Dear Diary (Reita) One shot

It was another of those after- snuggle sessions. Where the blankets are crumpled and strewn not completely covering anyone's body. Your right calf was exposed and cold along with your left foot. Your body heat was working nicely and snuggled closer allowing half your body to cover the man’s torso lying on your stomach on top of him. You always managed to fit into the crooks of his body so well that sometimes you would feel him shudder. But Reita always could rock your world.
Quietly sliding off the bed you made your way to the bathroom to shower. Because for some reason, you felt guilty. Maybe not guilt exactly, but it was some weird emotion that you didn’t appreciate. Water heats up and the fresh-smelling soaps and shampoos work their refreshing magic. And after that you just sat sometimes. With the shower beating down on your . You started to cry. Reita and you are one of those confusing things.

[Flashback…well kinda (You’re just thinking, while in the shower)]

You and Reita have been a couple for quite some time now. You both met at a café from where you’d always had your diary in front of you with a pen that scribbled along the pages of your thoughts into the small book. As the bells rings from the door, he had caught your attention when your eyes traveled along the doorway as you sipped your coffee, him entering the door way was the only thing that you could see, his spiked blonde hair, brown nutty eyes, his strong muscles from his arms and a band covered his nose. Seeing as it is, you realized that you couldn’t stop checking him out. Unfortunately, he turned his attention towards you after ordering his cup of tea. You twisted your head back down blushing madly into the color of red roses. ‘crap’ you thought.

Knowing that he spotted you staring at him, you tried to calm down as he sat himself on a small table with his drink. You attempt to see his face again, your head lifted slowly as you eyed him on the table in front of you. He sipped his drink and lips his as he glided his tongue onto them that turned you on. Once again, he seemed to notice you staring at him. This time you didn’t look away, you grabbed your pen and started to sketch out his facial appearance, you swiveled your pen along the page without looking, yes, and you were very talented at drawing, even without looking onto the paper. He tilted his head with a confused look, realizing you were staring at him too long, you quickly snapped back and quickly grabbed your stuff and rushed out of the café and traveled your way down at the substation.

As you got onto the train, you began to calm down and slowly opened your diary and stared down at the page that bleeded with black pen of the sketch of his gorgeous face onto it. You formed a smile across your lips. You took out your pen and wrote in your diary:

Dear Diary,

Once upon a time, there lived a girl named ______ (your name) who was just engaged to the brave knight in shining armor!

Well, not really. I guess the thing is … what I’m trying to say is… I think I fell in love… and…

That's it. ^_^ Do you think I’ll see him again?

Since then, you went to the café at the same time as usual hoping to see him once again. Most days he came, but one time he wasn’t there, your felt disappointed and just decided to leave the café and go home, as you grabbed your stuff, you walked to the substation and went into the train. You wanted to grab your diary to look at his face again just so that it made you a little happier, as you searched your diary in your purse. You gasped. Your small book was nowhere to be found in your purse. You realized that you must have left it back at the café at the table you sat at. Giving out another small sigh your decided that you officially lost it, thinking someone must have taken it, even it were back at the café.

One day you saw him come into the café and came and sat down ordering his tea as usual. You were debating whether or not to strike the first move; you fiddled with your fingers and stared down at them. Your head lifted up as you wanted to take a ‘glance’ at him, but as you searched he was nowhere to be found at this usual table. You frown missing your opportunity to talk to him.

“Looking for me?” You heard a deep manly voice from behind; you twisted your back seeing the same guy you tried searching for. “Mind if I sit here with you?” he asked. At first you hesitated to give an answer but you eventually nodded your head. As he sat down he crossed his arms and smiled at you, you kept your head down not looking at his gorgeous face.

“Ano, may I ask, I’m I really that attractive to you?” he questioned. Blood rushed up to your cheeks making you feel at an uncomfortable state.

“Ano...well…” you started, but couldn’t finish your sentence.

After a while, he lifted his hands to brush away strands of hair away from your face and smiled. “Kawaii…” he stated. You popped your head up and shook your hands in deny. “No, no, I’m not, please don’t say that…” you blushed even redder, he took your hands as you were about to release the strands of hair from your ears, “Don’t cover your beautiful face from the curtains.” he grinned then followed by a sigh.

“I’m Akira Suzuki, but call me Reita” he bowed his head, “I-I’m _______, nice to meet you Reita…” you greeted back. It was a long silence before breaking it by Reita.

“Okay then, I guess I’ll have to fess up first” he said, leaving me confused for a second. “To tell you the truth, I really, really like you.” he confessed. “I’ve been following you for a while now, the bus, train, where you work, everything.” he smiled awkwardly, itching the back of his head. You slightly widen your eyes, ‘doki doki’ your heart went.

“And I thought I was the one chasing you” you mumbled. he grinned taking out a small book and sliding it to you leaving you with a large gasp.

“My...My diary?!” you took your diary in your hand then looking at him. “How did you find it?”

“You forgot to take it with you that one day.”

“But how…you…hold on, wait… you weren’t there first of all, so how?” you asked.

“I sat at a different table because someone was already sitting on my seat, so I sat to the table behind you” he smiled. “As you left, I noticed that you left your diary at the table, and I accidently dropped your book when I took it…” he paused.

“And it lead to this page.” he took my diary from your hands and flipped to the page from where you had sketched his face. “It resembled me pretty clearly, so I knew right away that was me you drew”

You blushed, taking back your diary and touched your cheeks that were filled with heat. “So Kawaii…”

He took your chin and planted a soft kiss on your lips and pulled back, “Please, will you go out with me?” he asked. You agreed in happiness and confessed your own love for him. Since then you started going out for the longest time. 

[End of Flashback]

You found out that Reita was in a band called Gazette and met up with his band mates which you quickly became friends with all. Everything went fine, until he went on tours for 6 months or more, which made things a bit unbalanced. You either couldn’t have the time to see each other, hangout, or even spend 4 days with each other, it was always two.

You sat and cried. And then got up, because there's really no point in tears. You and Reita traded places- he got into the shower while you got dressed. You wore your black jeans and a grey designed spaghetti strap tank top. Then you wanted to go into the kitchen due to the roar from your stomach and went down the stairs before the shower shut off, which is disappointing. 
You grabbed cereal from the cupboards and opened the fridge. Again, Reita was always on tour and busy with drafts, so there wasn’t much in the refrigerator, You grabbed a small bottle of milk and poured it onto the bowl then started digging in at your own will. You slightly startled as arms looped around you, one hand settling in the front pocket of your jeans while a soft yet cold chin rested on your shoulder.
His hair was still wet and messy. You twisted yourself and tangled your arms around his neck and he pulled you close.

“____” he called your name, kissing the nape of your neck. “hm?” you answered.

"I love you," Reita whispered after a small kiss on my neck.

"Love you too, Reita." your replied back, “so, so much.” you concluded, You wanted to tell him how much you didn’t want him to leave for his tour, it seemed selfish but you couldn’t help yourself, you couldn’t stand being alone by yourself without him. But you held back.

“____ let’s go” he insisted, both of you were going to a carnival that was taking place not too far from his home. You agreed and nodded your head, trying to forget that he was leaving for his tour at the end of the day.

The day had passed quickly and flawlessly as you and Reita came back from the carnival, he won a bunny doll for you at the fish bowl competition, which made you the happiest girl during that state. It was fun as it was, but, your mind struck back into something you tried to forget temporarily. You both went inside his house and took off your shoes then froze yourself next to the stairs.

“_____ was it fun?” Reita looked back with a smiled, then faded into a worried opened mouth dropped down and he widen his eyes.

You were bawling in tears, “Yes…yes… I had fun…” you smiled, but you couldn’t help yourself, you couldn’t hold yourself anymore and crashed down. You started sobbing and dropped yourself to the ground, covering your face. Reita ran towards you, his hands placed on your shoulders.

“____! Are you okay babe?! What’s wrong?!” he asked, scared. You spread your arms and wrapped them tight around his neck as he touched and rubbed your back confused.

“Reita! Please don’t leave!” you cried, “Stay here with me!...please!” … “Don’t go…” you begged more.

It was lonesome without him. Lying in the dark wasn't fun without him, watching movies wasn’t fun, eating wasn’t fun, walking around or shopping wasn’t any fun either. And you liked that you both held hands for no reason, like just before falling asleep. You couldn’t endure the pain anymore; you needed him at your side.

“I can’t stand being alone without you here…” you cried out. He held you into a tight hug.

Reita’s POV

She cried and sobbed, with tears that stained her cheeks. I heard her beautiful voice, the sound, hypnotized by her voice. I held her into my arms without saying a word; I didn’t want to leave either, I loved her with all my heart, but my job my band… I couldn’t do anything about it, no matter how much I begged our manager that I could stay with her.

“I can’t take it anymore… the loneliness, I feel as if I’m going to die if you leave me…” she sobbed. I couldn’t believe what I heard; I pulled away and gripped onto her shoulders, “LOOK AT ME!” I commanded in half anger, she whimpered, letting go of one hand I lifted her chin, forcing her to look. A glare painted on my face which seemed to startle her.

“DON’T YOU EVER SAY THAT!” I half yelled. I pulled the crying girl into his arms. “You mean so much to me, ___” I started. “If you ever died, I don’t think I’d live …I wouldn’t know what to do without you.”
We came out of the embrace, I lifted up her fragile face and used my thumbs to wipe the shining tears away, wiping away the sadness in her eyes and away from her cheeks. Her eyes slowly brighten and she sees hope.

we both started into each other’s eyes, and she laid her head on my chest. I laid my chin on her head and without speaking we remained like that for five minutes.

"I promised you, I wouldn't leave you, and I never will. ____ I love you more than anything else that can ever be given or taken to or from me. You mean everything you me." I assured I kissed her head we both raised off from the ground. She whispers "I love you too."

Your POV

And when he squeezes your fingers whilewe whispered for no reason.

"Marry me," he mumbled.You thought you were dreaming, you looked at him with question, yet for some reason you wanted him to say it again and again. “say it again…” you said

"Marry me." His voice steadied that time and his hand squeezed yours. He kissed yourlips with passion.

[Fast Forward]

6 months has passed, you were sitting on the couch watching TV on a Saturday inside Reita’s house. You grabbed your diary and grabbed a pen from the small table next to you, as usual, you scribbled your thoughts of what you had in mind. Finally writing the last words down on the last page of your diary you heard the door bell.

‘Ding Dong!’ the door bell went. You sat down your diary onto the table in front of you and ran towards the door and quickly opened the door knowing it was your love who you longed waited for to come back.

Reita returns home from tour, he stood there and waved with a smile, “Yo!”

“Welcome home!” You smiled in happiness and jumped on him into a hug, “Rei, I missed you” you said, “I missed you too” he replied back, we both let goed each other and headed inside, and helped him unpack.

[Fast Forward]

You took him out to dinner to a fancy restaurant which you remembered him pointing out it was his favorite, As you both ate with half filled stomach he suggested dessert and you agreed walking out the restaurant in hands and headed out.

“Where are we going Rei?” you asked in a curious voice, looking around.

“You’ll see.” he replied back, He led you to the restaurant where you both first met and where he asked you out. “Rei…” you felt speechless. “C’mon, let’s eat dessert here.” he smiled and you both headed inside sitting at the same table from where you usually sat a long time ago.

“____...” he called your name.

“Yes?” you answered. He grabbed both your hands and held it softly. “You know I love you right?”

“I hope so” you teased and laughed as he did too, but then went back into a serious face. “____...” he started, he placed his hand in his right pocket and whipped out a white box and opened it, finding a diamond ring inside that shined and sparkled.

“Rei! Oh my…Gosh!” you yelped. Reita got off his chair and went around and kneeled down on one knee he held your left hand and inserted the ring on your ring finger, ”I know I already asked you this but…” he started.

“____ ____” he said both your name and last.

“Will you marry me? Will you do honor of being my wife, my lover my life?” he asked you in a desperate tone. You nodded your head vigorously and tears of joy had trembled down your cheeks. “YES! YES! a thousand times yes yes yes!” you kissed him as he kissed back with so much passion. Everybody at the café clapped their hands congratulating us.

[Flashback: Before Reita rang the door bell.]

6 months has passed, you were sitting on the couch watching TV on a Saturday inside Reita’s house. You grabbed your diary and grabbed a pen from the small table next to you, as usual, you scribbled your thoughts of what you had in mind.

Dear Diary,

Reita comes back today… I’m so happy…

Once upon a time, there lived a girl named ______ (your name) who was just engaged to the brave knight in shining armor! I fell in love… and… I found my prince and lived happily ever after. For it was not into my ear he whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips he kissed, but my soul.

That's it.

Finally writing the last words down on the last page of your diary you heard the door bell.

[End of Flashback]

The End.

(Note** I hoped you guys liked it! :D)