If he knew how obsessed you were with him, what would he do? How would he react? You live all the way in America while he lives in South Korea, traveling around the world. But... if only just once... just once...  you could meet him, give your regards to him. Because you know that you can never be with him, that there is always someone better than you for him somewhere in the world.

Just the thought of it killed you. But he wasn't yours. He was the world's.

You allow a bittersweet smile carress your lips as the tears slowly spill over. You watch him sing and dance along with his bandmates, smiling widely and body moving energeticly.

"Jonghyun-oppa, if only I could meet you just once," you murmur to yourself, the tears coming down like a waterfall.

Only if in another life, you two could meet then all would be well... won't it?