___’s POV

I was stunned… standing there with my eyes wide open... my eyes have never been so big …

Jinyoung made heavy breathing and slowly walked towards me

Jinyoung: “…because I love you…” he repeated

___: “Y-you…I-I…l-lov-” I just couldn’t get myself to calm down. My heart was beating so fast, I lost count. My face was so red, I felt like my body was on fire. I lost all types of control over myself.

Jinyoung: “a-are you ok? Are you sick?” he bends his back and tested my temperature with his forehead 

I blinked a few times and noticed how close he was.

He finally said those words to me…I waited so long… too long…now I don’t know how to react…

My tears fell again. I bite my bottom lip. I jumped into his embrace and sobbed.

___: “YouPabo, pabo, pabo, pabo!!” I yelled and punched his chest continuously “Why did you always make me think you hated me? Why did you treat me like your little assistant? Why did you call me names (calling her a lousy body etc.) and make me think I’m not worth for someone like you to love me?” I continued and cried “Why did you make me think I have a chance with you, and dumped me right after? Why did you help Sandeul if you love me? Am I just a toy? Are you playing with me? Sympathy of me?” I came up with lots of reasons and questions

I would’ve continued, but he stopped me. He pressed his lips on mine. He bit my bottom lip and forced his entrance.  I struggled at first, but gave in. His tongue and mine fought for domination, but since he has more experience, he won.  This heated kiss could’ve led to more, but he broke it.

Jinyoung: “I made you think I hate you because I didn’t know how to show you that I love you. I treated you this way because it’s the only way to make you stay by my side. I call you names because I don’t want you to realize how beautiful you are and find yourself a boyfriend. I asked if you have a boyfriend because I wanted to know, Sandeul was only an excuse. I know I’m selfish…but the moment I fell for you, I only wanted you. Because of you, I lost my sanity, but I was always too afraid to tell you. If being a jerk was the only way to make you stay by my side, then I will be a forever jerk.” He looked in my eyes “I really do love you”

___: “Jinyoung-ah…” my happy tears came flowing down and I gave him the strongest hug “I love you too”

He gave me his famous eye smile and gave me another kiss. A gentle one this time.

Finally…after so many years…

We lay on my bed; he embraced me in his arms. His head resting on mine and I could feel him breathing on me.

___: “Jinyoung-ah…” I looked up to make eye contact with him

Jinyoung: “Hm?” he returned the eye contact

___: “It was hard for me to say at first, but right now I have the courage to tell you everyday….” I gave him a big smile “I love you.”

VV.

THE END *sobbing* *author being a cry baby* :’( “I don’t want it to be over” *throwing a tantrum* XD

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