Hello, if you're reading this maybe you're a random passerby or you're him. I think you'll know this is for you when you read it, if you ever do. I'll be speaking in Taglish from now on.

i don't know anong nangyari bakit mo nagawa sakin to, pero nag mamaka-awa nalang ako sayo na kahit sabihin mo na lang sakin na tapos na, na wala na rather than abandoning me in the middle of the night while i fell asleep, it's not a good feeling na mangyari ulit sakin to and most of all dahil sayo. 

Do you remember the first flight you did? I was so worried because you were gone for almost a day, pag balik mo i raised my thoughts and you told me to have confidence in you na hindi mo gagawing mang ghost, na you won't just pick up and leave without any warning. 

we were doing so good, darling pero bakit mo naman nagawa sakin to. ang dami kong tanong, ang dami kong nararamdaman pero nangingibabaw padin yung takot na mawala ka sa piling ko. 

i'm doing everything i can, i messaged you in plato, zpt, kakaostory, note it, obimy, discord na i don't think you use pero lahat ng platform i keep liking your spotify playlist hoping you'll get notified, noteit widget notes, genshin chat?? pati yung youtube account mo na nadun videos natin, pero wala, wala na. i scowered our convo looking for a hint if you told me any of your friends or you introduced me para i can ask them if you're okay but wala din. we were engaged and happy, not perfect but a normal couple, fights here and there but i can always say na we can fix it since we have so much respect for each other. i just don't know why you can do my biggest fear of all while having this knowledge. 

i don't expect anything when you come back, not an apology or anything i just want you to give me atleast a closure because feeling ko naman sa lahat ng pangakong sinabi mo sakin, di ko to deserve. 

just please talk to me when you're ready. 

maghihintay ako kahit gaano katagal. 

I don't mind waiting for you again for a few years, I just want you. 

umuwi ka na sakin, sinta ko.