Yunho’s P.O.V

My cell phone’s beeping sound woke me up from my peaceful sleep. Used to receiving important messages only, I grabbed my cell and sleepily pushed the keys and read the message.

 

 

“Hi there! Care to be my text mate?”

 

 

Not knowing who the sender was, I deleted the message right away and placed the phone on my bedside table then I tried to go back to sleep. I had just closed my eyes when I heard my message tone again.

 

 

“Hi there, again! Care to be my text mate?” again, the message said.

 

 

“Who the hell could this be asking for text mate at the wee hours of the night?” I asked myself

 

 

Again, without bothering to reply. I deleted the message

 

 

I was never a text maniac- someone who enjoys texting anyone and everyone even at the wee hours of the night, not to mention during the day. My parents, who were always out of the country forced me to have a cell phone. They told me that having one was more convenient so that they could monitor me even if they’re miles away.

 

 

I wanted to turn the unit off, but since my mother was fond of calling me at night. Just to check if I was safe at home, I decided not to. Just as I was about to close my eyes and return to my dreamless sleep, the phone beeped again.

 

 

Same number... Such determination!

 

 

“Please reply to this message. Be an angel and save me from this abyss of emptiness!!!”

 

 

I never knew why, but the message struck me. I got up and pushed the keys , I just realized I was replying to the message.

 

 

 

“I’m not an angel. And if you want someone to save you, I’m not superman. I’m just a simple person, who you wake up at this wee hour of the night. Anyway, Do I know you?”

 

 

Seconds later, she replied back.

 

 

“Nope. You didn’t know this lonely soul nor does she know you. But I want to be your friend; I’m Kwon Yuri and you?”

 

 

“Just call me Yunho, How did you get my number?” I sent back

 

 

“Hi Yunho, Nice to meet you. I just shuffled the last two digits of mine” she replied back

 

 

That was the first and maybe the last time I met someone over the phone. We exchanged messages and learned so much about each other that night. We only said goodbye when my alarm clock rang at 5:00 AM! I have to prepare for school!

 

 

And that was also how it all started. A day would not pass without a loving and thoughtful message from her. It was only then I had learned to appreciate text messages and become eager and excited every time my phone beeped, hoping it would be her.

 

 

Yuri brought out something about me that I never knew I had; I realized I could also be a romantic person... even if it's just through text messaging.

 

 

"Keep me as a friend & I will keep you in my heart. Lock it up & throw away the key so that no1 can ever take you away from me..."
One day, she sent this message to me.

 

 

I replied: 'In life, we seldom find a true person & if you ever find 1, hold on & never let go... value that person cause it's life’s gift worth keeping & holding on..."

 

 

I never knew why, but her response sent shivers to my spine, “Value the people who have touched your life because you will never know just when they will walk out of your life & never come back again."

 

 

I couldn't understand what I felt that moment, but one thing I was sure though... I could not go on a day without a single word from her. I'd become used to having her, eventhough we had not met personally. But truly, she already occupied a space, a large one, in fact in my life.

 

 

I texted her back. "Don’t come close if later you’ll just pass by; don't touch me if later you’ll just let me cry; don’t love me if later you’ll just leave me and won't stay..."

 

 

I didn't know why I sent her that message, but somehow I felt, every word came from my heart. In the short span of time we were sending messages to each other, I knew, I was starting to keep her in my heart.

 

 

I called her once. The voice on the other end was like an angel's. Soft, kind, full of love. Yet, there was something in it I couldn't define. We only talked for a few minutes. Before she hung up, she told me not to call again. According to her, it would be better if we would just text each other.

 

 

But the voice kept ringing, not only in my head, but in my heart, I'd long to hear it once more. I tried to call her again, but she never answered the phone. She just kept on sending messages and quotations, which I copied in a little notebook. Hopeless romantic? I didn't know. All I could say was that all the messages she sent me were wonderful, they came from the heart and cut through the heart.

 

 

"Though we are miles apart, you are always in my heart. I close my eyes & there you are. Even if I'll see you never, I'll always be here to care for you, far longer than forever..."

 

One December night, she sent me this message. By that time we had been exchanging messages for more than a month. God knew how happy I was. She was right. Although we had not seen each other, what we felt was enough to make us both realize what was keeping us together.

 

 

I sent her another message, "Loving you secretly is a hard thing for me to do. Hoping, wondering that you will feel the same way too, but I can't read your mind if you love me too. But whatever it is, I'll still love you."

 

 

"How I wish I could really tell you how much you mean to me, but I’m afraid to love, scared to get hurt... I hope that you will wait for me & pray that you will not get tired of loving me...=)" was her reply.

 

 

And then I replied again. "The reason why I met you is because of destiny but if destiny will suggest that I'll live w/o you, then, I'll lie not by destiny but of free will."

 

 

Whenever I asked her when we would meet personally, she always answered, "Soon...soon, love...soon."

 

 

Not seeing each other did not lessen, even a bit, what I felt for her...rather, it even grew deeper and stronger each day. And I was sure; she felt the same way, too. Love messages continued to flow through our lines, between our hearts, which made us go on each day with the thought that sooner, we would see each other, face to face, heart to heart.

 

 

Just a few days before Christmas. She stopped sending messages. At first I just thought she had ran out of prepaid.

 

 

But there was something that kept bothering me... I couldn't understand what was it, but it made me feel nervous. I tried to call her but she wouldn't answer. Nevertheless, I continued sending messages.

 

 

Suddenly one night, just three days before our Lord's birthday. I heard my phone's message tone again... at last! It was from her!

 

 

"Often times we say goodbye to the one we love without wanting to. Though that doesn't mean that we stopped loving them or we stopped to care. Sometimes, GOODBYE is a painful way to say I LOVE YOU."

 

 

 

I was dumfounded. I didn't know what to think of. What did she mean? I texted her back, searching for answers but found nothing. I called her but she would not answer.

 

 

 

For the first time in my life, I felt so miserable...desperate... empty. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to lose her. I had learned to love her. And I wanted to be with her forever.

 

 

 

The following days I felt nothing but emptiness. It seemed that Yuri took the life out of me. I missed her so much...her messages...The tones that would tell me she'd sent another loving message. Nothing around me could feel the emptiness I felt.

 

 

 

I got youuu under my skin~ just a day before Christmas, my cell beeped again. It was her!

 

 

"Meet me at the café, 10 AM 2day," I read aloud, making sure the message was true, then I jumped with joy upon hearing from her again. Hurriedly, I got myself ready and I went to the mall. I knew it was still early, but I wanted to be there before she arrived.

 

 

I arrived at the meeting place ten minutes earlier. I was surprised to see her already there, smiling at me. She was very beautiful, tan-skinned, deep-set eyes that spoke a thousand words; tall, kissable lips; a nose perfectly chiselled and long black hair - everything in her was beautiful. And yes, her eyes radiated kindness and love...but there was a flicker of something in them...sadness?

 

 

"Hi, Yunho" said the angelic voice I had been dreaming of each night. The voice that I had waited to hear for so long. "Please sit down." "

 

 

"I am very pleased to meet you, Yuri" I said, as I took my seat and gave the roses I brought for her.

 

 

"Thanks, Yunho" she smiled, obviously pleased with the roses. I knew she loved pink roses.

 

 

"You are always welcome, Love"

 

 

"Yunho, I can't stay," she said, sadness in her voice, or was it tears? "I really must go."

 

 

 

"But we just met, Yuri. Can't we talk a little longer?" I asked, pleadingly.

 

 

 

"I can't really. I just came here to see you and thank you for the time you shared with me. Thank you for everything, Yunho. I will never forget you...you will always be here in my heart."

 

 

 

She was looking at me straight into the eyes, and I could really feel the sadness in her voice and I swear, there was something in her voice and I swear, there was something in those lovely yet lonely eyes...

 

 

 

She got up and smiled at me, lovingly.

 

 

 

"Tomorrow morning, please come and visit me," she said and gave me a piece of white linen paper.

 

 

 

I read what was written and when I looked up, she was gone. The following day, Christmas, I woke up early and excitedly readied myself, thinking of her. I hurriedly went to flower shop and bought a dozen pink roses – for Yuri.

 

 

 

They lived in an exclusive subdivision.

 

 

 

Upon reaching their house, I told the guard who I was and that I was looking for Yuri.

 

 

 

The guard stared at me, sadness and amazement in his eyes and told me to wait as he called the owner of the house. As I looked at him while he was going inside the house, only then I noticed that the house was brightly lit.

 

 

 

A woman went out and walked towards me, smiling sadly

 

 

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"Hi, I'm Kwon Juri. Yuri's mother. Please come inside, Yunho." While we were walking towards the mansion, she explained to me why she knew me very well - Yuri had always been talking about her friend, Yunho. I hardly understood what she was saying. I was busy thinking why Yuri's mother was crying while talking to me.

 

 

 

As we came near the great hall of the house, it dawned on me that there was a wake inside, maybe, a relative passed away, I thought. But deep in my heart, I was trembling and afraid.

 

 

 

As we entered the hall where so many people were silently mourning while others were praying, shaking, I asked her mother. "Where is Yuri?"

 

 

 

She held my hand and silently, led me to the coffin which was surrounded by flowers - pink roses, nothing but pink roses.

 

 

 

No words could explain how I felt when I gazed at the coffin and saw who was lying there. The same beautiful girl I met...

 

 

 

A man came beside me; I knew he was Yuri's father.

 

 

 

"We are so glad you came, Yunho. Yuri talked about you all the time. She even asked that her phone be buried with her.

 

 

 

She said that in that way, you could still send her messages and you would always be with her."

 

 

 

I couldn't believe everything... My mind was in limbo.

 

 

 

"But how can this be? We just saw each other yesterday."

 

 

 

"That can't possibly be. She passed away three days ago. She had been suffering from a heart disease since she was a child," said her father.

 

 

 

"But..." I couldn't find the words to say.

 

 

 

"She told us not to bother reaching you." her mother said, still in tears,

 

 

 

"she said you will come, and here you are.”

 

 

 

Pain and bitterness overwhelmed me. I cried silently beside her, staring at her lovely face, memorizing every line of my friend's face, a face I knew I would never forget while I was still alive.

 

 

 

After the internment that afternoon, I went to the chapel she had told me she went every day. Sitting there praying and crying to God, I held my phone and typed:

 

 

"You taught me how to care; you taught me how to be kind; you showed me how to like someone; you showed me how to love; but there’s one thing didn’t teach me & it hurts more - you didn’t teach me how to let go. I LOVE YOU"

 

 

 

I sent the message, and though I knew she wouldn't be able to hold her CP again, I knew in my heart she would get my message. I never expected a reply, yet as my phone beeped again, felt a shiver down my spine. The sender's number did not appear on the screen, and tears rolled down my cheeks as I read the message.

 

 

"Let go of the hand of the person you love, but don’t let go of God's hand. If you hold to his hand. He may be holding the person you love and the other hand to let you hold each other again."

 

 

"I will never forget you, Yuri and will never let go..." I vowed to her and to myself as I left the church

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Mianheee, I just love sad stories & i dunno why ;AAA;