Not good enough

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"You don't know how I ing feel!" Taemin shouted angrily and hit the wall beside him.

Minho sighed and looked at the small hole in the wall, smirking.

"So what?" he chuckled "Do you think I care about your feelings?" 

Taemin felt his heart aching and angry tears start to buid up in his bloodshot eyes. Slowly he walked towards Minho and slapped him hard on the cheek.

"Ow!" Minho yelled, rubbing his now red cheek and looked at Taemin with angry eyes, "What the hell was that for?!"

"Like you don't know!" Taemin screamed high-pitched and felt tears flow down his flawless skin. It felt like his heart was going to burst. This time not from happiness, but heartbreak. He felt every memory of him and Minho slowly break and fade away to the darkness, too slowly and too painfully. This was a feeling he never felt before and never wanted to feel again. Actually, he didn't want to feel anything anymore. 'Please, let my feelings dissapear' he thought to himself, but the dull pain in his heart could still me felt.

"Taemin, relax, it's no big deal." Minho sighed, irritated at Taemins tears "It's not like I ever loved you anyway".

There it was again. It felt like bullets, slowly piercering his heart and letting it bleed while no one helped him.

" you Minho!" Taemin screamed while Minho covered his ear with his hands.

"Jeez Taemin, quiet down please!" 

 

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!" Key stormed in trough the door and looked at the boys. Onew and Jonghyun walked into the room after him. As soon as Key saw Taemin's tear strained face he became furious. "What the have you done Minho?" he said in a deadly calm voice.

Minho laughed silently and shook his head amused.

"Nothing, oh Almighty Key." He said smirking "Nothing at all."

Key turned his head towards Taemin and took him into his arms. The now sobbing boy looked tiny in Keys arms, trying to save himself from the blinding pain that now ruled his mind.

Onew looked awkwardly at Minho and tried to look angry. But he couldn't, he knew that even when Minho was acting like a jackass, he still had feelings and could be hurt easily.

"Minho." Jonghyun said and walked in front of Taemin and Key. "What are you doing to him?"

Minho chuckled and walked towards the door wawing his arms around. "I had a bit fun with someone else. But what's the big deal?" 

Jonghyun's eyes went wide open, "But you're dating Taemin!" he yelled.

"Was..." They could here the small crying boy mumble before he let go of Key and turned around, now facing Minho;

 

Never let me go, never let me go.

It's over,

And I'm going under.

 

"I guess I'm just not good enough" Taemin said and felt his heart break with every word, "I'll never be."

 

 

But I'm not givin' up

I'm just givin' in.

 

Foreword

 

The lyrics is from the song (And I changed it a bit.);
 
Florence + the machine -Never let me go

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Krease99
#1
Chapter 2: When will you update? This is getting exiting but you haven't updated for over a year. Please update! >___< <3
fairydust #2
Chapter 2: are you still updating this?
Krease99
#3
Chapter 2: Omg what's going to happen to Taemin? :o I hope he don't get addicted to the drug >___<
Hehe I hope Minho will get jealous of Taemin and Kai's close relationship x3
But I wonder what's in those notebooks O.o
Update soon please! :D <3
Supercolor
#4
Chapter 2: That should be he last time, Taemin ever hangs out with Kai.
overrated Kai......gets 7 teaserd out of a 12 member boyband.......
EXO, and shinEE are going to be 1 member short when Key finds out baout this.
ilan14 #5
Chapter 2: Please taemin don't do this!
Taentalizing
#6
Aww Minho is horrible! Poor Tae tho so heartbroken... I'm not that much into Taekai but whatever fits the story ^^ it looks great until now tho! I can't wait for the next chap!
TOPgirl1
#7
yeay TaeKai!! really good story!
mynameissomeone
#8
ohwow. Kai. Taemin. No. I hate TaeKai.

but whatevers happening with u author-ssi you can do it! I can't say anything else but that atm because I don't want to pry :)
Just take your time ne?
fighting!
ichigoangel75
#9
good fic so far, love it! Can't wait to hear about what's in the notebooks.
purple_rain
#10
yep, you should update ;) on the condition you make it with a happy end ^^
interesting story, I'd like to read more ;)