π¬Μ ππ πππππ
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I only know jealousy because of all the bad things you taught me. I only know bad things because of your hot, wet kisses. You make me the villain. You make me the psycho. I cut myself off the black glass of your steely gaze. You ask me why Iβm bleeding then look down at your blood covered hands. You make me dreamy, you make me happy, you make me delirious. I ruin your pillowcases, you ruin me. Blooming wine stained madness, fuchsia teardrops, amethyst moonbeams, headless greek statues, flashing city lights, scorpion envy. You make me into you.
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(my love has made me selfish, i cannot exist without you)
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i. sunrise by minoΒ β but at dawn coming without fail, i awake in pain. in the dark waiting for the morning to come, she is sunrise, my rise (my everything, baby youβre my everything).
ii. +5 star+ by clΒ β what more should i say? boy i got you in my arms, all i need is you. this night without stars is shining, the ceiling above my head is spinning. donβt let me go tonight, donβt go home today. on the island of just us two, iβm your ocean, you ma star.
iii. some nights byΒ taeyeonΒ β laughing loudly doesnβt seem strange in this night. a night that doesnβt wake me up from the long dream. on the day when itβs not strange to forget, i can let you go. i wonβt avoid it until that day. longing isnβt sadness.
iv. amnesia by kaiΒ β when i open my eyes, itβs different now. it becomes a different world. you trapped me, you took away everything. the inside of my head turns white, empty everything out as much as you change.
v. window by g-dragonΒ β baby slow down, my whole body is shaking. on a sunny day, it suddenly rains on this window. baby calm down, my voice is shaking. the window that knows about the secrets of this silent night. no one knows about my heart βthat i look like iβm smiling but iβm really not smiling.
Foreword
You kill my ego but I donβt even care. When Iβm with you I feel alive.
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πππ―π¦π«π has always been known as the pristine perfect go-getter. From dominating chess, to stellar academics, to her personal life, there was nothing she felt lacking about herself. Some would say she could get any boy she wanted but thatβs not quite true. Love had made her a prisoner, a defenseless hostage, unable to covet anything outside the rose-colored sunglasses.
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Loveβs name is ππ’π«π¬ β the charismatic starlet ballerino of Jangmi University β and heβs sweet and devastatingly attractive but dangerous for her. He canβt be with her. Why? Because heβs already taken. And despite the wicked sensuality and cruel romance, she canβt help but fall into dreamy submission. Love-drunk in dazzling storytelling and the saccharine seduction of his ice-blanketed romanticism.
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π¬/πΉ: hello >.< your most unreliable writer is back . . .Β Β iβm deeply sorry for my inconsistency, for some reason i keep coming back to this annoying site LOL. i haaaaate the ads that pop up throughout the chapters, it irks me so much like why would anyone think this would make an enjoyable reading experience? ANYWAYS, this might be my last fic here, and i donβt plan on posting back up my other ones, not until i become more comfortable with my writing at least. a lot of the work for this story has been pre-written so i might update everyday. i really wanted to try writing something dark, poetic, sensual & sensory details-oriented. i hope through my flowery descriptions, images can pop in your mind as you read each scene. this time i told myself i wouldnβt be hung up about silent readers or lack of comments as thats one of my biggest reasons for taking down my stories, but please do subscribe and up vote if the plot interests you! also please do comment and be patient with me, i appreciate each and every one of you for taking the time out of your day to read my work πΈπ€π₯
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