When two friends meet

Becoming someone

I am one of  the weirdest things the world has never seen. Not because of my physical, or because I believe on the near end of the world or anything in this kind. No, actually, I really don't understand why I'm on the earth. The idea of going to a specific school to become something that my parents will be proud of disgust me to the highest point. I'm selfish, vain and i lack confidence in my abilities. People often take advantage of it and by insecurity, I often hurt the people around me without wanting it. But this is weird, because I know it. I already talked to a psycologist who told me that it shouldn't be the case since I'm aware of it. I also told him that I wondered why I was so selfish. He asked me why I felt this way. I simply told him the truth.I do favors to others against my will and I feel bad to be so selfish. I also confessed that it made me sad, because once again, this kind of thoughts proved that I was a normal and boring human. I mean, who isn't selfish? You say: But I'm not! Yeah that's right, you're the only person to fool. Well it's true that depends on the perspective that you look at it, but basically, by instinct, humans are the most selfish creature. There are some more than others (myself among others), but exception are made. Like with a friend, to make him happy, we are willing to overlook this feeling. But, isn't it a kind selfishness? Leaving aside feelings to please him, which pleased US. So in a sense, we would like to feel good by the intermediary of the pleasure of someone else... Now you see what I meant, I am one of the weirdest things the world has ever seen. Get these theories out of nowhere and without any basis other that what I feel. But, oh well, I've always been like that. Anyway, one day, when I was with Yunho on the patio of the school, an idea hit me. Yes... one of those weird ideas that come out of nowhere. But, I didn't know how far this idea was going to lead us.

-What if...we become someone?

-But..we are someone!

-I know... But don't you have this desire deep inside you to become more than an ordinary person among so many others? Don't you think that the prospect of ending the rest of your life at work in an office is depressing? Don't you ever wanted to become someone the people would remember? Don't you want to male this world a better one in our own way?

-What do you suggest? We have no particular talent. We aren't incredibly beautiful, nor have an amazong voice, and there are people who dance way better than us.

-Maybe, but do they have the same will to become someone?

-It takes more thant simply will you know...

-But it has alot of impact!

-Alright...so do we start to become someone?

-Of course! Who would do it if we didn't?

-Let's begin to be more than just some men on earth among many others! Let's become someone that people will be able to remember with a smile when they will narrate their life to their children!

-But we're only two...this may be impossible.

-What about 5?

-Why 5?

-How many fingers do you have in a hand?

-Uh...5. Why?

-How many branches has the star that shines in the sky?

-5....

-So let's become the hand that brings people together. The guiding star when everyting else is black! Let's do something that could get these people who, like us, yearn to be able to accomplish something of their lives, from this darkness in wich this gloomy world and too often cruel and immerses us...!

-This is the first tome I hear you say something that makes as much sense Yunho...

-Jaejoong...shut up!

-So, how do we prove to the world that we are someone?

-Uh...I don't know. This was your idea!

Jaejoong burst off laughing

-Okay then, let's start assembling 5 people.

-Yeah, 5 people with uncontrolled burning desire to become someone, and who isn't afraid of what their future can reserve?

-Exactly!

Yunho laughed under his breath talking to himself

-Jae... why am i still with you? I wonder from woch planet you come from.

Jaejoong turned to him, surprising his best friend

-The same as yours!

 

 

 

AN: sooooo how was it? THANKS TO SHINingKKey for the translate!!! LOVE YOU!

 

 

 

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SHINingKKey #1
Elllff :) I already saw your text, but it's awsome xD
Hope you will have lots of suscribes and things (so i continue my job) hehehehe
Good job!