Fool in Love

He was sitting there under the blue skies staring at nowhere. He seems to have a lot going on his mind. He plans to rest there only for a few minutes but as he sat down on the grass that is soft, warm, a gentle tickle as each giving wand forms a cushion of green. Each strand moves in the summer breeze as easily as his hair, the waves and rustling as alive as his steady breaths, he suddenly felt calm. He think that he finally found a place that can make him feel at peace.

Lately he feel that he was at his bottom point. Even his friends that always around him knew there’s something wrong with him when he start to grow distant with others and also the smile that slowly fading from his bright face. He smile a lot lesser and even barely talk to others, only answer when needed, a short response

He know all his friends and even his family are worried about how he behave lately, they tried to talk to him before and he didnt pushed them away because he know they care, but the problem is that, he didnt even know what is wrong with himself in the frst place.

He snapped out of his thought when someone touched his shoulder to make their presence known to him. “Hey Jongwoon, alone here?” He looked at that person and sighed in relief when he realise it’s one of his friend, the almighty Kim Heechul.

“yeah” He said shortly as he resume what he was doing earlier,staring at the skies plainly. “What actually happen to you Jongwoon, I asked this for numerous time already and this time I want you to answer me properly and not just a simple nothing”

“I dont know how to say it, I dont even know what im feeling Chul,I just...”

“Let out what’s in your mind all this time, im all ears for you” He sighed, he

“You know what’s ed up Chul?” He started as Heechul just look at him as if saying for him to continue.

“That you can be without someone for six months, a year, five years and have mastered not thinking about them, but there will always be that moment where you see a photo of them or catch a little of their cologne on a crowded street andd suddenly you’re plagued with a rapidly sinking stomach and the relentless question,”What did I do wrong?”. There, he finally let it out, the thing that had been on his mind for months. He feel the tears starting to come out but he held it in

“So its about him huh?”Heechul said as he perfectly know who Jongwoon is referring too. “Actually Woon, I have a question before I say anything else” Jongwoon looked at him and raised his eyebrow in curiosity.

“You the one who asked for the break up right?”

“I did, but he agreed with me, he didn’t even say no to me, he didnt even say a word after I went out from our house ater the fight,he didnt want the relationship anymore, he didnt want..me” The last part come out as whisper but Heechul hear it.

“And how do you know that? Had you let him explain anything? You dont even give him a chance to talk”

“What is there to talk about? It was clear as ice that h