I don't know when it all started, but I think it was the day when I got the invitation:

"There is a letter for you darling."

"Yeah mum just give it to me."

I yawned. Maybe I should have gone to bed earlier the day before. Still half asleep I took the letter.

Some ads again? There is no one who would ever write me anyway.

I looked at the cover

-Pledis entertainment-

Wait? Could it be... Suddently I was fully awake

"Dear Miss Miller, we are happy to tell you that you have won the role in music video of our new band nu'est!"

I couldn't believe it. I thougt I was dreaming.

I read the letter once, twice and then I slowly began to realizedthat it must be really true.

My dream to go to Korea and be popular was one step closer to me...

Why did they have to choose me I asked myself.

I looked around me. Everything was full of smoke and flames.

WHY ME? If I'd just stayed at home this would have never ever happend...

I wanted to scream but then the smoke got into my lungs. I had to cough.

The last thing I saw was his face. Then there was only darkness...