" you , The kids are asking for more candies " Woohyun come and asks me

" Give them a little more, but don't forget to make them brush their teeth ! " You said

" oKey ma'am ! " Woohyun winks and leave. You blush a little, knowing that Woohyun still has a feeling for you

" Hey, did you just blush? " You feel someone grib your waist. It's Myungsoo. Your boyfriend

" Eh, no.. I'm not. " You smile at him who is now hugging your waist and resting his chin on your shoulder

" You can't blush for another guy because I'm here.. neh? " He kiss your cheek

" I won't !! " You playfully slap his hand 

 

YOUR POV

It's been 6 months when we first met. He was lifeless and desperate when I brought him to the Family House. Both me and Woohyun took a good care of him and in the end, he was willing to stay and help us with the orphanage that I founded. He is a nice guy and I started to fall for him not long after he works here. I know Woohyun has a feeling for me, but he won't say it. He knew that I love Myungsoo and how happly I was to find that Myungsoo loves me back. 

WOOHYUN POV

youis the most shining girl in the whole universe. She used to live in luxury, spoiled by his filthy rich parents until she rebell and run out from the house. His dad who loves her so much of course want his daughter to come back but she refuses. She said that she want to live simple and to help others. Her father granted her wish, sending her money to support the orphanage that she founded. As for me, I was her father's secret butler/bodyguard and sent here without her knowing to watch her back. Many competitors tried to kidnap her and that's why I'm here, to protect her. Slowly, I fall for her. Even his father knew and approve my feeling. Unfortunatelly, she doesn't love me back. She loves Kim Myungsoo, the strager that she took from a random alley. Nobody know who he is, his past, anything... He is such a mysterious guy. you said that I can believe in Myungsoo, saying that he is a good man. you , you are to kind...

MYUNGSOO POV

How glad I am to be here. I'm free and I'm forgetting my dark past. So dark that I don't want to remember it anymore. I was grow in an abusing family, living my life in terror. My family was killed and they took me just to make me theirs. Yes, I worked for them to survive. The job that I hatethe most. I wish they would just kill me the time they killed my parents and my brother. But if I was killed, I won't meet you. . . She is the best thing in my life... And the last thing I want to do is to face the reallitly which is comming real close

 

AUTHOR POV

It's late, you are in the kid's bedroom, Woohyun is in the office and Myungsoo still cleaning the toys from the garden, when somebody approach him. 

" It's been a long time, Kim Myungsoo or I would say L ? " the guy said, making Myungsoo shocks

" Y-you... " He widen his eyes, not believing who is standing in front of him

" Miss me ? " The guy smile

" No. Get off..what do you want ? " Myungsoo gives him a glare

" Now, relax L ...I just want to say something "

" Don't call me L. I'm Myungsoo now. Tell me what you want to say and leave ! " 

" Okay.. Myungsoo. I think you should consider your resignation. Because I have a good target right now " 

" Get over it.. I'm done with it " 

" Look what I have. You might re-consider it.. I'll wait for you in the usual place " The guy throw a piece of picture to Myungsoo and leave without looking back, gone with the dark

Myungsoo look at the picture. His body trmbles on what he sees. The guy, that took his family's life in front of his eyes. No he shakes his head. I'm done with killing. But.. he looks at the piece of picture again, and one thing come out from his lips 'Revenge'

 

You are peeking at the kid's room when they're asleep. They are your little angles. Woohyun is in the working office, making financial report for the month. You look around, but couldn't find Myungsoo. When you're about to enter his room; Ricky, the youngest boy in the house pull your pants with a small force, poking your legsbecause he is too short. 

" Yes, Ricky? " you squat to make the same eyelevel

" Noona, are you looking for Myungsoo hyung? " He asks

" Yes, do you know where is he? " 

" He said he'll be going out with his friend. And he'll buy me candy for not telling anyone. But Woohyun hyung gave me candy already " Ricky smiles, showing  his candies to you

' Maybe he's out with Dongwoo, the guy who always come for the kids. But I though Dongwoo is in Japan right now.. That's weird '

" Ok, now back to sleep. I'll be waiting for him " you lied and let Ricky walk to his room, while you sneek out from the house, not letting Woohyun knows

You walk down the empty streets to a spot where Myungsoo and Dongwoo always hang out. But he was nowher to be found. You walk around but found no presence of Myungsoo, so you decided to go to buy a can of coffee and headed home. On your way home, you walk pass by a dark alley, you hear laugh and some swearing. At first, you ignore it because you thought that it might be some kind of gangs or something. But you stopped when you hear the words 'HELP ME' . . . you knew someone need help. You walk quietly to the dark alley. You hide behind a tall wood and peek on what's happening. 

YOUR POV

My eyes widen of the view

There's a middle-aged man sitting with his back on the wall, and 3 guys standing proud infront of him. One of them pointing a gun to the old man's face. I can't recognize the two, but I feel my knees weakened as I see the man with the gun. MYUNGSOO !! I feel tears are comming out from my eyes, I don't know what to do. Is that really Myungsoo? Or just some random similar-looking boy? No.. I can't get it wrong... It is KIM MYUNGSOO the boy that I love so much. You see that Myungsoo is going to shoot the poor guy... You hear the old man say " Please don't kill me... I wasn't the killer... It was my boss.. I swear.. It was him !! " 

You couldn't stand it anymore. You run to wherever your feet take you. You cry out of your lungs and you tremble in fear. 

 

MYUNGSOO POV

I hear someone was running off. I saw a girl, couldn't see her properly but I know who she might be. No... you won't come to this area alone without Woohyun around. 

" L.. what are you doing? Kill him ! " Howon said

" No..No. I can't.. you hear him.. it was his boss who killed my family " I trembled, I don't kill innocent people

" You're making me mad, L " Howon takes my gun and shoot the poor man

" you.. bastard.... now that he's dead.. I'm leaving .. don't come into my life again !! " I was about to walk away when Howon grabs my hand

" Not now L... you hear him.. the person who is the real killer of your family is still out there... enjoying life with his family. And you're going to walk out just like that? " He smirks

" This will be the last time... Now Howon, tell me whois the man. I'll kill him and hunt down his family " Myungsoo said in anger, furious eyes

END OF POV

 

You open your eyes and see Woohyun is sitting beside you, in your room, staring at you with his teary eyes. He sees you and hug you

" Woohyun? what happen? " 

" You passed out last night... Why would you do such thing? " He almost cry. You know that he is worried to death 

" Me.. passed out? " You recalling of what had happen last night.. 

" Woohyun... where's Myungsoo ? " You remember the guy with a gun last night

" I don't know.. He left yesterday night and hasn't come back.. That jerk, gone when you need him " Woohyun hug you tightly

 

 

2 YEARS LATER

Lots of things happen after that night. Myungsoo, he never returned. For months you're crying over him all night long. Both Woohyun and your dad was worried. But as time goes by, you're moving on. Now you're together with Woohyun who loves you tenderly. Even deep down, you're still love Myungsoo with all your heart. But myungsoo is gone. Woohyun made a background check on Myungsoo, revealing that Myungsoo who used to be called L , was a brutal killer who works with the mafia. You never know, because Woohyun never told you

You and Woohyun moved into a bigger appartment after your father's death of heart-attack. With the money he passed to you, you built a bigger and better orphanage. Working with the kids disturb you from thinking about Myungsoo again. A small piece of you wanting him back. But you have Woohyun now, and you know everything is gonna be ok with him beside you

 

WOOHYUN POV

I'm sitting at the bench when I feel someone's presence behind me, and I look back. 

" M-Myungsoo ? " I shock

" Hello, Woohyun " he smirks

" Back off Myungsoo.. what do you want ?? I know who you are " 

" Ssst.. relax.. I just want to see you " 

" No way ! you is with me now, and she's over you, Myungsoo ! " 

AUTHOR POV

You heard your name is being shouted and you search for the source of voice. You stood there, widen your eyes as you see Woohyun and . . . MYUNGSOO !

" You are lying, aren't you.. you just jealous that she was in love with me " Myungsoo starts to chukles

" What happen? Kindly explain what's wrong ?? " You walk towards them

" you , don't come here... " Woohyun begs you

" you . . . " Myungsoo walks towards you, crashing hishand to your face

" DON'T TOUCH HER ! " Woohyun slaps Myungsoo's hand

" you , I miss you " Myungsoo still comming near you. One part of you want to hug him, but the other part tell you to move away and listen to Woohyun

" Myungsoo.. why are you come back ? " you ask, tears slowly form in your eyes

" To see you, of course " 

" Go Myungsoo.. I don't want to see you " You said

" B-but.. why? I come back, right? " Myungsoo said in blank depressed expression

" You left me and let me get trough all the hart times by myself ! But.. Woohyun was there to help me and stands by me.. unlike you, Myungsoo... you killed.. I know.. I HATE YOU !! " You cried.. even you still love him, but you can't take the fact that he killed, and he left you hurt and lifeless.. You slap him. Leaving his cheek red

" After what I've sacrificed ... for you... and this is what I get ? " He looks at the ground and his body starts to tremble

 

**flashback**2years ago**Myungsoo POV**

" This will be the last time... Now Howon, tell me whois the man. I'll kill him and hunt down his family " I said to Howon

" oK.. so his boss is one of the Korea's business-man. His wife was dead already, but he has one daughter that he loves so much.. You must kill her to be able to crush your family's killer. Her name is you . . . Now, If you don't get this right.. boss will kill you " Howon said.. My heart stops when I hear the name you 

" Howon... I can't.. I can't kill her... " 

" No, L .. you have to kill her or you will suffer the consequenses ! " 

" Anything.. I would do anything.. but just don't kill her " I cried, can't believe I cried in front of Howon

" Dammit L !! You know what's going to happen to you if you disobeyed the boss order !! He won't kill you, He'll torture you to death !! " 

" Howon, bring me to boss " 

" L . . . you will regret it " 

 

" AAARRGGGHHHH !!!!! " My wrist is being tied over a pole and using a handcuf they guard my legs. I feel my stomach burning from all the whiping and stuff.

" SHUT UP YOU BASTARD !! " A man scream at me and he continue whiping my legs and chest. 

It's okay you . . . I do this for you... please, just wait for me

 

They drown me into a small but deep pool with my body wrapped with me using a straight jacket ( A/N the one used in mental hospital )

 

Sometimes they hung me upsite down for a long time and make me hit the floor with the back of my neck

**flashback-end**

 

 

" W-what ? You're killing me inside, Myungsoo !! " You cried

" Hahahaha... I know why Howon said that I will regret it !! " Myungsoo laugh, and at that time.. you realize he is out of his mind

" Ho-howon who ? " Woohyun tried to protect you

" I guess he is right... I regret everything.. Should've killed you 2 years ago " Myungsso take out a gun from his jacket, pointing it to both you and Woohyun

" Myungsoo !! No ! Don't do it ! " You scream out of fear, tears escaping from your eyes

" I SHOULD'VE KILLED YOU 2 YEARS AGO you !!! " Myungsoo screams and walk closer, hit Woohyun's stomach hard, Woohyun collapses to the ground

" Woohyun !! " 

" Bye you ... I'll see you in hell " 

" NOOOO !!! "

 

 

2 MONTHS LATER

Woohyun is watching TV, embracing a sleeping small figure on his lap

' The body of a serial killer, called L has been found by a local citizen. We are forhibited to take pictures due to the horrifying condition of the body. It is reported that he killed himself by cutting him self with a razor '

The small figure who is sleeping on his lap finally awake. Blinking the 2 eyes and then hug Woohyun;s waist

Woohyun smiles and pet the soft hair... He then look across the room, where there is a table with a picture of you.

" Hyung, do you think you noona will be okay there ? " The little boy, Ricky asks

" I think she will be okay.. She is in heaven, with her family " Woohyun fakes a smile

" Good then.. I was dreaming about her just now " 

" Really ? " Woohyun give him a sweet smile, while holding back his tears

' you , sorry that I can't protect you . . . '

 

 

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A/N

Confusing and too long ? 

SORRY FOR THAT >.<

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