Sungmin and Ryeowook is bestfriend from midschool till now they were in 3^rd year high school.. at first ryeowook don’t want to believe in what he feel about sungmin..but everytime he saw sungmin smile his heart is very greatful but when his sad he feel 100x sadder than min..

One day..

Sungmin: aish…

Ryeowook: why?

Sungmin: shin ae turned me down..

Ryeowook: *yessss!!!* don’t be sad..i think she’s not ment for you..

Sungmin: but I really like her..

Ryeowook: aish..dont think about that..come on cheer up..lets go somewhere you can have fun..

Sungmin: where do you think is that?

Ryeowook bring sungmin in the park where there is a swing that sungmin really enjoy to ride on..

Sungmin; what is this?

 Ryeowook: wait here..

Ryeowook buy some ice cream..

Sungmin: you really know how to make me smile ...

Ryeowook: feel better?

Sungmin: yeah..tnx to you..

Ryeowook: welcome .. anytime .. *if only you know what I feel*

Sungmin: wookie..

Ryeowook: yes?

Sungmin: since I met you I didn’t see you dated a girl..

Ryeowook: huh?

Sungmin: its ok if you don’t want to tell me..

Ryeowook: next topic..

Sungmin: come on lets drink..

Ryeowook: hyung you don’t drink right?

Sungmin: come on..i just want to let myself learn how to forget her..

Ryeowook: by means of a drink? 

Sungmin: ahh..plz!!!

Sungmin use his cuteness power..

Ryeowook: aish..how can I resist that charm?

Sungmin: is that yes?

Ryeowook: but promise me not to drink too much..

Sungmin: ok “hyung” ahahaha..

Ryeowook smile..they went to a bar which is near to that park..

After 1 hour…

Ryeowook: hyung you drink too much come on lets go home..

Sungmin: shut up!!!

Ryeowook is shock when sungmin said that..

Ryeowook: come on hyung…

Ryeowook is having a teary eyes now..

After a half hour ryeowook already convince sungmin to go to there dorm..

Ryeowook put sungmin on his bed..he stare at sungmin for a while..

Ryeowook: if only you know that I love you..*ryeowook’s tears start to fall* im really sorry hyung..i don’t want this too..but it just happen..it just happen that my heart choose you..

Ryeowook cry and cry until he fall asleep in the side of sungmin…

The next day..

Sungmin is the first to wake up..he found himself in ryeowook’s bed..and he saw ryeowook at his side that is holding his hands..his about to pull his hand back when he saw ryeowook’s sleeping face..

Sungmin: tnx for understanding me wookie..tnx for taking care of me..

To say thank you, sungmin decide to cook for wookie..

At the other side…

Ryeowook: SUNGMIN!!! Sungmin-hyung!!!

He went to the kitchen…

Sungmin: wookie..

Ryeowook hug sungmin..

Ryeowook: I thought something happen to you…

Sungmin: im ok…

Then ryeowook realize he is hugging sungmin..

Ryeowook: ohh sorry…

Sungmin: that’s ok..i made something for you..

Ryeowook: you cooked for me?

Sungmin: yeah..i don’t remember what exactly I did last night but If i do something crazy plz forgive me…and tnx for being patient..

Ryeowook: that what friends for..*and also coz I love you.. *

Sungmin: lets go to school together..

Ryeowook: ok…

At the school…

Kyuhyun: hey sungmin…

Sungmin: hi..

Kyuhyun is the one of sungmin’s classmate..

Kyuhyun: hey ryeowookie…

Ryeowook: *”ryeowookie??” are we close? And only min can call me that way!!* hi…

Kyuhyun: do you mind if sungmin and I will go first?

Ryeowook: *arggggggg!!!!!!* sure..

Sungmin: sorry kyu but I think ill choose to go with wookie… for now..

Ryeowook: *yesssss!!!*

Kyuhyun: I have something to say..this is important!!

Sungmin look at wookie..

Ryeowook: go..i think its too important..

Sungmin: but…

Ryeowook: go!!

Ryeowook walk fast as he can so that min wont see his disappointed face..

Math class…

Ryeowook cant concentrate at what there teacher is saying..he is still thinking about what will kyu may say to min..

Ms. Choi: mr.kim…

All his classmate is now looking at him but he seem not to know..

Ms. Choi: MR. KIM!!!

Ryeowook: huh? ohh im sorry…

Ms. Choi: pay attention...if you have a problem don’t bring it here in class… everybody face the board..

Ryeowook take a deep breath then try to listen even none of his teachers lecture is going inside of his head …

Breaktime…

Ryeowook is waiting for sungmin’s arrival… but instead of sungmin he saw kyuhyun rushing to tell him something…

Kyuhyun: ryeowookie!!!!!!!

Ryeowook: why?what happen?

Kyuhyun: come with me!!!

They went at the ground where ryeowook saw sungmin fighting with a senior who’s name is kangin..he cant defeat kangin coz kangin’s too strong!

Ryeowook: SUNGMIN!!!!!

He rush to stop them..

Ryeowook: what are you doing!!!

Kangin: do you still want to fight? Shin ae is mine and you have nothing to do with it!!!

Sungmin: youll break shin ae’s heart for sure…she’s a junior only and you’re a senior!!!!

Kangin: what do you care?

Suddenly shin ae came…

Shin ae: kangin oppa!!!! Are you ok?

Ryeowook: hey!!!! Sungmin here is the one who is hurt!!!!!

Shin ae: its his fault!!! He knows he cant defeat kangin but still he fight him!!

Ryeowook: that’s the point!!he know he cant defeat kangin but still he fight him coz he likes you so much!!!!!cant you see that! are you blind??

Shin ae turn her head down..

Ryeowook: come on sungmin…

At there dorm…

Ryeowook ask permission to there principal to let them go home..he never say that sungmin fight kangin instead he said that his stomach is aching …

Ryeowook: I told you that girl is fool!!!

Sungmin: when kyu tell me that shin ae pick kangin the anger fill my head…

Ryeowook: why??why cant you realize ??

Ryeowook start to cry…

Sungmin: why are you crying?

Ryeowook: *its time..* sungmin why cant you see? Sungmin I LOVE YOU!!!

Sungmin is speechless …

Ryeowook: hyung  im sorry!!!

Sungmin: shhh..

Sungmin hug ryeowook…

Sungmin: its not your fault…but I really don’t know what to say…

Ryeowook: you don’t have to say something…I just want you to know coz I cant hide it any more… it breaks my heart to see you suffer…plz don’t hate me for saying that..

Sungmin: I’ll never hate you … your my bestfriend..

Ryeowook: *bestfriend??*

That night ryeowook is still thinking if its better that he said that to sungmin … now his afraid that sungmin may hate him.. but he heard sungmin “ I’ll never hate you”… but there is a corresponding phrase “you’re my bestfriend” that means that he only think of ryeowook as “bestfriend” but its better that he hate him right?

After a year…

In the past year even sungmin knew that ryeowook have a feelings for him he never mind that but he can feel something .. they become more closer and some times they become sweet too…but a sad news will change everything…

Sungmin: wookie you have a mail…

Ryeowook: whoaw..really.? lets guess who is this…

Sungmin: maybe a love letter from an admirer …

Ryeowook: hmpf!!!*he look at the letters sender* Ohh its from my father…

Sungmin: huh? Really? Your father sent you a letter after many years..

Ryeowook: ill read it first..

Ryeowook go to his room…

After about 15 min. ryeowook come out crying..

Sungmin: why??

Ryeowook: sungmin hyung!!!

Ryeowook hug sungmin…

Ryeowook: my father want me to go to Canada and finish my studies there… I don’t want to go… I don’t want to leave you alone!!!

Sungmin is silent…

 Sungmin: maybe its better if you obey your father..

Ryeowook look at sungmin..

Ryeowook: what??you want me to go?

Sungmin: I don’t want you to go! Believe me!

Ryeowooks tears start to fall faster..

Sungmin: ryeowook plz don’t cry..*its harder for me to let you go..*

Ryeowook: im going to bed..

Sungmin: ryeowook!!!

Sungmin try to stop ryeowook ...

1 week later..

Ryeowook and sungmin have a low conversation that past week…

Ryeowook: sungmin hyung…

Sungmin: huh?

Ryeowook: next week im ..im going to Canada..

Sungmin look at ryeowook’s teary eyes..

Sungmin: why so fast?

Ryeowook turn his head down… sungmin hug him..

Sungmin: come on cheer up..lets go somewhere you can have fun..

Ryeowook remember that phrase..that was the same phrase he say when sungmin is down..

Sungmin and ryeowook go to the park…

Ryeowook: thank you sungmin…im going to miss you…

Sungmin: me too..im going to miss that crying baby!!

Ryeowook: hyung!!

Sungmin: ahaha..take care of yourself..always remember me…

Ryeowook: ill do always remember you..coz you’re here..

Ryeowook point his heart…   

Sungmin: your also here…here in my heart…

Ryeowook: hyung…i…i…

Sunngmin: what?

Ryeowook: I love you..*almost a whisper*

Sungmin smile…

Sungmin: I love you too…

Ryeowook look at sungmin..

Ryeowook: what?

Sungmin: nothing!!

Day pass by so fast..ryeowook is now gone…even its hard they need to let go..4 years is only a short journey!!

But sungmin discover something that will break there hearts…

 4 years later…

Ryeowook is very excited to see sungmin so he went to there old dorm but he didn’t see sungmin there..he went to lee’s house(sungmins house)

Ding dong… 

Mrs lee : who’s that?

Sungmin’s mom open the door..

Mrs. Lee : ryeowook…

Ryeowook: uhm him just going to ask..where is sungmin?

Mrs lee is a bit tary when I say sungmin’s name..

Mrs. Lee: wait here..*smiling but eyes are teary*

After 1 min pass…

Mrs. Lee: come with me..

Mrs lee and I went to a cementery..im a bit confuse…then she point a tomb..

In memories of LEE SUNGMIN

Ryeowooks tears start to fall…

Ryeowook: im sorry hyung …im sorry….

Mrs lee handed me a letter..

The letter is sungmins last letter for me..

Ryeowookie,

Im sorry I have to leave… I think my time is really over.. im going to miss that crying moments..ill never see your tears again..ill never see you crying this time..im going to miss your smiling face too and ill never have a chance to see that again..im thankful that I met a guy like you..I am so stupid not to tell you something before I leave…ryeowook….i love you..i love you not as a friend..not as a brother but more than that..i just want you to know what I feel and sorry for not realizing that a bit earlier..now im gone plz be strong for me..go find someone that will love you just the way I do..find your happiness.. don’t waste your time crying for my lost… waste your time in looking someone that will love you and will give you all…

Plz be happy..plz…

                                                                                                                                           Sungmin               

Ryeowook just cry and cry…

Ryeowook: sungmin ahh..your unfair..your unfair…