Before I Go
Description
Before I Go (inspired by Billie Eilish's Listen Before I Go)
*this work is purely fictional. the names used are not about real people and does not intend to talk about real people.*
*angst/sad
This story revolves around Jaxon and Sadie learning about true happiness, true love, forgiveness, and finding strength with the help of each other.
Main Characters:
Kwon Ji Yong as Jaxon Reed
Sandara Park as Sadie Sullivan
Ahn So Hee as Sandra Mulligan
Supporting Characters:
CL as Cassie Dean
Bom as Barb Parker
Minzy as Malia Miller
TOP as Liam Carson
Taeyang as Elijah West
Daesung as Noah Sutton
Seungri as Oliver Wise
Introduction:
Jaxon and Sandra, childhood bestfriends
Jaxon and Sandra, the lovebirds.
Jaxon and Sandra, the golden couple.
Jaxon and Sandra had a fairytale love story.
Jaxon and Sandra were the happiest couple.
Jaxon and Sandra were both successful in school.
Jaxon and Sandra were on their way to getting married. Dreaming about their future. Their family.
But,
Sandra had demons. She suffered from depression ever since she was a kid. Jaxon was the only reason why she survived, but her demons were too strong for Jaxon to slay. Sandra had always tried to stay happy and motivated for Jaxon. She tried her best to hide her unhappiness. Jaxon tried his best to always save Sandra. Unfortunately, Jaxon was unable to save her from herself.
Jaxon has forgotten how to love. He feels like a failure from being unable to save the love of his life. This all changes once he meets Sadie. Will he be able to save Sadie? Will Sadie be able to teach him how to love again?
Foreword
Dear Jaxon,
My lovely Jax. My angel. My guardian angel. Before I go, I just want to let you know that I love you. I really did. My heart kept beating every time I saw you. You made me smile. You made me forget. You saved me countless times. I really tried. I tried to survive and keep my heart beating. I tried to keep my smile. I tried to be fearless of my demons. I tried, but I couldn’t do it. I want you to know that you shouldn’t feel guilty for not being able to save me this time around. I also want to say thank you. Thank you for allowing me to be myself. Thank you for listening to my endless stories. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. Thank you for saving me time and again. I want to say I am sorry also. I’m sorry for all the wrong things I said. I’m sorry for all my mistakes. I’m sorry I didn’t try hard enough. I’m sorry I had to give up.
I was never good at keeping promises, but please promise me that you won’t cry too much. Promise me you won’t think of me too much. Promise me that you will forgive me. Promise me that despite this sadness I gave you, you will still find happiness.
I love you and please forgive me. Even though I am no longer next to you, I will always be there for you. I love you. I love you.
Love forever,
Sandra
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