Secret Love

Secret Love

You guys might be confused with the way this is written. The ones in italics with ♫ is when they're singing on the date given and the conversations and stuff are flashbacks. Hope this helps. :D
Enjoy!!!

 

Here's the song, by the way: Secret Love

 

 

 

2012.05.06 @ Inkigayo

 

"Our next stage is something fans of 'Dream High' have been waiting for, isn't it, Hara-ssi?"

"Yes, even I have been waiting for this. Here is IU's special stage with 2PM's Taecyeon and Wooyoung. 함께 보시죠!"

 

♫ I know it ain't easy for the two of us

That's right man but you know what? What's up?

Sometimes I just don't care what people say, man

Things are goin' crazy all the time, you know?

I got no choice, let me just do this for love ♫

 

"Jieun-ah, I don't want them to know about us." Wooyoung argued.

It has been almost a year since I finally accepted Wooyoung's confession. It was not easy for me to accept him because we were both rising celebrities and this relationship could affect the both of us negatively. That's why we decided to keep it a secret to everyone, even to the members of 2PM who see him every day.

But I was getting tired of this secret relationship. We could not be together when we want to and we could only talk through cellphone.

"Why? Is it because you're embarrassed of me?" I know that wasn't the reason Wooyoung insisted our relationship to be a secret but I just can't think of any other excuse to use against him.

"No! No, you know that's not why I don't want to." He cupped my face, asking me to look at him. I know once I looked at him, I would fall for his begging eyes. That's why my eyes stayed glued to his t-shirt instead.

"You're going to use our image being ruined as an excuse again. Wooyoung, we're human! Is it bad for us to fall in love just because we're both celebrities?"

 

♫ Without anyone knowing, I love you

Without anyone knowing, I think of you

It's a love that only you and I know in this world ♫

 

"Please understand me, Jieun. You know I love you." With my face still between his hands, he slowly lifted my face, making eye contact with me.

"No, I don't. I don't even know if we're really in a relationship when we're like this." I coldy said, leaving him speechless. I know I hurt him with my words but I just could not take it anymore.

When Wooyoung didn't move or talk, I sighed before finally releasing myself from him, "I'm leaving. Bye, Wooyoung."

 

♫ All day, I remember you

All day, I love you

Even if I'm in jail, it's okay - if only I have you, I can live 

 

"Jieun-ah. We're planning on having a special stage for next week's broadcast. Are you up for it?" The PD said one day when he called me.

"Sure, will I be doing it alone?" I asked, curious. Usually, the PD would not let me do a special stage alone and I know this was one of those moments.

"No, you'll be doing it with 2PM's Taecyeon and Wooyoung. You already know each other, right? It won't be uncomfortable for you anymore." I shivered as the name of Wooyoung was mentioned. Why oh why does it have to be with them?

Since that day of our fight, we've never contacted each other. More like, it was me who didn't answer his calls.

"Jieun-ah?"

"Y-Yeah, sure..." I nervously replied.

"By the way, you can choose the song. A song that would fit your voice as well as Wooyoung's vocal and Taecyeon's rapping."

A song that would fit us? Different songs flashed accross my mind but as this one specific song popped in my head, I knew it was the one.

 

♫ In case anyone recognizes us, we can't walk comfortably in the streets of Kangnam

Only the neon signs and streetlights in the dark night

Are blessing our relationship, making my heart ache

In front of many people, I can't express my greetings or a single word to you, making me anxious

We're trapped in a box called reason, rather than a box called emotion ♫

 

"Is 'Secret Love' okay?" I asked immediately.

"Oh, that song of B.A.P? Good choice. I think your voice will fit Jieun's parts. Hey, you have the same name." I smiled a little as the PD approved of the song.

"Well, I'll contact 2PM's manager about this. Practice starts on Wednesday." I gulped. Wednesday was just two days away. I'm going to meet Wooyoung in two days.

 

♫ This feeling like I'm walking on ice

This feeling like I'm flying in the sky

My hot heart is pounding rub dub rub dub love ♫

 

"IU! We meet again. I was so excited when the manager told us we'd be singing with you." Taecyeon happily greeted me Wednesday afternoon at the practice room.

"Thank you, Taecyeon oppa." I tried to smile brightly but as soon as my eyes met Wooyoung's, it turned into a frown. "Hey, Wooyoung oppa."

"Hi, Ji--- IU." He awkwardly greeted.

 

♫ You are hotter than the sun, 

I am colder than ice

You and I, we can't speak of this love ♫

 

"Let's try that part one more time, shall we? Wooyoung, your voice sounds a bit hoarse. Are you okay?" Taecyeon worriedly asked his co-member.

"Yes, I'm fine. Let's continue, hyung." He shrugged.

"IU, let's start again, okay?" Taecyeon smiled at me. I simply nodded and the practice continued.

 

♫ Without anyone knowing, I love you

Without anyone knowing, I think of you

It's a love that only you and I know in this world

 

You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever Know.

You Don’t Know Me. Never Ever Ever ♫

 

As soon as Taecyeon left the practice room to buy food for us, Wooyoung looked up from his phone. "Jieun-ah."

I shifted from my seat awkwardly, not liking where this conversation would lead us.

"Jieun-ah. Please talk to me." Hurt was evident in his voice and I could not hold it any longer. I slowly turned to look at him.

"Oppa, I'm sorry." I whispered loud enough for him to hear.

"You don't have to say sorry, Jieun. I understand you." He slowly stood up to take the seat beside me, his eyes never leaving mine.

"Jieun-ah. If revealing our relationship is what you want, the---" We heard the door open and a shocked Taecyeon came into view.

 

♫ It's hard to talk on the phone with you so every day

We secretly talk through texting as I cautiously look around me

Instead of saying I love you, saying I miss you

Is more familiar in our conversation so my heart aches

Every day, I am love sick over you

Everywhere I look, I see you - so do you know how much more I miss you?

Even if you're next to me, because of your pushed down hat

I can't even look at your eyes - who will know this feeling? ♫

 

"Hyung, I'm so sorry for not telling you guys. Please don't be mad." It has been 30 minutes since Taecyeon overheard our conversation and not speaking to Wooyoung.

"Oppa, it's my fault. I was the one who told him not to tell anyone." I finally spoke, feeling that I should do something to cool down Taecyeon's disappointment.

"I'm not mad at the two of you. I'm just disappointed that you didn't trust me enough." Taecyeon sighed before finally turning around to look at us. A laugh escaped from his lips and we looked at him in confusion.

"Sorry, you two just looked like you were about to be sentenced to death." He wiped the tears forming in his eyes from laughter. "I forgive you two, but... what are you going to do?"

 

♫ This feeling like I'm walking on ice

This feeling like I'm flying in the sky

Whether this is electrifying or just pathetic

I can't tell which one is right ♫

 

"I plan on confessing to everyone about our relationship." I looked at Wooyoung, surprised. Was this what he wanted to say a while ago?

"Oppa..." I called him, worry unable to hide itself in my voice.

"Jieun-ah, don't worry. I'll handle everything." He gave me an encouraging smile, that smile he gave me the first time we met, that smile he gave me that melted my heart in a flash.

 

♫ You are hotter than the sun, 

I am colder than ice

Again today, with a message that only you would know

I tweet about my current status with a nervous feeling ♫

 

"Wooyoung, Jieun, are you prepared to face the criticizing eyes of the public?" Taecyeon asked us in his unusually serious voice.

"Yes, I am prepared." Wooyoung held my hand and squeezed it lightly.

"Oppa..." I whispered.

I was suddenly nervous about revealing our relationship. All the possible outcome of our revelation flashed through my mind like a movie. Scandals all over the news, criticism spread around, expectations broken, reputation ruined. All the things we've worked hard for, all the things we gave up for our dream, everything will be for nothing. Is everything worth losing just because our relationship was revealed? Am I prepared to lose that? Is Wooyoung really prepared for that?

"Oppa, let's not do this anymore..."

 

♫ Without anyone knowing, I love you

Without anyone knowing, I think of you

It's a love that only you and I know in this world ♫

 

"Jieun-ah... I thought you wanted this." Wooyoung looked at me as I said those words.

I knew I was being a coward but we still have a long way to go and we are still young. This moment might not be the right time for us to confess to everyone.

"Yes, but I changed my mind." I said.

"Then you guys will have to continue with your secret act or else the media will blow things out of proportion once they find out about your relationship." Taecyeon advised us.

"I'll leave you two alone for a while, talk things out. Call me when you're done." And then Taecyeon was gone.

 

♫ Wherever we go, we always sit in the farthest corner

Whatever we do, we can't even take a single picture

What's so important about that? I'm next to you

Whatever we do, our time together is more precious

Even if we lock eyes for a moment, we get surprised

We get nervous and scared in case someone figures out our secret

What's so important about that? You are next to me

And our time together is more precious ♫

 

"Jieun-ah, are you sure about this?" Wooyoung rested his hands on my shoulders.

"Yes, I'm sure about this." I nodded.

"Oppa, I don't care if they don't know about our relationship anymore. I don't want us to regret loving each other and end up hating each other for ruining our career." I cupped his face.

"We have done so much to reach where we're standing now and we still have a lot to do and prove to reach higher. I know how hard it was for you to receive your father's approval of you being a singer. You don't want that to go to waste, do you?"

He pulled me closer and embraced me tightly, his warmth comforting every nerve inside me.

"If that's what you want." He said before planting a kiss on my forehead, a kiss so sweet and comforting.

 

♫ Still, I only love you

Still, I only think of you

It will never change forever, the love of you and I

I love you more than myself

I think of you more than myself

No one needs to know, if only I have you, I can live ♫

 

Yes... just like the lyrics of this song, I don't need to shout out to the world that we love each other. The only thing that matters is you and I know it.

Through this song, I hope we could spread our love for each other.

Through this song, we are confessing our love for each other.

Through this song, I don't care if they get the meaning behind each words.

 

Because I just love you, secret or not.

 

 

 

 

A/N: I said I'd be posting this on 05.06 but oh well... I'm multitasking right now, watching Shinhwa Broadcast EP7 & Block B's MTV Match Up Special in Japan so I might forget to post so here it is. Hope it's good and you understood it.
My mind is not as good as it is right now so I'm not sure if it's presentable. HAHA.
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2pmfan4ever
#1
So cute! It's a good thing I've been learning Korean so that I could read what u wrote up there. :) u should write a wootae ff!!!
-Yoshi
#2
Waahhh, so cute! Milky couple forever! <333
LOL and I love how you used B.A.P's song *total fangirl XDD*
yuki-himehanasawa
#3
Nekochan..*hugs tight* Thanks for this oneshot..and thanks for dedicating this to me.... love love love it...and please get well..don't stress yourself much.... Please write more WooU!!!!
blue_angel_wings #4
Love it so much.......
misschinatown #5
like it!
marikrismas #6
oh i like! i was listening to the song as i was reading this and i was just thinking how i can totally imagine what's happening (:
flytorifly #7
now i wanna hear the song XD
the translation so fitted with my imagination of WooU in rl..i know im bias tehe
well written ^^
--inspiritic
#8
awwws everything was perfect!! XD perfect song for the perfect couple!~
stayuptonight #9
awww so good and the song fits perfectly! :D