The reassurance in your lies
Description
When dreams and reality blur into one, the mind tips towards insanity trying to keep up with the ever changing circumstances conjured up by the hearts deepest desires, the subconscious mind's fears and secrets, and the soul's most twisted yearnings.
Ruki started to change. The way he dressed, the way he spoke, even the way he sang. But the biggest change of all in the small man we had become so used to, was the way he looked at us. His once passion filled gaze turned into a coldhearted stare. The smile that always used to play around his plush lips now seems to be forever absent.
What changed in you? If you're hurting why won't you tell us? If you're stressed just take a break...
But now even I'm staring to believe that it's too late for all that. You've changed my friend... and I don't think we'll ever get you back.
Foreword
My heartbeat resembled the quivering of an earthquake, instead of the balanced lifeline of a man. But reassurance of life to me, was exactly that; as sturdy as the ground in the tremendous quivering of an earthquake.
My heat used to pain for you. To see you behind locked doors, kept away from my sweet embrace seemed tragic. I pitied you. I sometimes even cried for you. Not out of longing; but out of pity.
But now my ignorance hasdissipated, leaving my bloodshot eyes unclouded. For the first time, I see reality for what it is, instead of what we dreamt it to be.
It's painful, and it frightens me.
It frightens me bacause I know now. You are no locked away from me, and you are not the one for whom I should feel pity.
No... in fact, I shouldn't be abke to feel pity... for the mind of a mad man shouldn't be able to feel anything at all.
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