so sorry for the long missing updates  the missing factor was the character goals and i finally figure it out i know .. it took a while hahaha  x) after reading a book " breathing life into your characters " by Rachel Ballon Ph.D 

its a good book i reccomend to you peps to look for it and read it its good for creating OC's 

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She felt a sudden hard slap fly across her face in a second until she notice her mum voice yelling and screaming at her . Her mother was throwing everything on the floor from photo frames to glass vase everything in the sanctuary  was now dead . 

" i don't have a daughter like you anymore  !!" 

She step forward but then another attack of her yelling made her upset inside . 

" i should've have left you in rubbish dump .. why .. do i have a daughter like this " her mother kept telling herself that as she sank with the sanctuary . 

Then a soft humble voice came out of . 

" mum don't leave me "  she said  softly on edge to cry when she saw her mother crying . 

Her mother got up and took her wrist and drag her towards the door , Mika instantly tired to drag her down but it wasn't working because she was getting closer and closer .Finally Her mother pulled open the door and pushed her outside and slammed it tight and lock the door knob . 

" go away i don't want to see you anymore ! " her mother finally yelled one last time before everything fell silent around her .

Mika continued bashing the door and turning the door knob but nothing was happening until she felt a wet substance from her bare feeds suddenly , the cold wet red liquid made her eyes flinch and her whole body shiver .An horrible feeling climbing out from as she woke up staring at her alarm clock .

Outside the window the morning fog covered the whole window in her room , Mika index finger touch the cold window and then she drew with that one finger remembering why she was here with Gackt in the first place . 

" i want to be a idol " she wrote .

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"Gackt seems to be happy these days " mumbled a junior staff. 

" he looks the same to me , that face hasn't change much " replied the female older staff . " unless his been doing it with  people then that could explain it " 

The two stood outside the room with pile of papers in their hands while Gackt was sitting inside and flipping through the report summary of his next task while the other managers in the room all shared their views on certain points and aspects.  

" how is that girl going ? " asked his manager suddenly . 

" she's fitting well i guess " replied Gackt .

" remember Gackt there isn't much time until the next event and -"

" yes yes i know she won't be able to become on and she'll get cut off " stated Gackt cutting him off .

Then the topic was changed as Gackt started begun thinking about Mika it was time he started training her for the event .When Gackt came home he find her sitting on the sofa looking so focused like she was ready to learn something new from him in fact she was . 

" i nearly forget what i was doing here when i started school " she told Gackt . 

" you remember now then why you're here ?  " asked Gackt slipping his shoes off and sitting next to her . 

" yep ready when you are " Mika said with a evil smirk on her face .

Gackt saw how determined her eyes look just like the first time when these two meet and when she beg him to make her become a idol . Only a year ago all that had happen and now it was time she started walking the long road .