Chapter Three: Memories

our life

Monika was in the studio, standing in the middle of the room, sighing, and for the first time in five years, she felt her body sway to the music.

Monika had stopped dancing before due to some idiots but at the time hyowon was with her... but now she wanted to prove to her that she could stand alone

But thinking about it, hyowon is the reason why she danced again

 

She started dancing as if her body embraced the melodies in her dance. She missed this feeling so much, so she closed her eyes and danced with all her feelings.

 

And after she finished, she opened her eyes to find all the students were there and applauded for her

 

She smiled at them all looking at them... Her students, kayday, Kame, Honey J, Heyjoo, and jori were all there for her.

 

‘That's right, they see me as a role model’

 

Everyone ran and hugged Monika who was smiling happily

‘ I really miss that feeling’

 

On the other hand, Lip J was watching Monika dance... She was the one who told everyone that Monika was back dancing

 

Monika smiled as she hugged everyone and a tear fell from her eyes

 

‘welcome back unnie’

 

lipj wiped her tears and left

 

When she came out of the studio, she decided to go to Jay's friend to maybe relieve her of her torment a little

 

Monika pov

 

For the first time in five years I met her, she didn't change much in her appearance, but she got thinner

 

I kept looking at her while she was looking at me with vague eyes

 

Honey J said: I'll leave you two alone

 

“hello unnie”

 

That voice that's been ringing in my head the whole time is now true

 

I wanted to hug her but I remembered everything that happened

 

“Why are you here”

 

Is that what you're saying to me, unnie?

 

I grabbed her collar and pushed her against the wall

 

I said angrily:” Why are you here?”

 

She calmly replied, "Why did you stop dancing?"

 

‘Always like this, she always change the subject’

 

I shouted, "What's the matter with you, who are you to talk to me?"

 

She answered calmly again: “Why did you stop dancing?”

 

“This is not your business”

 

Lip Ji smiled and took my hand away from her

 

“you've become so pathetic”

 

'Now she's playing with my nerves'

 

I shouted:” What did you say?”

 

Then Honey J opened the door and grabbed me

 

“Unnie calm down”

 

I looked at Honey J and then I looked at Lip Ji: How do I calm down and she comes here and blames me, so tell me

 

Lip Ji calmly replied, "Why did you stop dancing was it beacuse of me?"

 

 

I looked at her and couldn't stand it, I screamed hard: “Yes, it's all because you realize how hard it is to go to someone flying and then come back with broken wings, you destroyed everything in me, but you know what... Don't worry, you're dead to me now you're just a stranger”

 

Tears were in my eyes while she was looking at me without saying a word

 

I was shivering while Honey J hugged me

 

Lip J replied: “I thought you were a professional I thought I'd see you dance I don't know if you remember but even before you met me you were dancing it's a pity you're still stuck in the past”

 

I looked at her angrily

 

Lip J looked at the window: “Be a professional, the company will not stand alone. You are the professor here and everyone sees you as a role model. You were a role model for me too, but it seems that you are not the strong Monica who would do anything for the dancers. You disappointed me Unnie.”

 

Lip J put her clothes back on and then stood in front of the door and said:

 

“ Prove to me that you can stand without me as I did....and also I was asked why I'm here....I'm here because I'm one of the heads of this studio if I forgot and also me I came back because I heard that you can no longer carry this studio...Don't forget that you are not the only one who created this company, there are many who put everything they have to make this company grow and I will not allow you to destroy the dreams of the dancers because of something stupid.”

 

‘Something stupid, was our relationship a stupid thing, was I nothing to you?’

 

When Lip J walked out of the office I collapsed to the floor while Honey J hugged me

 

I looked at Honey J: “Unnie, are you okay?”

 

I nodded to her: “why did she become like this, she became so cruel… did you hear it hanee, she said she got over it”

 

I started crying hard while Honey J hugged me

 

“So unnie, you have to prove to her that you are fine and that she is right, everyone is waiting for your return”

 

I nodded and wiped my tears and stood up

 

“hanee take me home I want to rest”

 

‘All the way I've been thinking about hyowon words, since hyowon left I felt so scared and empty that I'd be dancing alone, but she's right I have to come back for the students... for the dance I used to love... for her...’

 

I got home and had dinner and decided to sleep while Honey J told me she would stay until I fell asleep

 

In fact, I am very thankful to her. She was the one who took care of me since I broke up with hyowon. I nodded at her, then went into my room and lay on my bed.

 

I closed my eyes and remembered her face...I sighed tiredly

 

‘Was I too harsh on her , Did I hurt her with my words I didn't mean that , But what do I do All the memories of the past came up when I saw her’

 

I grabbed my phone and looked at that picture We were so happy at that time

 

‘Tell me, hyowon…my sooni, why are we act like strangers now ….please….tell me ?’

 

I cried and cried until I fell asleep

 

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serenity_ty #1
Chapter 3: Now I want to know the reason why did hyowon leave monika alone . because of illness??? * me crying in silence*
Ps. To author-nim this story is very very good . I love it !!!!!
I’ll wait for the next chap
serenity_ty #2
Chapter 2: Don’t tell me that hyowon get a serious illness ??!! ㅠㅠ
serenity_ty #3
Chapter 1: Ughh so much pain . My heart 💔💔 . I think i might cry on next chap ㅠㅠ
bburisara #4
Chapter 3: love the story ! see u next chapter author-nim