-2 weeks later-

Kyuhyun POV

it has been 2 weeks after I know that lee donghae, eunhyuk classmate.. he looks okay along this time, nothing suspicious.. eunhyuk and donghae already seem close.. we even hangout together, with his friend too, choi siwon.. my classmate.. no wonder on the first day school, this siwon guy.. always watching me in the class, I bet he know that I'm friend with eunhyuk.. until few days ago.. he come to my place in the class.. at first, I decide just want to ignored him.. but not after he tell about his friend, lee donghae and start to asked me about eunhyuk, I feel weird.. so, I asked and he tell me everything.. but I did not commend his words hundred percent.

I was sitting at the window in my room, tender breeze blow my skin, cold.. made me some chill, I looked far outside.. there is a hill sight of covered with fog in the morning, beautiful and so relaxing.

I can't slept the whole night thinking of something, something that I don't want to hear from the first when eunhyuk told me about what happened between him and donghae on the first day of college, 

something that made me broken

yesterday, I accidentally overheard a conversation between donghae and siwon, I'm from staff room, sending some paper my teacher told me to.. but before I could step into the class.

-flashback-

"I think I like him, I like eunhyuk not only as a friend"

huh..? donghae? he say.. what???

"I know.. I saw how you looked at him.. how you treat him" siwon said.. make me take one stap back.. not believing what I'm hearing 

"help me siwon... I don't want this feeling to grow.. because If I let.. I will fall for him" donghae said 

I'm almost fell down.. this is the bad feeling what make me aware from the beginning.. I felt my tears already flow on my cheeks.. immediately I wipe it away.. I cannot cry like a baby, not yet.. nothing will happen if only him feel that, let just see how and what eunhyuk feel either same or not.

-end of flasback-    

I relieve a deep breath.. thinking all that.. I have to be strong, if eunhyuk really love donghae back.. nothing I can do anyway, I'm just his friend.. I can't determine with whom he can go out, likes and loves, as a friend, I need to support and always there when he needs.. even though my own heart shattered.. this the best way for maintaining relationships which have nurtured for 12 years.. long and precious.. and for sure I don't want to lose it.. just because of stupid feelings called "love".

my phone rings suddenly.. indicates one new messa