- I have to face it, you don't love me - Another tear.

- What are you saying? Of course that I love you - I was about to touch her face.

- Don't touch me - She yelled stepping back.

I just stared at her.

It was so weird... I wanted to break up with her... but not in this way.

- You don't... I know you don't - She gave me the necklace that I gave her.

I took it still in confuse.

- Nicole... don't be like this - I left the necklace of a giraffe in the table.

- Kibum, I don't want to speak to you anymore, I can't handle this anymore - She kept talking.

- Hey, you're my best friend - I said smiling softly, lifting her face with my hand under her chin.

- I don't want you just like a friend, if I can have you like a boyfriend, I prefer nothing - She walked towards the door and opened it.

I didn't know what to do.

- Don't talk to me... ever - And she went out of my apartment.

What did just happened?

Nicole had break up on me...

She said that she knew that I didn't love her.

But the fact, it's that I DO love her. Just that I don't in THAT way.

She's pretty, kind, smart and all of that, but I don't want her like my wife or something.

This means that I've been playing with her? No, I didn't!

To much for the day.

First, a crazy rich man steal my cream for a little boy.
Second, my crazy boss send us to the place of a model to do something that I really didn't get.
Third, the model results to be the crazy rich man with a merdecez.
Fourth, my girlfriend -now ex- broke up with me because she said that she knew that I don't love her.

Pretty much, huh?

I'm going to have some rest then.

I don't care the time.

I went towards my bedroom and with an empty stomach I slipped between the blankets.

Please rest, come to me.

---Morning---

I got up really tired.

When I rested my head in the pillow I burst in tears realizing that I just lost my best friend.

I cried so much, that I fall asleep crying.

When I went to the bathroom I was able to see the purple circles under my eyes.

I took a quick shower and when I came out I noticed that my eyes were red and swollen.

That's a bad thing.

I got dressed up with a pair of black skinnys and a simple white t-shirt.

I went to the bathroom to put some make up.

I succeeded with the task of hide the black circles of my face.

But I couldn't do a thing with my red puffy eyes.

I didn't wanted to eat, so I brushed my teeth and after going out of my place I put on black converse and a green jacket.

I was going out without my stuffs, so I pick my black bag for today.

A sad day.

-/-/-/-/-/

After college I was waiting for Sunny in the front of the magazine's building.

She said that she was going to pick me there for more "work" in the place of the model.

I didn't tell her about the thing with Nicole.

When I was looking at my phone, the red car of my friend was standing in front of me.

- Come on - She said, opening the door.

I gave her a sad smile.

- What's wrong with you? - She said a little concerned.

- Nicole broke up with me - I replied when we were on our way.

- That's good. That was what you wanted, so what? - She asked confused.

- Yes, but not in this way - I said. I felt like crying again.

- Poor my baby -

I tell her the story and by the time we reached Jonghyun's building.

- She was mad at you? - She asked while walking into the building.

- A little, she looked depressed - We bowed to the janitor and keep walking.

- I see, but, don't stay like this forever Key - She pushed the button that would lead us to the penthouse.

- I won't, promise - I smiled.

Again Jonghyun voice and the door opened.

- Hello - Sunny and I greeted.

He smiled at us, he was feeding Geun Seuk.

- Hi baby - I when toward his son and smiled at him.

That made my day a little less miserable.

The little one smiled at me .

So cute.

- So, you have to do something now? - Asked Sunny.

- Yeah, I have a photoshoot, but I don't have a babysitter for Sukkie - He said.

- I can stay here with him! - I said excited.

- Really? That would help a lot - The father stood up letting his son on the floor, walking to the kitchen.

- Are you sure Key? - Asked my friend, hesitating.

- Of course I am! - I almost yelled happily.

- Okay then, we're going out now - Jonghyun kissed his son on the forehead and mumbled - Behave yourself.

Sunny smiled at me and she put her thumb up.

This girl...

- How are you? - I asked the little boy.

- finwew - I didn't get anything.

- You're fine? - He nodded.

This boy is so cute.

- I'm dctyfdvsag - He spoke.

- What? - I asked.

- I said rgyunlskdkaldfas - Said again moving his hands.

- Tell me again - I said getting closer to him.

- I said that i'm sleepy - this time I understood what did he say.

- Okay, show me your room - I said to him.

He took my hand cutely and I felt like heaven.

- Let's go to appa's bedroom - He opened a door and I saw a huge bedroom.

- It's gonna be ok? - I asked.

- Eung - He said.

I took him and put him on the bed, covering his little body with a blanket.

I took of my shoes and I leaned at his side.

It was 2PM, we could sleep until 4 or so.

The real thing was that I couldn't sleep.

I was like "sleeping" for 5 minutes every 10 minutes.

It was frustrating.

When I realized that already were 4PM I woke up Geun Seuk.

- Want to make some cookies for your appa? - I asked to him.

- Yes! - He jumped.

We went to the kitchen and I put everything that we needed out.

I made the things for the cookies and the baby made the forms and decorated them.

- That's cute - I said grabbing a bunny like one.

- dsyubdhj animal - He said smiling.

- You're favorite animal? - I asked.

I can't get what he means!

- Eung - He said after a while.

After we baked all the cookies, we were sitting on one of the couches in the living room, eating cookies and watching a movie.

Geun Seuk fall asleep in my arms and it was getting dark already.

I couldn't eat more cookies because I was crying with the movie.

- Hachiko... - I mumbled and suddenly the light turns on.

Jonghyun and Sunny walked toward us laughing.

- Key, what's wrong with you?! - Asked Sunny, worried.

- Hachi died! - I said crying out loud, making the baby woke up.

- What are you talking about? - She asked.

- He watched Hachiko - Said Jonghyun laughing and turning off the tv.

- Daddy, I made this for you - Geuk Seuk ran towards his dad with two cookies.

- Really? That good - He bite one - Really good.

He smiled.

I want a kid...

- Key, we have to leave - Sunny said.

- Hum, okay - I noticed that the father goes down a lot, I have to do something about that.

I'm going to think about the clothe that I have to design.

- Thank you for taking care of my kid - Jonghyun smiled at ME.

My heart bumped my chest.

What the..?

- Hum, you're welcome - I headed towards the elevator with my friend.

- See you tomorrow guys - Waved Jonghyun.

- Have a good night, dfawsdsad friend - Spoke Geun Seuk looking at me.

- What? - I asked getting into the elevator.

- He said that you're pretty - Laughed his father.

The door got shut.

- You're friend of a 4 years old boy? - Asked Sunny, making fun of me.

- Yeah, and so? - I said, proudly.

- Nothing, I'm going to leave you at your place again -

We talked about Jonghyun and his son until we reached my building.

She's like falling in love with the model.

When I went off the car I said to her.

- You can't have feelings towards him -

- But you have feeling towards his son! - She laughed and went away.

I walked into my building, I took the elevator and went towards my door.

I opened and entered.

So... I'm falling in love with a 4 years old kid?

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