Title: Blue Tomorrow
Pairing: KangTeuk
Genre: Angst; Sad
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''Dont cheat on me, arraso?!''
''Yah!! What are you talking about!'' I giggled.
''Blehh! I will!! Kekeke!!'' I retorted cheekily, sticking out my tongue.
Usually he would smile and give me a hug and give a cute pout.

But it seems weird nowadays..
He would frown and repeat the question again.

But today he seemed more serious.
He held on to my shoulder and look straight into my eyes, causing me to blush.

''Dont cheat on me...arraso?''
His eyes are burning with a fierce passion.

I stood there mesmerized by his stare.

The fire in his eyes died down and replaced with a pleading look.

''Teukie.. Arraso??'' he said again, uncertainly.

I watched in horror as the corners of his mouth droop down.

''Aishh!! Youngwoonie... Of course I wont! Aww! Dont put that expression on your face!! Its killing me!!'' I said, tapping his nose gently.

He then heaved a sigh of relieve and then replaced the expression with a smile... Which did not reach his eyes.

Then I noticed, that they are not twinkling like they do in the past.

''Is there anything wrong?'' I ask suspiciously.

''Nothing..'' he said, turning away.

''Youngwoonie.. Are you alright?'' I asked again.

He definitely is hiding something from me.
I had been sensing it for the past few weeks.

''Nothing..'' he repeated, back still facing me.

''....''

I knew it.
Something is definitely wrong.
A chill went down my spine as I thought of it.

''... Baby.. Do you remember... The promise we made that time.. Upon a shooting star?'' He mumbled.

Then he gave a shudder.

''That.. We will never be apart.. No matter what?...'' he continued.

I stared wordlessly at his back.
His head is bowed forward.

''..Y..yeah..'' I said, after a while.

Then it clicks.

''... You.. You are leaving.. Aren’t you?..'' I said, surprisingly, calmly.

Then he turned around

''Baby.. I..I am so sorry..I..'' he said.

I took in a deep breath and suddenly the corners of my sight begin to wobble and fading out slowly.

''Baby!! Teukie baby?! Are you alright?!''

The voice became fainter and fainter...
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''Hyung.. I.. I always loved you.. I..I mean like not like normal brothers will do.. Not like how... Ahh.. Example Donghae to Eunhyuk.. I.. I love you.. Like ahh.. How couples.. As in.. Ahh.. BGR.. urm.. BBR.. Ahh.. AISHHH!! You.. You know what I mean.. Dont.. You?'' said the cute blushing kid infront of me.
I could hear my heart thundering in my ears.

''I..I..'' that is all I could say.
But in my heart, there is alot of things I want to tell that kid.
I want to tell him, that I feel the same..
That I, Park JungSoo, love him too!

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The scene changed, but that kid infront of me did not change... Ok..maybe more mature looking.

''Ok, Teukie.. Any minute now.. It says that the meteor shower will be.. OH!! THERE!! Quick lets make a wish!!'' he exclaimed.

Then the both of us closed our eyes and made our wish.

''Heheh.. Teukie-ah.. What you wish for?'' he asked.

''If I say out it wont come true...'' I protested.

''Hmm.. If our wish is the same.. It will come true..'' he said, smiling.

''How you know if our wish would be the same?'' I questioned.

''It will be.. Cause our hearts are connected.. Hehehh..''

I smiled at that cheesy grin that he gave.

''Lets say our wish out together... On 3,2,1..'' he said.

''- I wish that we will be together forever and never be apart!''

''I wish we will be together forever and never be apart!''

We look at each other in shock.
Then he smiled joyfully and wrapped his arms around me as we watch the beautiful meteor shower.

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''Hahah! Who would ever expect this? Our Eunhyukkie and Hae! They fell in love with one another too!'' laughed the kid.

He seemed to put on weight and looked more mature since the last scene.. But in my eyes.. He will always be the handsome man that stole my heart..

''Yeah! Hahaha.. I am so glad they did... They looked so cute together! Kekeke!'' I said

''Yah! What about us?? We look cute together too!'' He said, frowning.

''Keke yahh! Aren’t you shy from saying this?'' I said, burying my blushing face into his chest.
I could hear the faint beating of his heart.
The beating seemed regular then suddenly it became so fast.

I looked up to see his face blushing too.
Then he smiled weakly at me.

''Are you alright?'' I asked worriedly, pouting.

''Uhh..I.. Am fine..'' he said, eyes darting from my face then away then to my face again.

I tilt my head to one side and chewed on my lips in confusion.

''Uhh.. Baby.. Dont do that.. Please..'' he said in a strained voice.

''Do what?'' I asked, widening my eyes.
What have I done?

Then he suddenly gave a moan.
''What happen?! Are you hurt?!'' I said, flailing my arms uselessly.

Then he pulled me closer towards him and started to kiss me passionately.

I was shocked at his sudden passion, but I gave him back as equal as his.

But he suddenly pushed me off.

''Wae??'' I protest, pouting.

''Uhh.. Baby.. Please.. dont.. I am afraid I cant control it any longer..'' he said, trying not to look at me.

''Control.. Control what?'' I asked.

Then I noticed a huge budge on his boxers.
I realized what he meant.

''Oh!'' I exclaimed, feeling my face burning up.

Then suddenly he pushed me down and started to kiss again...
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'' Dont cheat on me, arraso?!'' he said, with a tone of cheekiness.

''Yah! What are you talking about? Hrumph.. I dont care~ I shall do whatever I likeee~'' I sang.

''Yah! Park JungSoo!'' he said, pouting cutely at me.

''Kekeke! I wont...You know my answer already, dear.. Why you ask again?'' I said squirming as he hugged me.

''Kekeke! Just for fun! I know you wont cheat.. Cause I am too handsome and nobody would dare to touch you... Or they will suffer...'' he said smugly.
''Yah!'' I said, planting a peck on his cheek..

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''Hey.. I am sorry.. Baby... I dont know what came over me...'' he said.

''Oh yeah? I told you not to drink so much.. After that time.. You said you will stop already.. '' I screamed hysterically.

''Mianhae...'' he said, his head bowed in shame.

''...I will plead Manager hyung again.. But I think this time.. It would be hard..''
I said, turning away and leaving the room.

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''Hey..''
''Hey...'' he replied, half- smiling.

''I am sorry.. I tried my best.. But...'' I said.
''Dont worry baby... I am fine.. I will just take it as a long break from work then...'' he said, ruffling my hair.

''M...Mianhae!'' I sobbed.

''Aww.. Baby.. Ujima...hush now..'' he said, pulling me into his arms, where I sobbed like a baby.

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''Dont cheat on me, arraso?'' he said

''Aigoo.. I will! Heheh!'' I said, rolling my eyes.

'' Baby... Dont cheat on me... Arraso??'' he repeated.

''Aigoo.. Okok.. I wont..'' I said poking his cute cheeks.

He smiled.. But I feel weird though...
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''Hyung... Hyung!!''
''Teukie? Teukie!''

I slowly opened my eyes.

“Baby?”said the face infront of me.

“Hey..” I croaked.

“Water..” I croaked again
Urgh! My throat is so dry!

“Here!” said someone, passing a cup of water to him.
“Here.. here is the water..” he whispered, placing the rim of the cup against my lips.

I sipped the water slowly and my throat feels better.

Then I remembered what happen before.

“How long I was out..?” I said

“Hyung.. You were out for 2 days straight! What happened?” said Ryeowook, frowning.

“Ah.. That’s long…” I said, then my stomach gave a loud ramble.

Then I smiled sheepishly.

Ryeowook smiled and said “Hyung must be really hungry.. I shall go and whip up some dishes for you now!”

Then he ran out of the room.

Then I turned around and found that the kid in my dream staring at me.

“Youngwoonie..” I said, stretching my arms towards him.

He looked at me cautiously.
“Youngwoonie…” I repeated.

I smiled as he walked slowly towards me.

But he stopped in his tracks.
“Bab- Hyung, I am glad that you are awake and feeling better now.. ” he said, his eyes are cold.

I froze in shock. At his change of tone. And.. his sudden formal way of addressing me.
Then he turned to leave.

He paused at the door, back still facing me.
''Goodbye.. Teukie... Hyung..''

I stared uselessly at the door as it closes behind him.

Tears begin rolling down my cheeks.

''What happen? Why is he acting like this? Where is he going?'' I thought.

Then the door opened, I look up expectantly.
But it is just Donghae..

''Hyung! I heard from Wookie that you have woke up!'' said Donghae, happily,

Then he looked at my teary face and rushed towards me.

''Hyung?! What happen? Why are you crying?'' he asked, worriedly.

''Nothing.. Nothing..'' I said, smiling.

''Hyung..'' he said again.

''Ah.. What is taking Wookie so long.. I am starving!'' I asked, trying to change the topic.

Donghae raised his eyebrow and sighed.
'' Ok.. Hyung.. Tell me when you feel like it..'' he said.

''Oh, and Wookie.. He is still cooking.. Do you want some sandwich first?'' asked Donghae.

I nodded.
Donghae is such a nice kid.
He knows that if i am upset or not and will not press on if I do not want to say.

Then he helped me out of my bed.
''Woah!'' I exclaimed, as my legs turned wobbly.

Donghae caught me just in time.
''Hyung.. I think you better stay in bed.. I ma-''
''Thanks Hae.. But I want to get out.. My body is aching for lying down for.. Uhh.. 2 days?'' I said.

“But hyung, you are too weak now!” protested Donghae.
“I am fine… I still can manage to the kitchen.. if you help me” I said, giving him an assuring smile.

Donghae pouted and help me out to the kitchen.


---------In the Kitchen---------

“Hmm.. Wookie, that smells wonderful! What are you cooking!” I said, hobbling towards the table.

“Hyung! I can bring the food into the room! You don’t have to come out!” said Ryeowook.

“Nah.. Its ok.. I am starving! Are you done yet?” I said, sniffing the delicious aroma.

“Just a minute! I am placing them into the bowl” said Ryeowook.

Then I looked around.

“…Where did he go…” I thought.

Then the dorm door opened.

Heechul and Siwon came in.

“Hey guys..” I said.

“Hyung!!” exclaimed Siwon, rushing to my side.

“Hyung! You woke up!” said Heechul, walking… no sashaying towards me.

“Yah! Heechul-ah.. why are you walking like this!” I said cheekily.

“Cause…Just because!” he answered cheekily.

“Yah!”

“Hyung! Did Kangin hyung know that you woke up?” asked Siwon.

Kangin.
My heart felt heavy… I cant breathe properly..

''Uhh...'' I mumbled.

''Oh.. Hyung knows, he.. He left just now..'' said Donghae immediately.

''Oh...'' mumbled Heechul.
There was a short silence.

''Uhh...Hmm.. whats that yummy smell!'' said Heechul, taking a deep breathe and breaking the silence.

''This..'' said Ryeowook, coming out from the kitchen with a tray full of dishes.

''Wooh!'' exclaimed Heechul, rushing next to Ryeowook and tried to pinch the food.

''Yahh!! Hyung! Dont! Its Leeteuk hyung's!!'' exclaimed Ryeowook, moving away from Heechul.

''Yahh!! I am hungry too!'' pouted Heechul.

''Arraso.. There is more inside.. I just got a hunch to cook more.. Hehhehe'' said Ryeowook, placing the tray infront of me.

I smiled.
Wookie is such a cute and thoughtful kid.

''Yay! Gomawo Wookie!'' said Heechul, dragging Siwon into the kitchen.

''Hyung, I've cooked your favorite dishes! Eat it while its hot!'' said Ryeowook.

''Arraso.. Arraso..'' I said, taking a spoonful of soup and drinking it.


''How is it?'' asked Ryeowook.

''Yummy!'' I exclaimed.
And I am not kidding about it.
Ryeowook is the best cook in the world.
Sungminnie and Hankyung too!

Hankyung...
My heart clenched again.
He left us without a word..
I had cried for ages because of him.
I missed him badly too..
But its abit of bearable.. Because of..him being by my side, comforting me..

But..

''Hyung?! Are you alright?!''

I look up to see worried faces of Ryeowook and Donghae.
I was about to ask what happen, when I realized that I was clenching my fist and tears were flowing out of my eyes.

Heechul and Siwon rushed out too.
''Hyung!!'' exclaimed Heechul and Siwon together.

I could not speak.
I could feel myself trembling and sobbing.

Ryeowook and Donghae rushed beside me and hugged me.

''I..I am ..o..ok..''I said between sobs.
Urgh! Park Jungsoo! What are you doing! You are scaring the kids!

Donghae and the rest exchanged glances.

''Hyung.. He..he have told you already...'' said Siwon.

I looked up.
''S..so.. I am ..the last..one to know about it?'' I said.

They kept quiet.

''Why.. Why?! Why is he leaving?! WHY?! And why am I the LAST to know?!'' I screamed.

Tears are flowing nonstop from my eyes.
I stood up and run into my room.. Our room..and shut it.

I leaned against the door and collapsed into a pile on the floor.

''Hyung!!'' called the others from behind the door.

''J..Just leave me alone!!!'' I screamed.


''B..but hyung!''
''Please!''
''....''

Then it was all quiet on the other side.

Why.. Why?! Why must everyone leaving one by one?!
Am I such a bad hyung?! Am I such a bad lover?!
Yes.. Must be it... I am bad.. Thats why they are leaving..
But.. I can change! Just give me one more chance.. I will change..
Just..just dont leave me..

I glance towards his bed.. then I stood up and sit on it.
His cupboard is empty..

I place my trembling hand on to his pillow.

[Flashback]

''Take that Youngwoonie!'' I said, throwing my pillow at his face.

I laughed at his shock expression.
Then he looked angry.

''Urm.. Are you angry..'' I asked meekly, tugging at his sleeve.

He turned slowly away from me.
I pouted and tugged at his sleeve again.

Then suddenly, a pillow flew towards my face, knocking me down.

''Oof!'' I exclaimed.
''Hahahhahaha!!! Gotcha!!'' he laughed.

I sat up and pout and I grab his pillow and burry my face in it.
Then I pretended to cry by sniffing.
His pillow smells wonderful.

Then I felt his gentle hand on my shoulder.
''T..teukie? Baby? Did I hurt you?'' he asked,in a worried tone.

I sniffed even harder and was intoxicated by the smell of his pillow.
Hmm.. Nice..

''Baby? Answer me.. I am so sorry.. I did not know my strength..'' he said.

I grinned onto the pillow.

''Boo!! I am just kidding!'' I said, pulling the pillow off my face.

He looked furious.
''Yahhh~ Jagiya~ '' I whine and pouted, tugging at his sleeve again.

He sighed and turned around.
''Its not fair you know... I can never be angry with you, everytime you do this...''
he complained.

I flashed him my biggest smile.

''Yahh!!''
''Heheh!!''

[/Flashback]

My fist clenched together, grabbing the pillow as I remembered the scene.

''Youngwoonie...'' I sobbed.
I laid down on his bed as more memories flooded into my mind.

''Youngwonnie...'' I mumbled into the pillow.
Tears are dampening the pillow.

Please stay.. Stay with me...

The next thing I know is that I was drifting off to dreamland...
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Author's note: First chapter of my KangTeuk fic is up!
Please comment! Ohh.. And too.. This.. I think it would be a short.. (hopefully) fic..
And... My next update would take quite sometime.. Cause of school work.. Damn my projects..
Hehhhe! Hope you like 1st chapter!