i need you..

Listen to: 7 Years of Love - Kyuhyun

-in the hospital- (hyun rin)

I immediately went to the hospital after hearing leeteuk’s worried voice..

I still remember what he told me..

-Flashback-

Hyunrin: what happen to kyu?!

Leeteuk: well.. He actually.. Uhm..

Hyunrin: SAY IT!!!

Leeteuk: well he try to kill his self by drinking a poison.. When we bring him to the emergency room he’s saying your name so I decide to call you.. He need you hyun rin.. Please come here now!

-End of Flshback-

I saw leeteuk and kangn outside the E.R. I went to leeteuk..

Hyunrin: where is he now? How is he doing? What happen?

Leeteuk: calm down hyun rin.. He’s still in the E.R.

I cheeks start to get wet.. I weakly sit beside kangin..

Kangin: everything will be alright.. Calm down..

Leeteuk: he’s right hyun rin..

Hyunrin: its my fault..

Leeteuk: shh its not your fault..

I look at him with teary eyes..

Hyunrin: I know its my fault! He’s not the same as before because of me.. Now he try to kill his self?! Im such a bad person..

The other members run to us with worried expressions..

Heechul: how is he?

Leeteuk: still under observations..

Then heechul notice me..

Heechul: rin-ah..

I cant look at any of them.. Afraid that they will blame me for what happen to kyu but I know that I deserve it..

But to my surprise they hug me all.. Heechul hug me lastly..

Heechul: we miss you..

He try to smile despite the truth that he’s still worried for kyu.. He wipe away my tears..

Heechul: ya! Ulljima! Kyu is a strong guy he can do this! He’s not going to die..

He try to sound cool.. I weakly smile.. Then the doctor come out of the E.R. ..

We all rush to him..

Leeteuk: how is he?

Doctor: he’s ok now but he’s still unconscious and we don’t know the exact day he will wake up.. But we can assure you he’s out of danger now..

We sigh in relief..

Hyunrin: thank god!

The doctor bow then he left..

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I was outside kyu’s room.. All of the members were inside.. I don’t know if I’ll go inside..

I was about to hold the knob when someone come out of the room..

Kibum: oh why are you outside?

I just lower my head.. He smile the he turn to look at his hyungs..

Kibum: hyung lets give hyun rin and kyu some privacy..

I look at him shockly.. Then all the members went out one by one.. I slowly went inside.. I saw kyu.. He’s still unconscious.. I sit beside him then I hold his hand..

Hyunrin: kyu.. Please wake up soon.. *tears start to fall again* please.. And im sorry.. Im so sorry if I hurt you.. Im sorry if im not there when you need me.. You know what.. Im actually starting to hate my self because of whats happening to you.. I don’t deserve a guy like you..

I hold his hand tighter and I brought it my cheeks..

Hyunrin: please wake up.. Super junior needs you.. ELFs need you.. Seohyun needs you.. *I whisper* I need you..

I cry even harder..

Hyunrin: kyu I need you.. Please wake up.. Please.. Please..

(leeteuk)

Were peeking on whats happening inside the room and we saw hyun rin crying..

Donghae: aishh why can they just be together?!

He say while wiping the tears in his face.. Then eunhyuk hit his head..

eunhyuk: pabo! kyu have to be with seohyun remember?!

He said while wiping his tears too..

Donghae: ahh ye.. I forgot..

I shook my head with those two..