This is my first fanfic and I hope that you guys will enjoy reading it. Please leave honest comments and be understanding if it aint that good.

Yesung buried his face into his hands as the silent tears that he was hoping wouldn't come started flowing. His thoughts were as chaotic as his feelings. What have you gotten yourself into Kim Jongwoon? Why do you always hurt that person who loves you unconditionaly? Is it so hard to trust him when all he does is love you without waiting for anything in return? Why Jongwoon? Why?

"i know your heart belongs to him, hyung. I know I will never be able to change how you feel for him. Or take his place. No one will. But I love you and I don't regret loving you. It is enough for me that you treat me kindly like how you treat all your dongsaengs. I'm already thankful for that and I'm not asking for more. Just don't ask me to stop loving you because I can't. I just can't. And I don't want to."

Yesung silently cried while his dongsaeng's words kept coming back to him. And the look that was in Ryeowook's eyes when he spoke those words earlier. The eternal maknae looked at him with eyes filled with love. And pain.