??
update soon author-nim ;)
taesthete
#4
Chapter 23: omo omo who is dongmin?
taesthete
#5
Chapter 22: update update update please
taesthete
#6
Chapter 6: the doctor tho and the titanic part kekeke
taesthete
#7
Chapter 5: my feels and while i was reading the song i remember by bap was playing and i was forming a man made ocean up in here
taesthete
#8
Chapter 4: this should be made into a drama and i would be storming like right now
pheny-y
#9
Chapter 22: i like this story! i can't wait for the next chappie..
update soon author-sshi~~
edoubleu #10
Chapter 22: update!! update!! please update!! ^o^