At the best of times, I'm lonely in my mind

But I can find something to show you

If you have got the time, why would I rely on the things that I did right?

She said, "I gave you four years of my life"

I’m at a loss of words.

I remember that night.

Right after….

You told me that a lot of women are just like you.

You told me you’re replaceable.

You told me that you don’t deserve me, and you deserve something less.

You told me you can never make me happy, and that this happiness can only last for a while.

You told me that this love would die just because I’ll be done with you. That, I’ll grow out of you. 

…

That’s what I thought of myself too.

So

What about these feelings I've got?

We got it wrong and you said you'd had enough

What about these feelings I've got?

I couldn't be more in love

But, don’t you know you’re more than enough for me? How can I push you away when I can’t help but feel empty with the idea of you with someone else.

No other woman can make me feel like how you can make me feel. 

No other people can fill in the void like you do.

No, you don’t make me feel high, and no, you don’t make me feel low. You make me feel stable. 

You’re not just a hug, you’re my home. 

I guess that’s where I went wrong. I let someone be my home. I let my guards down. I let you have all of me, so easily.

You make me weak, down on my knees. And so I begged you, to listen to me say, 

“I love you just the way you are. I don’t mind when you ugly laugh, I love it, as long as you’re happy, especially when I’m the cause of it. I don’t mind when you ugly cry, I love it, it tells me that you feel safe with me and you feel safe to share your pain with me, I love it as long as I don’t cause it. I don’t care if you feel ugly. I don’t care if you think I deserve more than what you give me. 

Because, all I see and feel is you. 

You, who’d nuzzle my neck, burying your face with it as you sleep. You, who’d be scared and jumped over at some bugs or insects that flew out of nowhere. You, who’d laugh over some silly things that only children wou