Chapter Fourty Six
Love Me For Who I AmJungkook:*sitting on the bed looking out the window*
Jaewan:Here I don't want you starving while pregnant *sets food down*
Jungkook:I thought you could care less about me
Jaewan:Believe it or not I did care for you like a son
Jungkook:*scoffs*You have a funny way of showing it
Jaewan:I didn't mean any harm to you or your family
Jungkook:Oh really..did you have any regret when you put my in a wheelchair
Jaewan:I...*looks down*
Jungkook:When you beat my hyung and mommy to death huh..
Jaewan:*bites his lip*
Jungkook:Did you even have a heart when you took us away from my father
Jaewan:Look I admit there's somethings I didn't see myself having the courage to do but something in me snapped your guys is father had everything
Jungkook:Yet he trusted you...and this is how you repay him
Jaewan:*looks down*
Jungkook:After all you've put us through now you decide to have a consious
Jaewan:I just wanted to prove a point
Jungkook:To who...huh to show us your true colors that if things don't go your way you'll make sure it does by tearing a family apart...almost killing people tell me what does that
Jaewan:*speechless*
Jungkook;Someone who doesn't have self love or faith in themselves that they take from others they envy when that person treated them like family..proves how much of a coward you are..
Jaewan:*looks down*
Jungkook:Now you have nothing to say to me..after what you put my through where is the tough bastard now huh uncle jaewan
Jaewan:Pl..please forgive me
Jungkook:That's priceless you asking for forgivness
Jaewan:I..I needed the hard truth from someone I care about to know just how messed up I was..
Jungkook:*raises an eyebrow*
Jaewan:*sighs*
Flashback
KNOCK
KNOCK
Jaewan:Seulgi *smiles*
Seulgi:*slaps him hard acorss the face*
Jaewan:*shocked hand on his cheek*
Seulgi:Who the hell have you become Im Jaewan
Jaewan:I'm just taking what truly deserves to be mine
Seulgi:Is that how messed up your mind is to think you deserve this beautiful family do you know how much you ruined them in the past
Jaewan:Gingoo had no right to come back I took his family in my life
Seulgi:Because he trusted you and you do this to him..
Jaewan:HE HAD EVERYTHING..I WAS HIS SHADOW NOBODY LOVED ME WHEN I WAS A NOBODY
Seulgi:I DID *screams tears in her eyes*
Jaewan:*shocked*Wh..what
Seulgi:*tears fall*Before areeyah...before the money..before all the lies to me your were a somebody jaewan..someone I truly loved
Jaewan:*heart drops*
Seulgi:But now with all of this I have no idea who you are..your a joke
Jaewan:Seulgi..please this is the life I-
Seulgi:Would you stop because I've had enough of hearing that nothing in your life was good enough...especially me
Jaewan:No seulgi that's not true
Seulgi:I don't know you anymore jaewan your not the man I fell in love with..your nothing but a fake *walks out of the house*
Jaewan:*heart drops tears form in his eyes*
End Of Flashback
Jaewan:That's when I realized I truly messed up...that I let my greedyness and jealousy take over my thoughts and actions
Jungkook:*sighs*
Jaewan:And your right I was a coward for all that i've done I was a monster who doesn't deserve forgiveness and it kills me for me to lose the one person that truly loved me to realize that
Jungkook:*rubbing his stomach*You know you can always make it right uncle
Jaewan:How there's to much damage that's been done I mean I made you almost lose the chances of walking again...your father's in the hospital..they all wanna put me behind bars..I lost seulgi
Jungkook:It takes a real man to realize his mistakes he's done
Jaewan:How are you being so nice to me..
Jungkook:I honestly being pregnant has me on many moods but I still know how to forgive but it doesn't mean I'll forget because I'll never forget what you've done but forgiving is the best because you learned from it
Jaewan:*sighs removes the ties from his wrist*
Jungkook:Uncle maybe in due time you can be apart of our family once more..you were family to my father
Jaewan:I don't understand how someone can have a heart as pure as yours
Jungkook:You can't take life for granted
Jaewan:*lips quivering breaks down*I'm so sorry jungkook I'm so so sorry I don't know how I'll ever be able to make it up to your family for the disgusting things i've done
Jungkook:*sighs hugs him tightly*
Jaewan:I need help...I don't wanna go on like this *crying hugs him tightly*
HONKS
Jaewan;I think it's your brother he figured it out *sighs*
Jungkook:It's them...with the police
Jaewan:*half smiles*I guess this is it
Jungkook:No I won't let them do this to you *shaking his head*
Jaewan:Kookie it's fine it's I deserve so much worse
Jungkook:Noo you realized your mistake please uncle
Jaewan:Walk out with me *holds out his hand*
Jungkook:*sighs grabs his hand tears in his hands*
Jaewan:I'll be fine knowing I had your forgiveness somehow I can live
Jungkook:Not without knowing you still have us uncle please
Jaewan:Let's go *they walk out*
Jungkook:*sniffs looks down they walk out*
Jimin:Love thank goodness your alright *hugging jungkook tightly*
Officer:IM Jaewan you're under arrest *handcuffing jaewan*
Jaewan:*sighs half smiles nods at jungkook*
Jungkook:No wait pl-
Yoongi;Kookie let them do there job
Jungkook:But p-
Jaewan:Jungkook...
Jungkook:Uncle *tears in his eyes*
Jaewan:I'll be okay let me do this
Jungkook:No..uncle please
Jaewan:I'll be fine *gets into the police car*
Officer:We'll take care of him from here
Yoongi;Thanks officer
Jungkook:*looking at jaewan in the police car*
Jaewan:*looking down lips quivering*
Jimin:Love are you alright *hand on his cheek*
Officer:*they drive off*
Jimin:Love...*caressing his cheek*
Jungkook:We need to help him..
Yoongi;Excuse me what *shocked*
Jungkook:He can't he regrets the things he's done he told me please we need to help him
Jimin:Baby he's just fooling you so he can escape
Yoongi:Don't let him fool you
Jungkook:No I know he didn't fool me please love..hyung please we need to talk to mommy daddy umma and appa to help uncle please
Jimin:*shocked looks at yoongi*
Yoongi;*sighs covers his face*
Jungkook:Please..*tears in his eyes*
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