Yesung was always dubbed as the weird or '4-D' guy of Super Junior. But behind this bug-collecting guy lies a delicate personality that is easily crushed. No self-confidence. No hope. No motivation. This member, who might possibly be the best actor of Super Junior, was going to crack soon. Especially in the entertainment industry. Because behind every comment on YouTube that said that he was ugly or useless hurt him more than a thousand cold knives hurled straight into his heart.

[Prolouge]

I never thought I was good at singing. I always thought my voice was mediocre at best. I had no close friends, a few aquantinaces, if you want to go there.

My mother and also my best friend, was the one who had signed me up for the audition for the pretigious SM Entertainment Agency. She believed in me so much that I started believing in myself. I definately would not be here today as a singer it it wasn't for her.

The first day I arrived at the building I knew I wasn't good enough. Just looking at its glass walls made me feel inferior. After checking in the front desk, I was handed a scheldule and a set of rules that basically caged my life. There were more than 100 trainees there, all waiting to debut. All waiting for their dreams to come true. But there was no way SM could debut all of them. Competetion was going to be big. And I was scared. Terrified. But I kept at it. For 4 long, tiring years.

This is my story. This isn't the story of Yesung. This is the story of Kim Jongwoon.

[End Prolouge]  

This is a fictionalized form of the story of Yesung's life from his training period to present day.