I remember his silent tears.

He wouldn't shed them in public.

Whenever we were in front of the public or even in the dorm he wouldn't show himself.

He even covered himself with a blanket when he changed.

He drew a line when he slept.

He would never cry in front of the fans. Even when we received awards and everyone was crying.

He stood a small distance away.

Alone.

I remember how I was terrified.

About people watching me, about people judging me.

I felt ever move I did, someone was watching.

Someone was insulting me.

My worries hidden behind my words.

I was alone.

Solitary.