Dear diary,

I think I've fallen in love with the heart-throb of the school. One of the boys in the Kingka group, Infinite. His name? Kim Myungsoo.
Diary, I don't know what love feels like, but my heart just races when I see him. I melt under his smile, even if it isn't directed towards me.
I know my chances are basically nothing, but I can't help it. I can't help but love him.

This love is just one-way, that I'm almost sure of. And it kills me.
I mean, why would he fall for an ugly nerd like me?

Kim Myungsoo, if only you knew how I felt. If only you knew this heart-break I experience, every single time I see you. Knowing you'll never love a girl like me.
If only you could hear my heart beat for you.

Diary, I really think I love him. Isn't it foolish of me? But I can't help it.

I'm so stupid diary. What am I going to do?