Seungwan's POV 

After school, I'm walking with my best friend like usually but today it seems like we walk don't know what topic we should discussed  

I know this side of her, when she have something in her mind she will keeping in silent 

We walking without holding our hand, I noticed she want to tell me something but she can't say it

“Seungwan-ah.. how's your preparation?” Joohyun said want to break the silence between us

“It's good. I want to jogging this weekend.. you want to follow me?” I asked even I already know the answer 

“Uhm.. I can't g-goo with y-you. Moobyul already asked me firs–” I cut her, before she finish her sentence 

“Oh you going with her? That's good.” I said then she look at me with worried face scared that she will hurting me

“You not mad?” Joohyun asked with soft tone scared that I will be hurt, 

“Why would I? Moobyul like you, she just want spend more time with you.” I reminded her that Moobyul have a feeling with her

“Hmm.. that true too.” Joohyun said while smile, without her noticing that she already smile

“Do you like her?” I abruptly asked, shocked to myself why suddenly I asked that

“I don't know.. maybe..” Joohyun said shyly 

I have to admit how dumb was I didn't hear what Seulgi advice to confessed my feelings towards Joohyun. A chance is already gone

“Then.. should not we have to give each other space?” I suggest that but at the same time I want her rejected my suggestions 

“Huh?” Joohyun make a question look on her face shocked I suggest that

“Well.. we can still meeting at school.” I said to assure her

“Hmm.. I think that good idea because we can't always stick together forever.” Joohyun said while she looking into my eyes

When she said that I already know that she's not belong to me. Maybe I should accept that my first love will be ending here.

It hurt to stay by her side looked her being happy without me. It seems she already set her mind when she say that.

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