Seohyun, snsd’s maknae. Known as a pure innocent and a person who don’t show her emotion well but what happens when she breaks down.

Adding to the list of the members of snsd who is busy seohyun was coming to fourth place she’s been busy with endorsement filming, photo shoot, music core as MC, reviewing for her mid-term exam and now she is include to the sub-unit of their group named SNSD TTS (TaeTiSeo).

Seohyun knew that people didn’t expect her to be in this sub-unit and a lot of people are expecting that Jessica was included along with taeyeon and tiffany and not her that’s why she’s not surprise when the company release their teaser, there are a lot of comment about questioning why she was include and not Jessica. When her unnies saw this comment the all telling her that people just don’t understand the decision of the company and she is just replying with a smile not until she already reach her limitation as what people says “ even the kindest person have it limitation also”.

Seohyun, Tiffany and Taeyeon just finish their radio broadcast in young street they were in the lobby of the building waiting for their manager oppa who is getting the car for them. So while they are waiting tiffany was surfing in the net about the comments on their performance.

“wow! Deabak!” tiffany squel

“wae?” seohyun and taeyeon ask

“a lot of people like the performance especially you’re high notes taengoo” tiffany said so they gather together to see all the comment but to their disappointment especially for seohyun they found out that also half of the comment is about seohyun almost the comment about her is negative

“how can they say that to seohyunnie?” tiffany said looking at their maknae

“seohyun don’t mind the comments we knew better than them that you deserve to be part of this unit so forget about the comments okay?” taeyeon said while holding seohyun’s hand

“neh I’m not angry it’s good that I know my weaknest through the comments from the viewers” seohyun said and her phone suddenly ring it’s yoona

“yoong unnie.. neh.. kamsamida….kwenchana…neh, arraso anyeong” seohyun said

“wea?” tiffany ask

“yoong unnie is just congratulating us and she read the comments” seohyun said at that time there manager arrive so they ride the car in the way home taeyeon and tiffany were already sleeping while seohyun is daze off while looking at the window

“joohyun” their manager oppa called

“neh?” seohyun said

“something wrong? You seems down” manager oppa said while glancing at her from the rare mirror

“aniyo oppa, I’m fine” seohyun said

“I’ve been with you and the other girl for a long time so I know when your down or not” manager oppa said

“it’s nothing oppa” seohyun said and give a small smile to their manager

“okay” manager oppa just said

“uhm oppa you can drop me here” seohyun said

“but it already night” manager oppa said

“it’s okay I just need to practice something and I’ll just yoong unnie or yuri unnie to drop by here when they will go so I can ride with them going home” seohyun said while closing the car door gently avoiding to make some noise that will make her two unnies to be woke up she enter their company building and proceed to one of the practice room she seat first in front of the computer in the room, she watch the video of her snsd’s unnie especially how they sing and dance, after that she change her clothes to her sweat pants and t-shirt she brought with her she turn off her phone so that no while disturb her.

“let’s start” seohyun said while looking at her reflection in the mirror then she start dancing from simple steps to the hardest one she repeated the routines four times non-stop. After that she warm up her vocal she sang their song twinkle not only her part but the whole song.

“why can’t I be like them” seohyun said while looking at her tired reflection in the mirror she’s been practicing for 2 hours but still when she will look at the video of her unnies dancing and compare to her dancing there is still something lacking also in her voice. While in the dorm the girls are worried to seohyun all the girld are already home except yuri and yoona who both texted taeyeon that they will be home tomorrow

“where is she?” sunny ask

“manager oppa said that he drop her in the SM building” taeyeon said

“but what will she do there in this hour? What she will practice?” sooyoung said

“probably” Jessica said

Back to seohyun she repeat again the same dance routines and songs she was singing but still she’s not satisfied not knowing that people are watching her they are kyuhyun, changmin, leeteuk, yunho and minho this four boys where just upstairs practicing a new dance routines while kyuhyun is practicing for his musical when they were about to go home they heard a music and check out whose practicing so they saw seohyun practicing hard

“she’s been repeating that dance routine for how many time without stopping” minho said looking so worried to his bestfriend

“and now singing again the same song aren’t she going to lose her voice?” yunho said

“she need to stop I ask the person in the lobby she’s been practicing for 3 hours straight” leeteuk said

“what?!” they all exclaimed but good thing was too focus on the song and didn’t notice their presences

“she really need to stop” leeteuk said and about to step inside the room but changmin stop him

“no teukie hyung” changmin said

“why are you stopping me? She needs to stop or else she’ll collapse” leeteuk said

“changmin is right, not now don’t stop her can’t you see leeteuk hyung that seohyunnie is releasing her stress through practicing so now let’s just watch her and we’ll stop her if it’s really needed” kyuhyun said

“okay but I will let the snsd girls know this” leeteuk said and send a message to taeyeon and just like a flash of light after the text where sent 5 minutes ago the girls are there looking so worried but leeteuk explain to them why they are not stopping seohyun

“I think I know why she’s like this?” hyoyeon said

“why?” sooyoung ask

“she’s been pressure in all from her in coming mid-term exam, schedule, the sub-unit and the people who were bashing her she’s been keeping all the pressure to herself only” hyoyeon said suddenly they heard something the collapse in the floor when they look it was seohyun who fall while dancing they didn’t go inside but instead they observe of what will happen next.

“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” seohyun shout she don’t know what to feel now everything is mix up

“what wrong with me? Stupid! Stupid” seohyun shouted hitting herself while crying  then suddenly someone hold her hand she look up and saw kyuhyun was the one who stop her hand and others where surrounding her

“you’re hurting yourself” kyuhyun said clamly

“seohyunnie why are doing this huh?” changmin said seating infront of her beside kyuhyun

“I’m not good, I’m not good in singing like taeyeon unnie, I’m not good in dancing like hyoyeon unnie, I’m not pretty as the other unnies can’t all see I’m not good in all areas I’m always being compared to thers huh! I hate myself” seohyun shouted

“STOP IT SEO JOO HYUN!” kyuhyun shouted back at her

“kyuhyun don’t shout at her!” leeteuk scold kyuhyun

“listen seohyun your different for your unnies or to other people” kyuhyun said now in lower voice

“you’re beautiful a lot of people are envying your beauty” tiffany said

“your voice is exceptional no one have the same voice like you” taeyeon said

“you know how to play piano like a professional” sunny said

“your intelligent” Jessica said

“everyone adore you seohyun in all area” sooyoung said

“there is also one thing that you have that no other people have” kyuhyun said

“what?” seohyun said still her eyes is swollen

“me, you have me and no one can have me except you” kyuhyun said while he hug her everyone in the room smile

“and don’t forget us, joohyun you have the sm family so ignore those comment” minho and yunho said

“now are you okay?” leeteuk said

“neh oppa” seohyun said

“good girl next time tell us if you’re having a hard time arrasso?” leeteuk said

“neh” seohyun said

“joohyun!” yoona and yuri said when they enter the room

“yah! Get off of our seohyun” yoona said and hug seohyun together with yuri

“it’s okay you have me unnie will be here okay” yoona said

“yoona you are really late” kyuhyun said

“shut up!” yoona said

“what about us no hug?” snsd complain

“unnies~” seohyun called and they had a group hug

“seohyun is really grown up to a lady” yunho said

“and this boy became romantic” changmin said and he and minho where teasing kyuhyun

“shut up! You two” kyuhyun said

“oppas can I hug with you all?” seohyun said in front of them

“of course come here” the boys said and hug her

“you we be our baby forever” yunho said

“she’s mine” kyuhyun said

“you don’t have my permission yet!” leeteuk said

“but her parents agree already” kyuhyun said

“ just remember seohyun you are still the best in our eyes and our most talented baby arraso?” changmin said

“neh” seohyun said

“they are right I’m different from others and I’m lucky to be part of this family” seohyun thought while looking at her unnies and oppas.

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