I've been thinking lately, how did I become so obssessed?! Thinking about her all the time?!?! I am such an IDIOT.

I LOOK SO STUPID. "Having Dane as friend is enough!" I thought to myself.  It's just... I can't stop thinking of my obssessity! Thinking that I am so STUPID. That I am such an IDIOT. THAT I AM SO DUMB TO FALL FOR SUCH! Listening to music... Is that what it takes for me to just calm down for a minute???Why does my life involve her in everything.. EXACTLY EVERYTHING!!! It's either betraying someone else or betraying myself. Analyzing everything that I just told everyone. Having problems with her makes me such a cry baby. Thinking that, is fight really included here?!?! Revenge?!?! Will it take me where destiny wants to go??? Is that who I really am?? A fighter?!?! NO. MAYBE. YES. I do not know the answer. But all I know by now... Is to stop this nonsense!