“ ... not sleepy ? “ Jongwoon checked his watch and asked the man who was having his strong arm over his waist from behind

“ Sorry if I woke you up. “ The younger replied and buried his nose in Jongwoon’s soft hair, both of them might smell a bit like sweat now but The sweetness of Jongwoon’s favorite hair shampoo was still lingering there 

“ are you worried about something ? ... “ Jongwoon asked, half of his mind could already guess what has been bothering his boyfriend’s mind again 

“ hyung... “ Siwon hesitated to talk and instead just hugged Jongwoon closer to his chest. The older of the two sighed and turned himself to be face to face with his lover

“ You have something you want to tell me ? “ Jongwoon asked as his hand caressed Siwon’s face softly. No matter how long they had been together, Jongwoon still got lost watching this flawless every time.

“ hyung... aren’t you tired of hiding ...? “ Siwon asked, finally had the courage to lock eyes with the man in front of him

“ Siwon... we’ve talked about this... “ Jongwoon sighed. He hated that his decision is making the man he loves overthink and worried but he just can’t ...

“ I’m just... I want to love you freely. I want us to go on a date and hangout with our friends and family. “ Siwon talked, still afraid he would make Jongwoon upset

“ baby I know, I want that too. I want to hold your hand and walk on red carpet together, I want people to look at us and admire how perfect we are together . But — “ Jongwoon paused a bit 

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