This time last year, I had met a person in a dcrp who I really, genuinely liked. It was kinda like love at first sight. 

He made me a cute “ticket” for my ooc birthday, and we were more ooc than ic tbh lmao. 

We spent hours together. I still remember the nights we spent watching horror gameplays on hyperbeam. It was so fantastic. 

Now he’s gone bcs fsr he ghosted me even when our rs was so fantastic. We had no fights at all. At least, that's what i thought. But still, he was my happiest, and I mean happiest memory. I used to say "you smell like my fondest memory" and it's true. Sometimes when I smell the scent of the soap I used everyday during our talking period, the memories flood into me so, so easily, freshly reminding me of him.

I miss him. 

I hope you’re well wherever you are Seichi. 

I miss you.

Tomorrow is my ooc birthday heh. And while I'm okay and I've come into terms with the fact that you'll never come back, a part of me wishes that you would. Because even if we knew each other for a short while, you really did make me so, so happy. You are my happiest 2022 memory, undoubtedly.

I hope you take care of yourself wherever you are. I have always prayed for you whenever I think of you. Prayed for your safety, that you're eating well, and you're all healed up too. I hope... I hope you're well. I genuinely do. 
 

I miss you, puppy.

- Ruru.