A/N : Been gone for soooo long!  Ugh.  Sorry, I’ve been on writer’s block.  It takes time for me to get out of it.  I’m slowly getting the hang of this. :D  Hope you like this story.  This is actually an Optional Bias Story, so just imagine your bias and read!  The one’s with ____-ah.  Replace ___ with your name.  Get it?  Got it?  Good. ;3
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This never worked for me.  What’s wrong with me?  This is my tenth time breaking my promise to this girl, who I love deeply.  Why am I doing this?  What’s happening?  Should I give up?  Maybe she doesn’t love me back since I’ve done all of those things to her.

Why does he always leave me hanging?  He asks when I’m free and makes a date.  In the end, he bails.  Why?  My heart always beats for him but I feel so upset and angry towards him in the end.  But, I always end up forgiving him also.  I’m tired from all of this.  Should I give up?  Maybe he doesn’t love me back.

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You just woke up from your nap.  Someone was throwing rocks at your patio window.  You sighed.  You knew who it was.  It was him.  Yes, him.  He’s been wanting your forgiveness for a while since he blew you off.  He was pleading for forgiveness.  Honestly, you would have given up and forgave him.  But you didn’t want to give up so easily this time.  He invited you to go with him to your favorite restaurant but in the end, he failed to meet you.  You ended up leaving your favorite restaurant because you didn’t have money.  He said he would pay, his treat but he didn’t show up.  That night, you went home and ate food there.  He was texting you, explaining why he couldn’t make it after an hour and a half.  You didn’t want to talk to him at all.  You were pretty pissed off and on the edge of yelling at him but you didn’t want to do that.  You took out your phone’s battery and placed it on your drawer.  

He sighed.  Why isn’t she coming out?, he asked himself.  He was planning to throw another rock and if that failed, he would leave you alone.  His arm was getting tired.  But you opened the door, and he was glad you came out.  “________-ah, I-” He started.  “Don’t even bother.  I’m not gonna say anything to you, alright?  You’ve caused enough trouble.”  You said, coldly before turning back into the house.  “Wait.”  He called out.  You stood there, waiting for him to respond.  “I love you.”  You froze.  He likes you, no scratch that.  He LOVES you.  Your heart rate suddenly raised.  “I love you _______-ah.  I really do.  I’m afraid to lose you.  If you can’t respond-”  He looked up and you weren’t there.  He sighed.  You have left him.  Before he could turn around and leave, you ran as fast as you could and happily jumped on him.  He regain his balance after he realized it was you.  “I love you too.”  You whispered.  He smirked and played with you.  “What?”  “I love you.”  A little bit louder.  “What?”  “I. LOVE. YOU.”  He laughed.  “I heard you the first time.”  You jumped off of him and punched him in the arm.  “Then why’d you make me say it again?”  You asked him, sniffling from the tears rolling down your face.  “Cause.”  He pulled you close to his chest.  “I just want to hear it over and over again.  From your lips.  No one else.”  “I love you.”  “I love you too.”  He crashed his lips on yours.

In the end, it actually happened to be that way.~