He’s a beautiful Monster.

A destructive yet so beautiful monster.

What did i ever do to deserve this?

How did it even end up this way?

We were so perfect in the beginning.

But now all we are is a terrible memory. 

Did i ever mean anything to him?

Did he ever actually love me?

Or was it all just part of his game?

All i know is that i loved him.

I loved him more then anyone could ever know.

More then anyone else would be able to handle.

Now the pain was sinking in.

It started to take over.

As key kept repeating these traumatic questions again and again through his mind.

Making him start to feel faint. 

Starting to feel dizzy from the pain and the pleasure.

As the hot liquid poured from his veins.

Down his hands, dripping onto the bathroom floor.

Looking back how did it even end up this way?

How long had the pain been with him.

Why didn’t he ever realize.

That he was nothing.

Absolutely nothing to anyone.

No one loved him.

He had thrown everything away.

Everything away to that monster.

To that boy he loved so much.

The boy that had the smile of an angel, yet the heart of a something else.

He could never understand that monster.

And now he didn’t have to anymore.

He didn’t have to think about him.

Because he was worthless and no one cared about him.

A sudden rush filled him as tears feel down his angelic face.

Key was covered in his own blood. Lying on the bathroom floor. In pain and worthless.

All because of that one boy.

That one beautiful monster.

Jonghyun.

Hope you liked it. <3