You called him to stop right there.

 

„LEE HOWON! As much as you dislike to be called like that, STOP!!“

You took a deep breath.
„Why are you acting cool when there is something troubling on your mind? Do you think I wouldn't notice? I have been waiting for so long to meet you again, but you...? We have been friends for so long! Why won't you tell me anything? Why are you acting like that? Are you trying to run away? This makes me sad, too! Seeing you like this! Did you start to distance yourself from me more and more till we won't know each other? Why? You are my best friend! So what am I finally to you? I'm disappointed in you, Hoya!! I-- You—Aishhh....“

You setted in to talk in a mess. Tears were running down your face.

 

He was just standing where you told him to stop walking.

He didn't turned around or moved for a bit.

 

„What's wrong with you? Don't you have to say anything??“

 

Your sight was all blurry.

He seemed not to react for even now.

Finally you ran in front of him finding an expressionless guy with teary eyes gazing in the distance.

With these eyes he slowly looked at you.

 

„That's the point,______ah! You're my best friend. I'm just allowed to see you as my friend. My best... friend!“

Suddenly he hugged you tightly.

„Why are you accusing me of being a bad person? You were right: I started to distance myself from you, but it was only for our friendsship's sake. That's the only way I can save it. So why are you making it so hard for me? Again...“

 

You felt some tears dropping on your skin. And your eyes filled up for another time.

In his embrace you were standing for minutes until you pushed him away to see his face.

You wipped of the tears in your face and arranged your mind somehow.

 

„So this was troubling you? This is what you are feeling? “

Again he didn't look at you and turned his face away.

He couldn't answer. He couldn't say it out.

Immediately you took his face with both of your hands and turned it back.
Seeing him deep in the eyes.

 

„Then accuse me of being a bad person.“

You stood on your tiptoe nearing your face to his.
„Because I will say it directly, risking everything:

I LOVE YOU, MY BEST FRIEND, LEE HOWON!“

 

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