'Yah ______ sorry for Jonghyun' I said while running towards her.

'YOU know the best of all people that i don't like rude people' _______ said.

'But he's actually really nice, only sometimes he's just a bit irritated' I said

'Yah Taemin you know that sometimes is not never, a boy should NEVER be rude towards your Noona' She said with tears in her eyes.

Oh yeah she was really emotinal person, she really could cry about anything, i almost forgot she was like that

eventhough i dated her  but when we broke up she was forcing herself  to be happy,

i cried for days , i lost the person i loved the most and then there was Minho and I fell in love again.

But she will always be precious to me.

'I miss you Taemin' she said and cried 

'What?' i said because i couldn't understand.

'I miss your warmth i miss your lips i miss everthing , i still love you Taemin.'' She smiled 

'Are you ing kidding me?' I was really mad 'How can you say that to me while you were the one who broke  up with me?'

'I thought it was the best solution because i thought you were too young for me, I never stopped loving you.'

Oh, she was honest to, she could never lie to me, but this is the first time I heared this.

'Why didn't you tell me then?' i said 

'I didn't tell you because I didn't want to hurt you' she tried to hold in her tears

' if you told me i would never let you go because of the age, damn it' I

I felt weird, my hart would explode if I hold in anymore.

I leaned a bit to her and our lips touched.

'Taemin what are you doing?'

'Just be quiet ____'

And carried her to my home.

We arrived and I looked at her face , she was blushing, she looked really girly.

'Taemin, what about Minho?' she asked a bit confused

'I can't hold back any more' I said 

Damn I don't even feel  quilty,

We kissed, we touched.

I can't even think straight anymore.

I undressed her and then carried her to my bed.

We we're playing with each other.

And after a while we did it.

We..... had ....

The sunlight was shining in my eyes, i opened my eyes.

There was she, still sleeping.

'_______ wake up , Minho will come in about half an hour.'

'Ok , will take an shower and leave, please don't tell minho, I dont want to ruin your relationship'

She took a shower and took her leave.

Damn it, how could I betray him?

i fell down on my bed i cried.