His Value

I'm Sorry, I Still Love You

Ryeowook POV:

I woke up to the sunlight reflecting on my face. I blinked once, twice, three times until I finally opened them. My mind was blank until the memories and pain from yesterday came gushing into me. I have nothing left in this world

"Your awake Wookie! I cooked you breakfast," Minnie said while putting the breakfast down.  

"Hyung..."

"Wookie, don't cry anymore, he's not worth your tears."

I didn't say anything. How can he not worth my tears? It should be I'm not worthy of him, maybe that's why he left me. He's strong, smart, kind, handsome, rich, and he has a deep, and y voice that can make anyone fall for him. He's perfect. But I'm short, scrawny, stubborn, and people say I look too feminine. Water gradually welled up in my eyes. 

"Don't cry Wookie. Now, eat before it gets cold."

"I don't want to eat Hyung." I don't have the appetite to eat. I only want Yesung right now. 

"You have to eat, Wookie."

I didn't respond. I just buried my head in the pillow. 

"Wookie.."

"..."

"Wookie!"

"..."

"Wookie! Get up! Just because Yesung left doesn't mean it's the end of the world. I know you love him, but he left Kim Ryeowook, you have to move on. I know it takes time to recover and heal but please don't give up hope. We're all here for you."

"..."

"KIM RYEOWOOK!"

"SHUT UP HYUNG! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM AND HOW IT FEELS TO GET YOUR HEART TORN INTO PIECES! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed as I mounted myself up from the bed. I thrashed my hand in the air, accidently knocking into the bowl of breakfast sending it flying on to the carpet, One by one the dorplets of water started falling.The pain of Yesung leaving me, the pain of having my heart ripped into shreds, it's too much to bear. Silence filled the room. 

"I'm sorry, Wookie. I was probably a bit too harsh." He said then he left. 

I just sat there blubbering like a baby that lost his favorite doll.

I wonder what will it be like if I just went to sleep forever...? 

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Keyv88 #1
Chapter 32: Huwaaa pls update.. I want henwook holiday in taiwaaaaan~
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Chapter 30: Awwwwww henwooookkk.. Love it so much! Go team henwook!
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Chapter 21: Wookie is having selective memory loss? O.o
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Chapter 20: Im glad that he got the blood..
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Chapter 13: I teally didnt expect the plane would crashhhhh and he just mer henry tooooooooooo huwaaaaaa
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Chapter 11: Wow.. A bold move from wookie to move country>~> i hope he will be happy there
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Chapter 9: Onew? O.9 i thought itll be henwook?
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Chapter 8: P.p having kyu in this chapter makes me think that this will be a kyuwook story loool @.@ why wont henry appear &.&
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Chapter 6: O.o heechul is so scary like that now i kinda pity yesung @.@
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Chapter 4: O.o it must have been verryyy hard for wook.. But i cant blame yesung either since his parent kneel in front of him like that i know it would be hard o.o but then again wookie even left his parent to be with yesung@.@